Chapter four.

I walk into the doctors office feeling really scared I can't explain this feeling that I'm suddenly having I feel like something bad has happened.Right from the way the nurse called to how quiet everywhere is . I walk towards the doctors office and knock on his door gently.

"come in."I hear someone say,

I go in too his office and I see him seated on his chair he looks up at me and he looks kinda guilty and I wonder why? I just hoped it ain't what I am thinking.

"sit down miss Clara."he says and I take a seat.

"You called for me,sir?"I say.

"Yes I did call for you. it's because of your mother. You do know she already had a blood disease right?"he asks me

"I just found out recently but I guess I knew."I say quickly what exactly is this doctor driving at?

"Well due to that an the fatal accident she was involved in she lost alot of blood and I'm sorry but she couldn't make it."he says and drops the bombshell on me in just a sentence.

My whole world came crashing down the moment I heard that my mother had died. Like what the hell was I supposed to do at this point? she was my everything. Ever since father stopped caring she has been there for me now she is gone!!

A bitter laughter erupted from my throat and then my whole body began to shake as I burst out in tears,I couldn't control it.i was shaking seriously and everywhere turned black.

The doctor's carried me away and took me to one of the rooms because I had started acting like I had gone crazy laughing and crying at the same time!

I saw Jane rush in and demand of what the doctor had done to me. Immediately she found out she also burst into tears while trying to console me but I was out of control so the doctors called my father to come and take me home.

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I was currently seated in my father's car going home with Jane by my side. At this point I didn't even cry anymore I was weak due to all I had displayed at the hospital. So my father answered to pick me but didn't respond when I had called him nonstop because of mom.

I hated him right now I just felt like choking him to death and crashing myself in this car but Jane was here with me and I don't want anything to happen to her.

As if hearing my thoughts he spoke up:

"How do you feel Clara?"he asked as if trying to mock me.

"I feel good".I said back in the same mocking tone.

"I'm sorry for the loss of your mum princess. I was in the middle of something so important and I wasn't with my phone that's why I didn't see your miscalls."he said trying to explain his self with he saw the murderous look in my eyes.

"I'm sure".I say quietly.

He doesn't say anything and the remaining drive back home is as silent as anything.

Immediately we get home I rush upstairs to my room to stay because I know I could kill my own father if I saw his face ever again.