Tale 31: The end?
Three more months...
We talked every day, but he never came and I never called him again. I like him and miss him. Let's see if I can break up this time:
- I'm upset, and I don't even have anything else to say.
- Sorry to leave you like this, but I really can't change things.
- Everything is clear.
- Sometimes, I even think about making you calm, because, for real, I can't give you the attention you deserve.
- It's all hot air. Where there is a will, there is a way. I wish you well and thank you for the company in the last few months. See you later.
- All right.
Maybe he has someone else, maybe he's really in a lot of trouble, I'm sorry that things went that way.
The next morning, I wake up with an angel sitting on the edge of my bed:
- May all charm be broken! - he said, showing me a photo.
The angel noticed when I woke up and got up. I call him:
- Hey! Come here!
He looks sideways, turns and leaves without saying anything more. God's angels never sleep...
Later, Livia arrives.
- Ana, the Lord is telling you to be thankful for the joy of the future! He said I need to deliver something for you. Let's pray. - she says.
- What is it? - I ask.
She says a prayer asking for forgiveness for sins, protection for herself and calls the angels of Jesus to do the work, according to the will of God. The Lord begins to speak through her:
- You will stay in eternity! Yes... gifts do not come with an instruction manual! I'll reveal more of the hidden things to you, but you must be prepared! - she eagerly speaks.
- Thank you, God, I want to receive, you can give me...
- God will give you one more gift! Open your hand so that I can give you the mystery, I don't know what it is...
- I know, do your best to find out what it is!
We laughed.
- What did God say? Gifts do not come with a manual! I saw a hand writing, it seems that it is a gift for writing.
- The other day, praying, I told the Lord that I am not a writer, I need help...
- It is a gift that will help you write this book.
I thanked God for one more prayer and asked for help in figuring out how to use this gift. Livia has left.
On Saturday, I meet my mother at the mall and we have lunch.
She is silent, meditating. She nods her head.
- What happened, mom? - I ask curiously.
- He (Thor) will grab his head because of the things that are going to go wrong...
- But why? I do not wish him any harm, mom...
- God knows. God is angry for what he did, it is as if he had played with your feelings.
- I'm not mad at him.
- God said you should not pray for him! You mustn't, otherwise his burden will fall on you!
- I'm not praying for him anymore, nor do I see him anymore.
- God does not allow you to see him. God says that when he doesn't want to, nothing comes true.
- I think he got mad at me.
- His pride was hurt; I didn't expect it to be so fast. Deep down, he knew you were leaving, but he thought it would take a little longer.
- Changing the subject... I started writing the book again, I stopped while I was with Thor.
She is silent again. She continues:
- The Lord is saying that at the end of the book you must write:
"May people see the negative things in the spirit world and come closer to God. He is the Savior! They have to look at the positive part, and know the negative part, in order to defend themselves from evil, which at all times seeks gaps in everyone, without exception. You are never alone... God never resists or gives up on us."
She stops talking, meditates a little more; tears come out from her eyes.
- Why are you crying?
- The Holy Spirit is sad...
- Why?
- Because the youth are running wildly to the side of evil, and they don't know...
She prays and opens the Bible: Ephesians 6: 10 to 17.
"Finally, be strong in the Lord, and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, so that you can stand firm against the enemy's snares; for it is not against flesh and blood that we must fight, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the princes of the world of this darkness, against the spiritual hosts of iniquity in the heavenly regions.
Therefore, put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and, having done all, to stand.
So, stand firm, having girded your loins with the truth, and dressed in the breastplate of justice, taking, above all, the shield of faith, with which you will be able to extinguish all the fiery darts of the evil one."
- That excerpt is strong. - I speak intently.
- Do you see? God is confirming what we talked about. He said that all the excerpts from the Bible that he put in the book should be highlighted.
- I was already doing that. The Holy Spirit had already guided me.
- He's confirming this with you. At the beginning of the book you have to write: "I want to learn to be able to defend myself against the evil arrows". Put "The Lord's Prayer" and "Psalm 91" at the end.
- I was going to put them at the beginning of the book.
- "The Lord's Prayer" at the beginning and at the end, to seal the book and protect the people who are going to read it because the enemy does not want this warning.
- I'll do it this way. Your work is bigger than you think, did you know that, mom?
- I don't know, God is the one who knows everything.
We finished lunch and got up to stroll in the mall ...