Chapter # 36
These thoughts caused chaos in my mind as I lost my ability to think and filled up with ultimate consternation.
My heart, in that moment, I desired nothing but to become the light of her dark sky. I wanted to become the hand she can hold onto and never let it go.
“What have you done to yourself, Rebecca?” I asked myself in fright.
I wanted the spark of hope which will ignite that endless fire of happiness in her now. All this time, I pushed her away, now she needs me and I will not back away now.
“Why?”
I don't know about love but I will surely become her salvation. And I understood it's not our unsavory redemption but her unsavory redemption.
Like the more she tries to isolate herself from me the more I'll reach out to her.
“I won’t let you reside there anymore.”
I'll stir her mind as she won't be able to push me away even if she wants to and I'll be the one she strives for.
‘I'll become her redemption.’