Chapter two. He is my mate

I make silent pleas to the Moon Goddess to have mercy and take pity on me when I gain my wolf , and give me a mate that will love , cherish , and protect me. If I don't find my mate then though, I have made a promise to myself to leave and live as a lone rogue wolf, not that I am any different from a lone rogue wolf, really. The Luman Silver pack is only able to hold me againsty will until I find my mate and they know this . After tomorrow, I will be done with this place, because legally, as an adult, they will have no power over me, especially since I am also an Alpha by blood and will be turning 18.

{Xander's P.O.V.}

I am d*** deep inside her tight p***y as she is clenching onto my throbbing d**k inside of my soon-to-be office (the Alpha's own) fu**ing a she-wolf whose name I didn't bother to ask and heck, I'm not interested in ever knowing it.

"Yes! Xander! Ahhhhh yes!"

I hate it when they speak or say my name, "Shut the f*** bit**", I roar at her. Hearing them call out my name ruins the dreamy fantasy that it is Amaya writhing beneath me, the fantasy that it is her moaning my name and begging me to f*** her harder. I turned 18 three months ago and I instantly knew from then that Amaya, the servant of my pack was my mate.

My wolf, Azael was excited when we discovered this , but I wasn't, She was still 17 at the time and I was disgusted that the moon goddess would pair me with such a trashy person and I made a mental note to reject her , but Azael is fighting me on it.

Azael and I would fight whenever I brought a she-wolf to my room or my office to f**k, He evidently wants to keep himself for Amaya which is dumb anyway, but I am already dead set on rejecting her, I won't let my attraction to her change my mind, Because Azael and I share a mind, I can't help but find her beautiful, and sexy . She is actually gorgeous, even a fool can tell that Amaya is a looker.

Sleek soft black hair- with a texture like heaven I'm sure-, dark brown eyes, natural pink lips, dazzling smile , and a body to die for . Even though she has been starved, beaten and maltreated most of her life, it hasn't stopped her body from developing in the most breath taking way. I see why the Omegas of my pack are so jealous of her.. If I wanted to get off during s*x, I had to picture it was her beneath me whenever l f****d a girl, otherwise, I would go limp in two seconds flat.

"Argh!"I groaned in pleasure as my climax came suddenly amidst thoughts of Amaya

"Wait!" the Omega shouted to delay my climax but oops, too late. I pulled out of her wet and easy pu*** and spurt my c*m all over her naked stomach and chest."I didn't even c*m yet!" She whined and I answer impatiently..

"Aww, too bad, like I care, now get the f**k out of my office,"

"ASSHOLE!" she shouted and left, without cleaning herself up. I honestly don't give two fucks as to if any of the omegas I slept with reached their climax or not. It's called fucking not mating or making love, besides they da*n well answer to me and my family

Tomorrow is Amaya's birthday , and I am eager to see the look on her face as I reject her publicly. Of course, I still plan on rejecting her of course and I am going to do it in front of the entire pack.

"Do not reject our mate! What is wrong with you ! ?"

"Shut up, Azael! I can't have a mate as dumb as her . It doesn't matter if I find her attractive or not. She's not worthy to be my Luna!"

"If you hurt our mate, that'll be the end, Xander!" , I can practically hear Azael fuming as he spits these words;

"Calm down, we will get a second chance." I try to placate him but he is still fuming in anger.

"You know that is a rarity amongst our kind", he spits

"Well , I'm an Alpha , the moon goddess is all knowing, Amaya must have been a mistake, cause I need my Luna to be strong. So, she will give us a second chance , a better chance"

"Get your head out of your ass , Xander f**k off"

I know what I am doing though it is true what Azael has said, the moon goddess rarely gives second chances, I pull up my shorts and boxers and call Amaya to my office to clean the place up and to get out the stench of she-wolf W***e out of there while I shove Azael to the back of my mind. I am unable to mind link Amaya because she has no wolf, and even if she did , she isn't actually a member of our pack, so mind linking her isn't feasible.

Not long after I call for her, she walks in and I look her up and down, discreetly ogling and checking her out, she is wearing a simple t-shirt that is too big for her , she has tied the hem at the corner of her hip so it can fit better. She is wearing leggings, that have traced of being too frequently washed , and I can tell they are the same ones she wears all the time. Her hair is in a pretty bun, and it reveals the entirety of her sexy neck. I shake my head to clear my thoughts, thoughts I know for a fact that Azael put there. He's enjoying the sight of her, I'm sure. Ugh!

I feel the mate bond with her, it's making it hard to concentrate, but I hate her , nonetheless . She is nothing but trash, and as an Alpha, I don't do trash!

"You want to take a whole day to do that?" I ask loudly, I want her out of my sight; More so because the mate bond is driving me crazy. Because she is going to be 18 in less than 24 hours, I can feel that she is really my mate .

"Calm down, I'm done", She replies almost unemotionally.