Death

I woke up like every day in my house. The days pass constantly with a manga, an anime, a comic or simply a novel always at hand. I have lost the purpose of my existence. I don't know why I keep doing these actions, even knowing that these actions will only wear me out from the inside. However, as usual, I have to go to my psychologist every afternoon to check my mental state and if there is any improvement. I have been diagnosed with various problems such as lack of empathy, asociality or simple cruelty. Honestly, these bad traits don't change my life much. But from the point of view of society and its hypocrisy, I'm practically a monster. What a funny word "monster" is. Especially when it is the state itself that is. During the course we were full of these '' monsters '', not that anything has changed. We have Vlad Tepes, Hitler, Stalin and many others. Everyone had a goal that ranged from protecting their country or simply taking over the world. They were hailed as heroes before turning against the wrong people. However, now it doesn't matter anymore. Anyway, I'm dying of a terminal illness. I think I have enjoyed my life as long as possible, but if I were to be reborn in another world I hope to find myself in a better situation. Now let's stop with these useless philosophical thoughts and go to this damned psychologist. I was accompanied by my mother, after the visit we returned home. As usual, I started watching anime for many consecutive hours until I went to sleep to start a day of inertia again. As I tried to open my eyes to wake up, I couldn't do it. I kept seeing only the darkness that enveloped me. At that moment I felt nothing, neither emotionally nor physically. It was as if I didn't exist but existed at the same time, a real paradox. I spend some time until I feel my whole being pushed all in one go. These little pushes have brought me closer and closer to a light. Until my head came out and I saw faces that were foreign to me. These voices spoke to each other but at first I couldn't understand anything. But gradually they became clearer. In the meantime, she has completely come out of what might be called a pussy. I was in a hospital, I could tell with some degree of certainty. A woman lying on a cot said: Give me my baby, I want to hold him in my arms. The doctor replied to wait to check if my physical condition was normal. He was confused because from start to finish I never cried and just stared them in the eye. So he decided to give me a spank in the butt in an attempt to make me cry to see some reaction. When they gave me that spanking, I felt absolutely nothing. As if I were numb to physical pain. But I quickly realized what the doctor wanted, so I started screaming as loud as possible. I could elaborate on this particularity later. Thus passed several days. At that time I realized that I was reincarnated, as has happened in several anime, manga and novels. Too bad it's not a fantastic world. At least there are superpowers here or something. I'm not sure how to define them in reality. I'll call them temporary abilities. I live with my parents. My mother is called Maria Godfell and my father Gabriel Angel. I would say they have precious names and names in terms of meaning and I would say a little sumptuous. From what I've seen, they both have powers. Maria can tear one of her claws out of her hands while Gabriel controls the flames. I should thank that robber who tried to steal this information from us. Otherwise, I would have had to wait a little longer to realize that these skills were there. I wonder what skills I have. I'll find out later. Right now I'm too busy sucking on a nipple and rubbing the tit to eat as much milk as possible.