Chapter Twenty Nine

When I woke up, it was already mid-afternoon. I grabbed my phone checking for any missed calls, and SMS from Sam, and a lot of missed called from Nancy, I smile and opened my inbox from Sam, "I will be visiting your parents by the end of the week" immediately that smile died on my lips, how could this be possible, I was meeting up with the supervisor the same day. Why is my life turning do bad and complicated, I just want a simple life where I could be love, live my dream but now it not just going well, I lean my back to the wall before dialing Nancy number "Hey girl dress up we are going out" with this she disconnected the line. This was now frustrating, why was everyone cutting me out, I know shouldn't get annoyed with Nancy, it was just a normal thing, but I can't just help my anger. I called her back, I have heard enough "Hey no excuses! She called at the other end. " Don't make any silly ex....... "Stop! I just called to tell you that I won't take it lightly with you the next time you disconnect the call without allowing me to speak" I spoke with clenched teeth not wanting to sound harsh or anything..... "Are you okay?" she asked after a long wait. "Yes I am" I answered feeling tears in my eyes, why was I crying again, I sniffed. "Are you sure! " I said that I'm fine" I almost shouted this time before disconnecting the call, what was wrong with me. I shouldn't get angry at her but. Can't control me now. I went downstairs no one was home, I decided to go outside maybe it will help my temper. I stood outside watching some passerby before I sighted our neighbor smiling and walking toward me, this day wasn't getting any better. "Hi, Becca! She called, I stare at her fighting myself not to roll my eyes at her. " haven't seen you in days" just came to check up on you". "I don't think I need to be a check upon," I said staring in awe at her makeup, what the heck did she rub on her face "well...just want to tell you that I saw the man that dropped you off yesterday" now I rolled my eyes at her, such a nose poker neighbor "what is your problem, can't you just mind your business" I scoff going inside. I don't know but I feel suffocated.

Nancy didn't come again, I understand she was giving me a space to calm myself down but I was going to make it up to her. Feeling cold, I wrap myself in a blanket, mum has tried to force me to eat but I wasn't hungry. I know I shout at her, I was so annoyed at myself. I heard a tap on my door sitting up who could it be mum has left just a few minutes did she forget anything. "Come in! I called, I saw the door opened waiting for mum to apologize for forgetting something, I saw Dad come in, " what could be the problem, he should just have called if he needed anything but I knew that they were something going on just the way he looked at me "calm down, he smiled coming to seat at the edge of my bed. " I know you have gotten used to your mum visiting you, but I am also allowed, I smiled taking his hand in mine "you should have called for me if you needed anything, he just shook his head before staring deep into my eyes " I hope you will always make the right decision," he said, immediately my heart started beating faster what did he know, I was concluding so fast it was just about Sam I breath in relief "of course, I will always make the right decision". " your studies come first Becca! Don't allow anything to divert your mind from it" I nodded, understanding he was just worried. "I would never want anything to divert my mind from my studies and I will sacrifice a lot just to make sure I finish my studies. I watched him smile, I never want him to be worried just to be happy. " Dad! I know you didn't have a son but I want o to fulfill the duty of one, he patted my hand, "just don't worry, I will make sure nothing divert me" I promise him making up my mind to clear everything with my supervisor, I can't let my family dream and also mine die because of my silly behavior. I was going to sacrifice my body to him if that would make me not get expelled. Dad drew me in for a hug "when are we expecting him" he asked releasing me "Saturday... I answered smiling.

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