Chapter Ninety seven

"How is Sunny doing? Emily asked me when she visited, I turned from where I was stirring the soup pot " My daughter is happy there, they deceived my daughter and made her look like a bad mother". "It's okay" Emily came to stand beside me in the kitchen. "No, it's not okay". I smiled sadly, there was nothing really left for me, I felt very empty and Incomplete. 

" Becca, you don't have to continue suffering like this and you're pushing everyone out from your life, Andrew, mum, aunt, and even me your sister" "I'm not pushing anyone out, I just need some time alone". " This has been a month, you have been this way Becca, please I'm worried that you might get yourself sick". "You don't have to worry I'm fine, I just need to pay someone back for the pain he caused me". " And what are you thinking of doing?  "Are you aware that that monster bribe the judge, he said that this world wasn't the like of me, it was for the rich and I'm going to make him pay for every word and pain he has caused me, for taking my happiness is from me"

"He deserves more than that I agree but you can't keep up living this way". " You don't have to tell me how to live, I'll live anyhow I wanted". "Really? Emily stare angrily at me before pacing around the room. " Can I invite you over for a dinner at my mum's place please don't say no, mum and aunt have been trying their best to reach out to you but you just locked everyone away, just go because of the baby if not for me please". "Emily, please... I don't feel like". " we are your family, please". I stare at her now puffy face which was caused by the pregnancy.

I gave I start somewhere by dealing with Sam and staying inside all day wouldn't help anything "Okay, just a dinner" I watched her face lit up. "Finally, she rush toward me and wrapped her arms around me. " My baby is now happy" she touched her belly. "I guess so" I whispered more to myself before focusing back on my food. U had once been that happy having my baby with me but now it wasn't the same again, I wanted my baby so much, the drop of tears fell off my eyes into the stew I was preparing. 

I have to start somewhere, And being too nice wasn't going to help anything I have to start somewhere. I listen to Emily as she filled me up about her pregnancy classes, how much she eats, and that. I listen to most and Ignored a lot which I probably didn't remember again, she was now extra talkative more like before.

"You never smile this day Becca, not even a single laughter". " I wish I could"I answered dropping the plate of food I was carrying on the table. "You could if you try"  "what did you want from me? I stare hard at her. " I want you back, I want my sister back that's all I wanted". "I'm sorry to tell you this but your sister is dead". " no, she sprang up. "Don't say that, you shouldn't be this way". " Emily, I called. "I'm going to steal your baby and have her taken fat away from you then I'll tell you to smile a d be happy" I watched her shake her head in tears. "Maybe by then you'll understand the pain of not having your child with you" I turned and walked up the stairs without even a backward glance. How heartless was I now? I asked myself but couldn't find the answer.

I stare at the figure in the mirror "Would your broken heart ever mend Will the world ever seems to be right again? No, I don't think so, the world was a place where the rich oppressed the poor just because the poor have nothing to defend themselves from the oppressor. I grabbed the scissors on the table. " The nice and gentle Becca was dead now, I can't have my revenge on that monster being all so nice I have to find a way to defeat and get my daughter back. I brought the scissors close to my long hair, it was too long and disturbing, I just want to be free from all that.

I sliced off the first strand, it looks okay for the first time I was having a haircut, it feels so right and okay. Then I grabbed a hand full and sliced them off and watched it fall to the tiled floor. Just then my phone rang and I picked it up to check the caller ID "Andrew" why was he calling? I didn't feel like speaking to him but the other side of me wanted to hear his voice, that would calm me down. I pressed the answer button and waited for h to speak up. "Becca, his voice was calming just like sweet honey. " I was calling to one of you can come over for lunch, please I want to see you". 

I shook my head. "I don't want to". " please Becca, I promise I won't take much of your time". "I can't have lunch with you and please don't call my line again" I disconnected my line and held the phone up to my chest. "Things haven't gone as plan and I won't give myself a fake hope" anger raged inside me "Aaaaa!!!! I grabbed the scissor, I sliced my hair off leaving it to be on top of my shoulders. " This was okay, I smiled to myself.

"Becca! What did you do to your hair" Emily was at the door glaring at me in surprise? "I don't think getting a haircut is a bad thing". "you're just making yourself look so... " So what, I'm just getting ready to go back to work". "Now happy to hear that". I wasn't going back as a once happy Becca but now broken and the quest to pay back what was done to her.