Chapter 1 :- Fate

The wind is blowing, stars are shining and the reflection can be seen on the water of the ocean. The full moon is glowing like a diamond today and making everything sightly visible under this dark sky. Reminding us the moon shines over us to protect us from darkness of night so that we don't get lost. The sound of waves of ocean waves is suiting up with this calm nature.

But, my heart isn't calm. Thunderous storm is destroying every inch of my heart. Tears are rushing down from my eyes to cheeks and finally meeting the sand. Lips are shaking and my heart is already broken.

I'm Y/N L/N. A girl who is suffering from Aids and knew it on the day of her engagement. Even though I don't have any fault for aids, but my fiancee broke up with me because he thinks I'm a slut. I never saw my dad, and my mom died a long years ago.

I got to know I have aids few hours ago when my fiance and I were going to engage with each other.

[⚠ Triggering Topic ⚠ Some people may not be comfortable with this ]

//Flashback //

"Y/N, I love you so much. Be mine forever. Will you accept my ring on your hands?" Rai said my fiance as holding the diamond ring in his hands and staring at me with his eyes that were registering deep emotions.

I looked around with teary eyes overwhelmed by rush of emotions. My eyes locks with my best friend Soobin for a few seconds who was crying in happiness. After meeting my gaze he showed me his thumb as a sign for saying good luck with a smile spread across his face. I smiled back at him as if we are talking in just eye contact. After my mom died, Soobin became my guardian and I became his. After a few moments, I pull my attention back to Rai.

"Ye-" Before I could finish some yelled at us. My whole body frozed in the position. My heart stopped beating. After gaining my courage I turned my neck a side to see who it was.

"No, she won't !" My heart schattered in to pieces as I saw who was the person.

I stand there as numb seeing my would-be mother in law who was so willing to see our marriage as soon as possible but now barking at me.

Every vein of my body started to go cold. My brain couldnt process everything.

"Cancel this shitty engagement immediately. My son will not marry some slut from the street." She yelled top of her lungs while taking his son's arm away from me.

Every single guests on the occasion, narrowed their eyes and showed me the most disgusted look in the world. My heart got stuck in my throat.

"No! I don't have that!" I somehow managed to yelled out to defend myself.

Rai looked at his mom's mouth a gaped. Every guest around us started to mumbling and eyeing on us in vulturly gaze. My throat went dry when I heard what she said.

"Look at this report! You slut! That's why I took blood samples from you. when I got to knew that you live with a guy! Named Soobin!" She pointed at Soobin who became shocked as me and the whole crowd turned their neck to where she was pointing. "I knew something is wrong when you mentioned that he is like your brother. That's why I took blood samples from you. And now this report makes sure that you slept with hundreds of men." She yelled as venom dripping from her tongue while throwing the me the report.

''No, it's i-impossible... I-I don-not ha-have aids. N-no. It's l-lying...'' I looked at report in disbelief. A part of me was thinking that she'll burst into laugh and tell me that it is a prank. But no it didn't happened.

My head started spinning while my mind started to deny what my eyes were seeing.

My fiance snatched the report away from me and started to read it while frowning at me.

"You disgusting slut!! " he yelled top his lungs making my ears ringing. A hard was slap plastered on my cheek by him before he walked away with his mom while throwing the report on my face. I touched my stinging cheek while staring at him until he left the place.

After my mind replayed everything what just happened, my knee buckles started to melt and I broke down into crying on the floor. I cried hard and hard while clutching my chest with my hands which was torn and bruised. Soobin came running to me and hugged me tightly, trying to take my pains in his heart. The crowd slowly walked away, while some pitied me and some blaming me. But me? I didn't believe any word in the filthy report.

//End of flashback //

It was midnight,

No people were around at the beach at this time. After what happened I came running to the ocean, under the open sky, under the moonlight leaving Soobin at home. I told him that I need some space. He respected my decision. I always come here when I feel down or happy, to see this ocean specially to see the moon. From the childhood, I always felt moon as something close to my heart. I would and still share everything good or bad in my life. Moon never talks to me but it would give me the pleasure that no living being can't give. So as always I came here to meet moon.

Cold gentle breezes were touching my cheeks as if wanting me to comfort me but it was no use. It couldn't compare with the pain I have inside.

I was feeling so numb that I couldn't even cry out my pain anymore as my all tears were gone. My heart was pounding violently in my chest as my mind won't stop replaying the whole event again.

"He slapped me, he thinks I'm a slut." I inhaled sharply while looking up at the sky.

"Why is the moon glowing at me like that?" I looked up at the moon.

Suddenly a rush of emotions started to hit my heart as I saw the moon happily smiling at me. I felt rage in my heart which needs to be out.

''You like to see me cry, Don't you?'' I thought while frowning.

"Hahaha... Is that what you can do? Glow more for me? Yeah... It's everything you can do. Just stand there and glow. huh! You never helped me! Y-you are s-selfish!" I yelled at the moon while stumbling on my own words. it's not he's fault why am I blaming him? My eyes started to tearing up more while ranting and yelling at the moon.

"I'm c-crazy... Wh-why I'm ranting to a non-living thing?"I wiped the tears while whispering.

'I should die, I don't want to live.'

My mind started to whisper me to die. For some moments, I stared at the ocean.

"I have nothing to lose. I should die. My life is useless." I said in monotone voice while looking at the moon.

Without thinking anything, I took a few steps forward to the ocean while closing my eyes and taking a deep breath.

I opened my eyes and see I'm so close to the ocean. I felt my foots get wet in ocean waves. I took a deep breath preparing myself to take step forward. My mind started to replay every happy moments with my mom and Soobin. I smiled that I don't have any regrets.

Suddenly the moon started to glow abnormally like an alarm. I slammed my eyes shut to avoid the intense lightness of the moon. I felt myself being yanked backward by someone.

I jerked my head around to see who was it and saw an unknown guy with a very attractive face. His appearance here is feeling so calming, it's feeling like the time has been stopped.

I scanned his features, he has short and soft-looking hair, a very bright face, fluffy lips, and a sharp nose. His body was covered by royal navy blue colored kimono and oddly he has some glowing blue aura around him which was making the surrounding glow more. It's like the moon himself came down on earth.

"But I don't care how he looks, how dare he touches me? Who are you to save me huh?" I yelled in my mind which made my brows frown at the male.

"What were you going to do?"The unknown guy frowned upon me.

"Huh like he cares!" I thought.

"I'm a fully grown-up woman and I have the right to do what I want to do," I said in a stern voice while rudely pulling away my arm from his grip.

"Ah so rude. Is it what you give to your best friend?" He pouted sadly the continued, "Anyways, Look, it's not a good thing to give up already. I know what happened to you. I know he made your fate so much complicated. But you have to keep going. You can't just give your life up!" The unknown person's statement went right into my heart which made my eyes tearing up.

He beamed me a sad smile ."Everything is gonna be OK." He mumbled while putting a hand on my head. I started to feel some electrical waves through my head to my whole body. I looked up at his hand and saw some blue aura is going through my head.

'Is he doing some kind of magic?'

"H-hey... W-what have you done?" I frowned weakly while seeing him smiling brightly at me. Slowly I started to feel my eyelids heavier and heavier until everything goes dark.

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To be continued...