Chapter 10... #HanSeo

"What do you mean?"

"You said one kiss wouldn't make you fall for me, do I make it two so you'd fall?" Yeol was smirking and looking at me with his grey eyes. Did I mention he has beautiful grey eyes that always showed care and worry towards me but right now, it seems different.

I could see lust in them.

Play dumb! Seoyul! play dumb!

"Is this part of our challenge?" I asked rolling my eyes giving no emotion. "... don't answer. I'm dropping off the challenge"

This hurts like hell. I saw a bit of disappointment in Hanyeol's eyes but I tried not to be shaken.

"wait... you kiss me this morning and now I feel like you're pushing me away. This is the cliche romance book plot you were talking about" He smirked pulling me closer to him. Why is he smirking? Why isn't he understanding my drill? What part of leave me alone because I love you and we can't be together because we're brothers doesn't he get? Oh yeah I didn't tell him.

"Uhmmm... you asked for a kiss and since you stole my first, I might as well do it for revenge?"

"You're crazy... I hope you won't avoid me because of our kiss earlier like those cliche romance books and movies" Yeol let go of my waist and was playing with my hair. How did he switch from Lee Hanyeol to Hannie?

"I hate cliche romance. I prefer something uncanny and different" Like falling in love with my brother.

My statement made Yeol chuckle exposing his dimples "You're cute" I blurted out.

"Did you just call me cute?" He asked with a smirk. I swear I'll die if I keep seeing him.

"No..." I pushed him away and ran to the rest of our team where I saw Woojin teasing Seungjun about how dumb he was for eating uncooked dough. I was enjoying the show but then Woojin turned to me.

"We're on in 15 minutes... where were you?" Woojin asked me. I seriously can't think of anything right now. "I...I was"

"He was with me" Yeol replied putting his arms on my shoulder. "Is there any reason you're asking about him?"

Woojin shook his head but then he looked at both of us "If you weren't brothers, damn you'd look so good together"

I was shocked at woojin's remark but Yeol was the direct opposite. He was smiling. "I know right..." He turned to me "... would you date me?"

You know I said I was shocked earlier, that was just a joke compared to how flabbergasted I was right now. Woojin and the rest had dropped jaws.

"Do you not understand? Let me rephrase..." He knelt down on one knee "... would you be my boyfriend?"

I gave a nervous laugh "Woojin just shipped us together. What are you doing, hyung?"

"I'm proposing" Yeol looked so damned serious and I just wanted to scream 'YES!' but I won't be deceived. C'mon Seoyul set him straight.

"Why do you keep disturbing my Seoyul?" Jangmi came and smacked Yeol's head. Rosie saves the day. "...Yul deserves someone better than a person that bullied him" she hit him again.

I forgot that the person I have a crush on, was my bully. I guess love does blind you.

Yeol groaned "Little hyung already forgave me..."

"Oh really.." Jangmi turned to me "Did you forgive him?"

"Nope" I replied pouting while Yeol had his mouth agape. Woojin, Seungjun and the rest of the students there were laughing at the scene unfolding.

"Well there you have it...stay away from my precious baby" Did I forget to say that Jangmi is 4 months older than I am? Well she is.

Yeol held his chest dramatically and fake sobbed. "Betrayed by someone I love... I can't live anymore" Did he just say he loves me? I heard wrong.

"Let's put our hands together for class 11B also known as my class... for their dance performance" The speakers echoed. Yeonwoo was the MC. He was leaving in a week's time.

"Guys you're on, good luck with the dance and Lee Hanyeol! Don't disgrace me like Seungjun" Jangmi smiled but it was more devilish than nice.

We walked to the stage but I suddenly froze when I saw the crowd. I never had stage fright or do I? For some seconds I couldn't move but then I noticed a hand pulling me to my standby position. "imagine it's just us here..."

That's singular statement made me dance like I owned the stage. Our performance made many parents and guardians donate to the school.

"Good job, bro" Woojin nudged me before Seungjun came to hug him. My ship. Do I deserve that? The performance was pretty good because of the iconic dance break by Jimin and Jhope played by Yeol and Woojin respectively. Those two should become kpop idols because they got looks, talent, charisma and everything idols need. I know I'm at an average level in dancing but these two make me feel like an amateur. Speaking of Yeol where is he? I look around to see him in a somber mood. Maybe he's tired.

I decided to stop thinking and accept the compliment to avoid being rude plus compliment from a master means so much. "Thanks and you too" I replied trying to catch my breath but Woojin was too busy trying to get Seungjun off him. I know Jangmi and Seungjun give off ship vibes but it's giving siblings. I'm shipping Woojin and Seungjun.

"Would you like some water?" I heard my mom's voice from behind me. "Mom!!" I hugged her tightly.

"Enough! I didn't come for just you..." Mom broke the hug, handed me a bottle of water and walked the the other side of the room. I was confused until I noticed she was going to Yeol. Shit! Everyone's parents are here but Uncle Daesik isn't here and his mom, Oh my gosh, that's why he wasn't smiling.

"I really pity him, you know" Saebyeol stated putting her arms around me, scaring life out of me. "Noona... don't sneak up on me, you scared shit out of me"

"Sorry..." She gave an apologetic smile. "... let's go meet Yeol, my mom went to get snacks" Saebyeol explained pulling me to where Yeol and my mom were. Funny story about my mom and Yeol; they were hugging when we got there.

"You were awesome today" Saebyeol took her hands off me and patted Hanyeol on the back.

My mom's and Hanyeol's hug broke when Saebyeol dropped the compliment.

"Is there sarcasm? Or what's the punch line?" Yeol asked with a little bit of sass.

"Just take the damn compliment" Saebyeol rolled her eyes while we burst out laughing.

Aunt Sujin walked over to us and gave us snacks "Thanks auntie" I took the snacks from her and distributed it to everyone.

"This is so good! Who made them?" Saebyeol asked gobbling up her cupcakes. Honestly, these are good. The person should really open a pastry shop.

"They're good?" Hanyeol took mine and took a big chunk off it. ".... I didn't think Seungjun would be able to make good pastry"

"Yahhhhhh! Your cupcake was in your hand! Why take such a big bite out of mine" I complained. I felt so mad. Mom didn't do anything, Aunt Sujin and Saebyeol just fell into a fit of laughter while Yeol was sticking out his tongue to me. I just groaned in frustration.

"Enough guys.... Sujin and I have to go somewhere. Will you guys be okay? You know, lunch?" My mom spoke up smiling to both Yeol and I.

We nodded. "We're going to be okay" I gave mom a reassuring smile which she returned. Honestly seeing my mom smile seemed like an impossible thing few years ago. She'd always be covered in bruises because of my sperm donor.

What? I can never call that monster my father.

"Obviously... I can take care of little hyung. Don't worry, we can make our food, we're not babies" Yeol enjoys bragging which is annoying but he's cute. Shit! What am I thinking? Seoyul,you idiot, he's your half brother.

Can mom break up with Uncle Daesik so I'll have my annoying hyung to myself? What is wrong with me?! Are they really even dating? Mom never told me about their relationship status and I didn't ask. I wish they weren't a thing.

Seriously, Yeol is a bad influence on me.

"Bye boys.." Aunt Sujin waved to us, smiling but she looked weak. I'm gonna ask about it when they get back. " Bye auntie, bye mom"

"Get us snacks on your way back!!!" Hanyeol screamed while mom nodded. She was already at the gate but she heard him. Mom plays me dirty. Why? If I was in this dummy's position, she'll just scowl at me.

I took a seat as I still felt tired from the performance. "Yah! Saebyeol! I know you have afternoon classes" Yeol deadpanned earning him a smack on the head. "Saebyeol? Just Saebyeol? I'm three years older, idiot"

Yeol did a silly face while playing mockingbird. "Okay... Old lady Saebyeol. Stop skipping classes. Leave my school and go to your no name University". I'm pretty sure Saebyeol was angrier than a bull. "Old lady?"

"Oh sorry...grandma?" She was getting angrier while Yeol was enjoying it. "...uhm middle aged lady? Ancient woman? Cave woman? Female from the past?"

"Okay! STOP" Saebyeol huffed, picked up her stuff. I was right about the bull resemblance.

"Of course 'Female from the past' it is...bye sis" Yeol waved at Saebyeol who just glared at him. "Bye noona..." I said my goodbye and earned a smile.

There were other performances so we had to stay back plus I suddenly remembered it's my Sperm donor's birthday so I'll do anything to forget about it. "Hey" Yeol nudged me.

"What?"

"Woojun (Woojin and Seungjun) would be dancing to libido by OnlyOneOf" I really ship Woojin and Seungjun. Also this kpop group gives me chills because of the boys love concept.plus I have a crush on KB. I shouldn't act all excited so I won't expose that I know the choreography. "why are you telling me this?"

"Let's dance too. #HanSeo" What do you do when your own brother whom you have a crush on creates a cute ship name and asks you to dance to a song that literally means horniness? I'm dying tonight. If only I can disappear. "I'm not doing the second gayest dance I've seen but don't know the choreography with you, MY BROTHER!"

"We're not brothers... yet and I saw your dance on your phone. You killed it by the way" There's no way I'm falling for that smile.

Who am I kidding? I fell already. "Alright but whatever Junji and Nine did, Never!"

"But w-"

"Never"

"What if-"

"Read my lips N. E. V. E. R. Not. Ever!" Why do I want him to disagree with me and convince me otherwise?

I'm whipped.