stolen kisses

Zamir was so stunned that he froze and unconsciously opened his mouth to protest but that only allowed Noah's tongue into his mouth deepening the kiss.

The tongue explored his mouth in a way almost as if his mouth was being fucked. His nerves turned watery and his weak legs gave in but he was held against the hard chest firmly and was lifted off the ground

His legs were wrapped around Noah's waist and was carried in. The moment the door shut behind them, his back hit the couch next and that was when the kiss ended with the both of them panting for breath.

Noah got off Zamir slowly and stretched out on the floor. Neither of them said anything for the longest time, they just layed there quietly lost in their own world and thinking on what to make do of the situation.

Noah didn't have the right words to explain what had happened, that wasn't what he had in mind when he decided on making this social call and there was no point in blaming anyone.

this night was all him, he'd seen that beautiful face that had haunted him all day and the urge to kiss him had hit him and he, losing all sense of reasoning just did it.

Great. just great... after telling Zamir he wasn't gay, which he still didn't think he was but he had been the one to jump the guy.

He got up from the plush carpet he layed on and looked at Zamir,his back was turned to him so he couldn't even see his face.

He thought to say something decent but he couldn't find the right words and he didn't want to end up blurting out something stupid so he let him be. He needed to get home anyway.

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Zamir didn't turn around even after he heard the door close. He remained in his position rubbing his lips gently and remembering every single detail of the kiss.

'tsk'

such a douchebag. when he'd made the first move and kissed him, he was outrightly rejected saying he wasn't gay. Then he had showed up unannounced and jumped him tonight, then abandoned him like he was just a one night stand.

He sighed. and what about him, he'd just stood there like a dummy and allowed himself to be used. It was obvious that boy wasn't good for his heart or health for that matter.

It was better to do away with him. Afterall he still had to hold on to whatever's left of his pride. He was never going to allow Noah near him again.

That decision flew out the window the moment he touched his lips again. God he wanted those lips badly, even if that could mean he was going to just be a toy for exploring.

No... he had to pick one. it's either he's gay or not, or had he come to do that out of pity.

That thought jerked him up and brought him to his senses. well fuck him if that was the case, he wasn't that pitiful and he was making sure this shit doesn't happen again. ever.

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"how's it going with the B&M contract" Zamir asked as he flipped through the pages of a report his secretary had just brought in

"the team in charge will be going for the presentation next monday as per the company request... and they will be competing with other construction companies..."

"I know that Sophie, i'm only asking for what I don't know" he said firmly while making notes here and there on the document

"work on those" he said and handed her the file "I want it as soon as it's ready and fix a meeting with the B&M team"

"yes sir"

Zamir turned around in his chair and looked outside through the full length window. It's been a week since he last saw him, which was okay to him by the way.

Atleast he was able to bury himself in work and keep his mind busy with something productive. even though from time to time he would remember him and his heart will try to start moping but he had always been able to have it under control.

A light knock on his door interrupted his thoughts and his secretary stepped in "Mr Jackson?"

"there's a certain..."

the door to his office opened again and another person entered causing a ruckus behind him as his secretary tried to send whoever it was out.

"i'm sure Mr Jackson won't have a problem with me being in his office"

that voice... the voice he hadn't heard in an entire week. Zamir turned around in his chair and stared at boy who had a habit of forcing his way into his space.

"it's alright Sophie, please excuse us" he said to his secretary who now looked as if the world is about to end and was on the verge of tears

she apologized and stepped out quickly closing the door quietly behind her.

"well, is there any...."

In three huge stride, Noah's lips smashed into his in a hot kiss. He dropped whatever he was holding on the desk and the one in the other hand fell to the floor and grabbed him closer as he deepened the kiss.

Zamir pushed, struggling to free himself from the arms that was hellbent on squeezing and stealing every breath from his lungs. It was becoming difficult to breathe so he pushed again adding more force.

'SMACK'

he landed a hard slap on Noah's cheek before wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.He wasn't going to be some stupid toy to be played with at leisure and he doesn't need anyone's pity either.

"who the hell do you think you are?" Zamir spat out angrily letting his whole week of frustration surface "you think i'm a plaything to be toyed with anytime you feel like it?"

"plaything?" Noah asked frowning. he scoffed and carried Zamir out of his chair, firmly seating his ass on the large desk before sitting on the vacant chair "please elaborate"

Zamir folded his arms and pouted.first of all he wanted his chair back, that jerk looked too good in it.he turned his face away but a strong hand grabbed at his chin and forced him to look into those grey eyes.

Such an eyesore. Zamir smacked the hand away "you rejected me saying you weren't gay but you barge your way into my life coming to steal kisses. why? because you pity me or perhaps you're just exploring"

"is there more?" Noah asked calmly

"ofcourse there's more, the last time, a week ago, you came kissing and messing around with me but what did you do right after? you left without a single word and disappeared for a whole week..."

"I thought you needed space" Noah interjected softly "I thought..."

"thought what hmm? what space?" Zamir asked cutting him off almost shouting

Noah got up and stood right in-between Zamir's legs.he pulled him closer and he rested his forehead against Zamir's "to be honest,I was just trying to be sure, I wanted to come to you every day but I was hesitant"

"I haven't felt like this towards any man or even woman before and...and I was trying to fight it, I mean this is going to push me in an entirely different direction in my life"

"and it's all your fault...it was you who jumped me first and made me develop this insane feelings for you"

Noah raised his head and looked straight into those captivating hazel eyes "but here you are picking fights with me" he said gruffly but there was warmth in it

Zamir wasn't sure of what sense to make of everything he just heard so he asked with wide eyes "what.. what exactly are you trying to say?" he whispered, his already weak heart beating wildly in his chest.

"i'm in love with you" Came the answer which was then followed by another assault to Zamir's lips.