Bonus chapter 2

Yusuf POV

Since Sophia had left me, I'd locked myself inside my room except when it was necessary like time for solah. I didn't want anyone, I didn't want anyone contact. I just wanted to be alone. I just wanted to fade away and be forgotten. I was a walking dead, a soulless body.

I didn't know what to do, I was tired of living. Sometimes you would wish for death but it never arrived but when you didn't wish for it that was when it would arrive. I'd stopped using my medicine, only God knows whether it was poisoned also. I couldn't trust anyone even myself I couldn't trust myself.

I reminisced all our Sophia moments together. The first time I saw, how happy she was when she was playing in the rain. The day I met her at my house after our wedding. The first day she made me bought her sanitary pad. A lone tear escaped my eyes. It hurt. I chocked on tears, using my hands to muffled my cries. It hurt deep down my heart. I was late, I lost her. I was never enough, I was useless.