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In the town of Dresses, Washington, a teenager was smoking a cigarette in front of a white two-story house.The teenager was tall, an estimated 1.81 meters tall, and his body was neither big nor skinny.Black hair and hazel eyes ; grief and complexity were mixed from the young tired-looking eyes.The young man's name was Jack Swan.After losing his family in a car accident, his uncle Charlie Swan went to stay with him.Although a month has passed since the events, the pain inside the teenager did not end, it seemed to be getting more and more.A middle-aged, short-haired man came out of the door of the house. Jack's uncle Charlie

Charlie-"Jack,I'm going to get Bella.I'll be back with your cousin in an hour."

Jack-"All right, uncle, be careful."

jack's face was expressionless even after the speeches.In fact, Jack was not of this world ,it was when he was 6 that he realized this.At that time, Jack felt a severe pain in his head , his parents took him to the hospital, but the boy remained asleep for 3 days .According to Jack, those 3 days summed up 28 years of his past life to him, he wasn't from here.The world he lives in now was a famous movie series in his past life. However, these events did not make him different from his attachment to his family, on the contrary, his orphan state in his past life made him cling to his current family even more, until he lost them.After Jack finished the cigarette, he threw it on the floor and stepped on it with the tip of his shoe and entered the house.He went to his room, lay on the bed and thought about what would happen:

Jack-It looks like things are going to happen eventually.If I am ordinary like my uncle, there is a possibility that I will survive at the end of the plots.Although it would be better if I went straight from Forks, but who would let me after all this.As if it's enough to stay out of sight , I need to find a part-time job after bella comes , it'll be an excuse for me to stay away from everyone.

Bella while Charlie was in the car:

Charlie-"Do you remember your cousin Jack?"

Bella-"Not too much"

Charlie-"Jack is staying with me now,his family..He is dead."

Bella-"I'm sorry to hear"

Charlie-"Behave accordingly in front of Jack"

Bella-"okay"

When Bella and Charlie finally entered the house,

Charlie-"Jack, we're here!"

he said, but there was no answer,Charlie got worried and went to jack's room (next to Bella's room) and realized that jack was sleeping, he closed the door.When Bella's belongings were taken to Bella's room

Charlie-"I emptied a shelf from the bathroom"

Bella-"So there's a bathroom."

Bella put her things in her room, took a cactus in her hand and sat on her bed while she heard a carjacker, when she looked out the window, she saw a middle-aged man in a wheelchair sitting next to an old orange pickup truck talking to Charlie, and a young man was listening next to them.Down he went down beside them .Charlie introduced them from the new one, and then showed them the turntable ,

Charlie-"How do you like it,your return gift to the house."

Bella-"What?is this mine,it's beautiful"

...

When Jack woke up tomorrow morning, he felt like he had a weight on him,he didn't want to do anything, but today, like in the movie, he was supposed to go to high school with Bella, it was their first day.After she put on something simple, she went down the stairs and had breakfast, Charlie was at work, so she was on her own with Bella.When he looked at Bella, he was the same as the actor in the movie.

Bella-"I'm going to drive to school, do you want me to drop you off?"

Jack-"Thanks, bella, but I want to walk "

Bella-"okay, let's get in touch when you come to school, I'll see you later."

Jack-"Be careful while driving"

Bella-"okay"

jack-I have at least 3 cigarettes on the way.I should get out too.After Jack left the house, he looked at the weather and spent "another depressed day" through it.It took Jack 15 minutes to walk to school,when jack saw the school from a distance, he threw his unfinished cigarette in his mouth to the ground, crushed it and went to the entrance of the school.After receiving the syllabus from the administrative office, he went to find his class .From time to time, the students stared, after all, it didn't seem very ordinary, it was more like a Decrepitude, as if there was no will to live .Finally, he went to lunch ,got his food after standing in line.He saw Bella at that time, and bella looked at him then he made a sign with his hand as if to say, "come to me".But jack expressionlessly moved to a quiet corner and began to eat his food .

At that moment, while Bella and Jessica were talking, Rosalie and Emmet entered the dining hall door hand in hand.

Jack- my eye suddenly shifted to where bella was, jessica was sneaking around saying something,I was shocked when I looked at the door again, was it supposed to be jasper and alice ? but the girl next to jasper wasn't Alice.What's going on? I must be in the altarnetic universe of twilight, obviously.When the door opens again, Alice enters, my heart stopped when I looked at her,it was as if everything in the world had been erased, as if she existed only,alice returned my gaze for those few seconds, it seemed like hours .When I came to, alice had gone to the cullen's, she wasn't looking at me anymore, so I focused on my food, reminding her of my goal.

At the angle of the door again, Edward came in, looking at Bella, everything happened just like in the movie.

Before these Events, Cullen was at home:

Alice was drawing a picture in her room when she suddenly dropped the brush from her hand and saw Edward and an auburn-haired girl walking along the beach hand in hand.In an instant, the image changed from new, he saw a man sitting in the forest, it seemed to be spying on him.After Alice received the prediction, she excitedly went to the living room.He told Esme to gather everything and told her what he had seen, excitedly Edward said, "We will be able to meet our friends soon, they will come to school."The family is relieved that the forecast was not bad .

present tense:

After finishing my meal, I went to class .I sat in the back by the window,it was biology class .While everyone was settling into their seats, Alice entered with the teacher,I froze for a moment, then I came to my senses again, looked in front of me.My side was empty until Alice sat down.

Alice-"Hello ,I'm alice are you?"

i didn't know what to say,my plan is to get away from things, alice is talking to me,calm down , I have to cut their conversation short .

Jack-" Ii I AM JACK."

Shit, I stammered .Why is it that I couldn't speak to me properly?

Who's laughing?when I looked at Alice, she was smiling beautifully, as if she had stepped out of a painting.I turned my head in front of me, and I didn't talk to Alice again during the class, I just nodded a few times, that's all.

Alice-when you stuttered, it was so sweet, it was like the worlds became mine.But no matter how much I tried to talk to him until the lesson was over, he avoided talking to me.Is there something wrong with me ?

Alice was confused, of course, on the opposite side.

Jack took his bag and headed for the exit.After leaving school, he pulled a cigarette out of his bag while walking on the sidewalk ,taking a deep breath and relaxing a little more from the cigarette .He was almost addicted. When he got close to the house, he saw bella's car,entered the house and was heading for the stairs, bella was coming down the stairs,

Bella-"Why are you sitting alone in the cafeteria, we could have dinner together?."

Jack-"I like being alone, bella, pretend that I don't exist,that's enough for me."

jack walked past Bella, went to his room and closed the door.

When he entered the room, Jack changed his clothes and sat down by the window.After watching outside for a while, "madonna in fur"

he began to read by the window.When Charlie came in the evening, he said he wanted to have dinner outside together.Bella agreed, but Jack stayed at home under the pretext of fatigue.At about 3 o'clock at night, jack began to writhe in bed ,the darkness around him seemed to begin to penetrate into Jack's skin , the amount began to change, albeit slightly.When Jack got up in the morning, the first thing to do was to open the window and light 1 branch of cigarettes.When she came down, bella and Charlie saw it , it looked like bella had just got up.Charlie, on the other hand, had almost finished making breakfast.

Charlie-"jack good morning,sit down and let's have breakfast together."

Bella-"jack good morning."

Jack-"Good morning, everyone."

after jack finished breakfast, Charlie went to work, while Bella went to change.Today jack came out before bella , when she arrived at the school, Bella had just arrived.Jack thought inwardly, "I think the car accident incident was going to happen this time.".In fact, he had guessed correctly, except for minor irregularities.Jack heard an angry car sound behind him and what happened happened.The car hit Jack's left leg and drove towards bella, Edward suddenly appeared next to Bella and stopped the car with his hand.Everyone was shocked by the accident, they didn't expect such a thing,of course, Jack was the most shocked, I think.While the stage was taking turns for bella,Jack felt pain in his left leg .A liquid was flowing down his left leg, but it did not appear because of the trousers .Put himself aside immediately he pulled it ,at that time, Bella got over the events, then Jack saw it and immediately ran to her ,

Bella-"jack are you okay ,am I hurt somewhere?"

Jack-"call the ambulance, bella,my left leg is Decapitating"

when bella opened jack's left leg, she saw a white bone coming out of the skin,she felt sick and immediately closed it.After the ambulance arrived, they went to the hospital, of course, Charlie, the staff had already given the news.

When Jack came to, charlie dr.he was talking to cullen, and Bella wasn't in sight."I think bella's with Edward," Jack thought to the other.When he thought about the accident, he realized how fragile he was, which made him reconsider trusting the plot.

1 week later, jack was sitting against the forest enjoying a cigarette ,bella was at school, and Charlie was at work.He had crazy questions in his head.He got well very quickly, it was a problem or maybe it was a new way for him .Jack went home after his fun was over.He took a knife from the kitchen and said to himself, "I hope it works."He made a deep short cut on his palm ,and when his hand was cut, it immediately began to bleed, but it gradually began to heal.This made Jack jump out of his seat.

Jack-"fuck, I really have the power, I knew it, God !"

jack risked the pain with this excitement and made a few more attempts, and the results he got are a little different.When it was in the dark, it got better faster, and in the light it got better slower.This gave him the feeling that he had a power related to the dark.At night, Jack was focused on his body to feel something in a comfortable position on the bed.

Soon something changed,the darkness around him began to bend into shape.However, Jack fell asleep under the attack of sudden fatigue.