Me ranting

Okay people, I am really sorry to say that this isn't a new chapter. I am quite frustrated, sad and maybe angry at the same time. That's why I can't write a chapter because I would get too distracted by it. I can't even study!

There won't be any update tomorrow because I'll need to study for a big test of history, and as I told you I can't keep my mind from wondering around, so it would be a lot of studying for me.

You don't need to read this, but I just wanted somewhere to vent so here I am.

So, why I am feeling what I am feeling right now is because of what the teacher told us. We had a lot to do for today. We had four classes and three tests and a presentation. One thing each class! I worked so hard on my tests that I may have delayed the presentation a bit too long, but I did my best okay.

The presentation was a group work, and it was so bad. I won't lie, but the teacher could at least say that in a bit less mean way. I really felt hurt, you know. Not to mention my two friends and classmates who were in the same group. We didn't put a lot of our attention there, but we tried our best. Our other member did literally nothing, and I hated it so much.

Our presentation was bland if you compared to the others, but I never heard a teacher straight up tell a student that it was boring okay. I'm sorry we weren't the most creative group!

Now I'm feeling soooooo down because of what he said. It sticks in my head for the whole day! I keep thinking that I could have done better if I had chosen to do my best. I already made a new version, but I didn't had time to finish it, so I let it be and went with the first version. But what if I finished the second version and we presented that. Won't I feel less down?

The what if is killing me…

What should I do?

Somehow, I can't let it go, I hate that part about me. Sometimes I let it go easily and on other times I'll keep it in my mind for life.

That was what I wanted to say. I hope you didn't have such a bad day as me.

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P.S.: I did quite well for my tests. That is what I think tho. But my presentation was after and I'm not happy because of that! I am happy it didn't was before the tests or else I wouldn't be able to focus on the test itself.