Chapter 3

12 AM

Yunho sits with his legs crossed and eyes closed deep in thought as he feels wet kisses along his neck to his jawline. Yunho's mind is racing about the recording Heechul sent him listening to the cover of his song by a young kid. "That kid's voice...," Yunho says in a low quiet voice.

"What did you say, love?" A female voice says to Yunho.

Yunho then opens his eyes and looks at the female he gives her a flirty smile. "It's nothing," Says Yunho as he caresses the woman's face.

"Are you sure your mind seems to be in the gutter? Should we have one more round to ease that mind of yours," The woman says.

Yunho lets out a sigh of slight annoyance with the woman and he gently pushes her away. "I'm going to go shower and then I'm leaving," Yunho says standing up and heading to the bathroom but stops once the woman grabs his hand.

"Wait! But we were just getting comfortable," The woman says with hope and desperation in her voice.

Yunho gives a low chuckle and he snatches his wrist away from the woman. "Comfortable, right. Maybe we can have another steamy night sometimes but it might be a bit because you're not the only one," Yunho says with honesty in his voice along with an eye smile not caring to admit that he sleeps around.

The lady scowls and gives Yunho's retreating back a grimace look as she lets out an angry sound and she then chucks a pillow at Yunho but missing as he goes inside the bathroom. "Bastard." The woman shouts.

Yunho locks the bathroom door and he then turns the shower on full blast to hot making the bathroom steam up a bit. He then pulls out his phone and shoots a quick text message to Kang-Joon the lead guitarist in his band that he is really close to. After that, he takes off his blond wig and he then looks at himself in the mirror for a bit and he then looks away. Then Yunho strips off his clothes and he steps into the steamy hot shower he stands under the hot fast droplets as he looks up and then closes his eyes.

After an hour passes Yunho steps out of the bathroom into a dark lit room wearing the same clothes he came to the hotel in. He turns and smirks seeing that the woman did not leave and he shakes his head at the thought that the woman probably was hoping that he would have sex with her again. He then walks over to a table by the door that has a notepad and a pen and he grabs the pen and with smooth and elegant writing he leaves a note. Once done he then heads to the hotel room door and he leaves.

Yunho then lets out a drained sigh with his eyes closed as he slowly gets off the elevator but stops as someone accidentally bumps into his shoulder. He opens his eyes a bit to see a young boy around the age of 16 or 17 years old wearing tight black jeans with a short sleeve shirt with the London flag on it. The kid is walking with an older man that looks to be in his 40s.

"So sorry, sir," The kid says to Yunho and Yunho just waves the kid off as he continues to walk.

Yunho then enters the hotel lobby and he walks straight towards the hotel entrance spiral doors. He then walks through the spiral doors and soon his ears are invaded with the busy nightlife of Tokyo. He then turns his head as he hears a car honking and he smirks seeing Kang-Joon. Yunho then makes his way over to the Black BMW and he gets inside the vehicle.

"Yunho! Are you out of your mind?" Kang-Joon shouts as he looks at Yunho.

Yunho chuckles as he buckles his seatbelt into place. "Sometimes Kang-Joon but not all the time,"

Yunho puts his right hand on his chest acting hurt with a playful manner as he looks at Kang-Joon and he leans forward getting really close to Kang-Joon's face. "Awwwe, did my Kang-Joon want to spend some time with me,"

Kang-Joon snickers back and he pushes Yunho away by putting his hand on Yunho's face playfully. "Get away you damn sac. I bet you can't even last a whole damn week without getting your fucking dick sucked or inside someone," Kang-Joon says playfully in a joking manner.

"Hmmm is that a challenge?" Yunho says in a muffled competitiveness voice cause of Kang-Joon's hand on his face.

"You damn competitive asshole. Shut it!" Kang-Joon says.

"My I do enjoy being a little competitive," Yunho says muffled.

Yunho chuckles lowly as he moves away by being pushed by Kang-Joon's hand and he grabs Kang-Joon's hand and he puts the hand on his cheek. Yunho then started to rub his face against the hand like a cat rubbing against something.

"The hell are you doing!" Kang-Joon shouts as he drives his BMW keeping his eye on the road as once in a while he will glance at Yunho.

Yunho then kisses Kang-Joon's hand and gives it a nip and lick. "Come on, Kang-Joon like old times," Yunho says in a teasing flirty way.

Kang-Joon looks at Yunho as he stops at a red light with a slight tint on his face with a feeling of embarrassment and confusion on what to say or do. Yunho takes notice and he laughs and he lets Kang-Joon's hand go. "Chill I'm just teasing," Yunho says as he leans back into his seat.

"No, you are not," Kang-Joon says as he rolls his eyes.

"You're a damn idiot! You know that right. Why didn't you call for a taxi! Having me come pick you up after one of your dirty nights," Kang-Joon rants as he starts up the car and drives off.

"I'm broke," Yunho says jokingly.

"Broke my ass. You got millions in your bank account." Kang-Joon says.

"I do, don't I," Yunho says with a chuckle as he leans his head against the cold window.

A sense of silence takes place among the car only the low quiet sound of the radio being played can be heard in the BMW. Yunho gently tapped his forehead against the BMW window deep in thought as he bites his lip. Kang-Joon takes notice and he cut off the radio and he pulls out a cigarette to smoke as he stops at a red light.

Yunho turns his head and he grimaces at the cigarette and the smell of it. "Sorry," Kang-Joon says as he lowers Yunho's window to let the smoke and cig smell air out the car as he drives.

Kang-Joon arrives at Yunho's apartment. "I'm surprised you're still living here at the company's penthouse. Did you not buy a mansion in the mountains not too long ago?" Kang-Joon says looking at Yunho as he takes a puff of his cig and he then turns towards his window to blow the smoke out.

"Eh, yea I did and it's in a forest in a secluded area. I don't know why I stay here- "Yunho says and Kang-Joon cuts him off.

Kang-Joon smirks and he chuckles. "To show off that you're the topmost paid artists among the company that lives at the very top. Fucking show off, I don't see why you do it when no one knows who lives up there." Kang-Joon says as he takes another puff.

"You're right. The fact that no one knows makes it fun and better." Yunho says as he shrugs his shoulders and leans back and closes his eyes.

"Oh, yea nice disguise by the way. I dig the blonde on you." Kang-Joon says smirking.

Yunho smiles. "Really?! Heechul said he liked my disguise too." Yunho says with a grin.

"You went to Heechul again," Kang-Joon says looking at Yunho.

Yunho's eyes go sharp. "Yeah," Yunho says quietly.

"What did you see him for?" Kang-Joon says putting his cigarette out.

"You already know Kang-Joon," Yunho says with a hint of softness in his voice.

"Hmm." Kang-Joon hums in response.

"My guess he said no," Kang-Joon says closing his eyes.

"It was just one little incident and I'm fine! I have no more symptoms." Yunho shouts.

Kang-Joon sighs and he ruffles his own hair a bit. "Just wait Yunho. While waiting just chill enjoy our band's little vacation." Kang-Joon says with a hint of tiredness in his voice.

"I'm done waiting. We've been on hiatus for 3 years now!" Yunho shouts again.

"I know you do, but just wait for a little bit more," Kang-Joon says with a small grin towards Yunho.

Yunho shakes his head and silence takes place amongst the vehicle again. "Do you want to go get some late-night food," Kang-Joon says as he can feel his hunger start.

"You know I hate food that is not home-cooked, I'll pass," Yunho says with a sneer at the thought of fast foods and takeout.

"Want to come up," Yunho says looking at Kang-Joon with a hopeful look.

"Yunho," Kang-Joon says.

"Oh, come on you know I don't like being alone," Yunho says with a plea.

Kang-Joon sighs again. "You know I got to get back to Hae-Jin, Yunho," Kang-Joon says looking at Yunho.

Yunho looks down with slight disappointment. "Right," Yunho says quietly as he opens the BMW door and he leaves quickly before Kang-Joon can say anything else to him.

Yunho walks up to the entrance of the penthouse building and he pulls out a black card to scan to open the entrance door. The doors open and he walks inside with both his hands inside his pants pockets looking at the ground with a dejected look. He then walks through the empty lobby except for the people at the front desk and he goes over to the private elevators that he and Heechul have access to.

The sound of the elevator dinging awakens Yunho from his deep thoughts as the elevator doors open. He walks out and makes a right turn down the long hallway towards his door. He then sees Heechul by his door with a serious look.

"What are you doing here, it's late?" Yunho asks as he types in the code to his apartment.

"Why don't you like him?" Heechul says to the point.

Yunho pushes his front door open as it unlocks and he walks in with Heechul along with him on his tail. "He just does not have it," Yunho says taking his shoes off at the entrance of his closed front door.

"Bullshit Yunho," Heechul says with annoyance.

Yunho then walks over to his grand living room and plops his but onto the designer couch with his arms spread across the couch shoulder and his head leaned back with closed eyes. "I guess I am bullshitting," Yunho says lowly.

"He's really good Yunho. Like he is on the same level as you. The kid is a genius just from listening to him for the first time." Heechul says taking a seat across from Yunho.

"what was his answer to why he likes music?" Yunho says still with his eyes closed.

Heechul smiles and he scratches his head. "I forgot. But I do know it was a good reason" Says Heechul with a chuckle.

Yunho chuckles. "Remember what I said my reason was-"Yunho says with a chuckle and Heechul cuts him off.

"You told my Father CEO at the time to go fuck himself, Yunho!" Heechul yells out.

Yunho shakes his head with a roll of his eyes and he just shrugs his shoulders. "I did, didn't I. Eh, I was a delinquent rebel at the time, Heechul." Yunho says with a slight laugh.

"Delinquent is right. You were out of control." Heechul says as he touches his chin in deep thought.

"Of course, you forgot. Whatever I'll do some research of my own." Says Yunho and Heechul looks at him with confusion.

"What do you mean research of your own," Heechul says in confusion and wonder.

Yunho shrugs. "I don't know. Maybe to see what his motives are- "Yunho says and Heechul cuts him off.

"Awwe is, Yunho going to actually talk and interact with his fellow artists. How unlike you!" Heechul says playfully.

Yunho chucks a couch pillow at Heechul. "Fuck you."

Heechul then stands up. "Will if you want to see the kid, I believe he's going to be at Shock Waves after-party tomorrow. You can go there all well not all but a few of the new artists and seniors of the company are invited. It's going to be at the lead guitarist's Changmin's penthouse a few floors down from you." Says Heechul.

"Shock Wave?" Yunho says in confusion with a tilt of his head.

Heechul face palms and he shakes his head. "I'm guessing you don't know who they are."

"Ditto," Yunho says looking at Heechul.

"Remember 2 or 3 years back I sent you a demo of the group and you said they sound like shit. And you called the lead singer's skills mediocre and that the lead guitarists need some practice." Heechul says looking at Yunho.

Yunho looks at the ground tilting his head some more till he pops up and he smiles. "Ah, I remember. 9 out of 10 votes of course me voting no and yet, you added them to the company and made their debut, such a bad mistake." Yunho says clicking his tongue as he shakes his head.

Heechul sighs. "I did not make a mistake that group made me lots of money and became popular really fast. They may not have reached numbers like yours when you debuted but they became a hit."

"Tsk, they only became popular cause of their faces and not talent. Whatever." Yunho says as he closes his eyes.

"Also why not have an after party or listening party at a fucking hall or some shit," Yunho says with slight annoyance at the kid's stupidity.

Heechul shrugs. "Eh, I don't know he usually has their listening parties at his place on Saturday nights. What do I care as long as there are now scandals or no criminal active?" Heechul says getting ready to go.

"Wait! Why did you have a one-on-one with that kid? You never do that." Yunho says.

"Ah, Changmin kept bothering me about the kid. I mean he would constantly tried to get me to hear this kid's voice and I just gave it and tried it out. I'm happy that I did. Now I'm taking my leave." Heechul says leaving giving Yunho a small wave.

Yunho sat on his couch for a while listening to his luxurious wall clock tick. He then gently touches around his throat and he winces at how tender it is to touch. Yunho then touches his nose as he feels his nose is running. He then leans forward to the coffee table in front of his couch and he grabs a Kleenex. He wipes his nose but he stops as he sees red.

"Fuck." Yunho says under his breath as he gets up from the couch and he heads towards one of his bathrooms.

He turns on the sink and starts cleaning his nose and after that, he turns off the sink and he gazes at himself in the mirror. His nose is slightly red from wiping his so hard and he then quickly rushes to the toilet falling down on his knees with wide eyes as his breakfasts and lunch come up.

Yunho groans out as he empty's his stomach and he finally stops throwing up. He then flushes the vomit away and he then closes the lid on the toilet and he sits down with his face in his hands. He then sighs as he gets up and he starts rinsing his mouth. Yunho then perks up at the sound of his doorbell ringing.

He walks out of the bathroom and down the long hallway to his front door. He then unlocks his door and opens it and leans against the door. Yunho smirks seeing Kang-Joon standing in front of his now opened door.

"Change your mind."

Yunho grabs ahold of Kang-Joon's shirt pulling him inside his apartment he then closes the door and he pushes Kang-Joon against the door. Yunho then leans forward to kiss Kang-Joon's lips but he stops himself and he smiles as he looks down at the ground. He then slowly backs away.

"What?" Kang-Joon says with confusion.

Yunho looks up and just when he was about to say something someone is pounding on his door. He then smirks and he shakes his head and he opens the door and he stumbles back as a burning sensation comes across his face.

Yunho touches his face and he looks up to see Hae-Jin and he smiles. "Hae-Jin," Yunho says but Hae-Jin pushes him to the side and he walks inside and he walks over to Kang-Joon.

"Save it," Hae-Jin says walking past, Yunho.

"Hae-Jin," Kang-Joon says with a shocked face.

"Let's go." Hae-Jin says to Kang-Joon.

Kang-Joon doesn't say anything and he quietly leaves the apartment. Hae-Jin then starts walking towards the front door but he stops and he doesn't turn around to look at Yunho. "Get it together, Yunho. We are not teenagers anymore." Hae-Jin says and with that, he leaves the apartment.

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Changmin groans in a slightly tried state as he and the other band members sit in the black fancy van that has just pulled up to the penthouse building.

"I'm so fucking tired." V voices out in the vehicle.

"Same," Leo says barely keeping his eyes open.

"Next time can we have a photoshoot that's not going to last till 1 AM," Junsu says rubbing his eyes tiredly as he looks out the van's tinted windows and his eyes go extremely wide as he slams his hands against the window of the van.

"What the hell idiot!" Changmin yells out as he rubs his head as he can feel a headache coming and Junsu's sudden excited behavior is not going to make it better.

"I must be fucking seeing shit but isn't that Park Hae-Jin Ace's Bass player!!" Junsu shouts out and the rest of the members quickly come to the side of Junsu looking out the window.

"Holy- "V says with a shocked look.

"Shit!" Leo finishes what V was going to say as they all stare at him walking into the apartment building.

"I thought none of the Ace members live in the company's apartment building." Junsu voices out with interest.

Leo shrugs his shoulders. "Maybe he is visiting someone," Leo says.

Changmin rolls his eyes and leans back into his seat and he closes his eyes. "At 1 in the morning. Highly doubt he is visiting someone. Anyway, let's go." Changmin says.

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Jaejoong is sitting in the huge shower with his knees pulled up to his chest as he rests his head onto them. The warm and hot droplets of the shower soak his naked body making his long hair stick to him as he sits there with closed eyes. He then opens his eyes and he stares at the huge oval shape tub across from the glass shower. Jaejoong then closes his eyes as he covers his ears and he closes his eyes as he spirals back to when he was a child. The staunch and flow of frightening memories invade his mind.

A young Jaejoong around the age of 5 years old runs into the bathroom that is connected to his bedroom. Jaejoong quickly climbs into the empty huge tub and he pulls his little legs against his chest he then covers his ears tightly while shutting his eyes tightly. He was trying his hardest to block out the heavy footsteps approaching his bathroom door.

"Jaejoong." The person says in an indescribable tone.

Then little Jaejoong jumps at hearing the voice through his covered eyes and he whimpers as he can't cover his ears tight enough. He then jumps again with fright as he hears the door handle twist slowly.

"Come on Jae, let's have some fun." The person says.

Tears build up into Jaejoong's eyes as he shakes his head franticly with his hands still covering his ears. "Leave me alone."

Jaejoong then looks up with scared eyes as the bathroom door opens and he lets out a whimper and scream of fright. The door opens and it's just white….

"No!"

Jaejoong's eyes snap open with fright as he looks around in panic and he quickly stands up and he turns off the shower. He looks around still in a panic his heart racing as his hands start to shake, and his breathing become rapid. He then tried to breathe slowly to calm down as he realizes that he is fine.

He then stumbles out of the shower and he quickly wraps a towel around his waist he walks up to the sink and he puts his hands on either side of the sink gripping it tightly as he pants hard in and out with wide eyes. His grip then tightens on the sink and he slowly starts to calmly breathe in and out. He then jumps as he hears two knocks on the bathroom door.

"I'm back," Changmin says through the closed door with a tired voice.

Jaejoong sighs in relief. "I-I'll be out in a few." Jaejoong stammers out.

"Yea, whatever just hurry up," Changmin says walking away from the door.

After a few minutes pass by Jaejoong exits the bathroom to see Changmin sitting on the huge bed shirtless still wearing his tight designer leather pants smoking a cigarette. Changmin takes a few more puffs and he then put the stick out into the ashtray by his bedside. He then looks up to see Jaejoong going through his clothes most likely looking for nightclothes.

Changmin then stands up from the bed and stalks over to Jaejoong and he wraps his arms around his waist and he then starts kissing on Jaejoong's neck. Jaejoong shrugs him away but Changmin comes back and he slaps the clothes out of Jaejoong's hands making them fall to the floor. He then turned Jaejoong to face him as he continues to kiss on Jae's neck.

"You won't be needing any night clothes tonight," Changmin says sucking and licking on Jaejoong's neck and he then grips Jaejoong's long black hair tightly.

Jaejoong looks off to the side. "Not tonight, Changmin. I'm tired…" Jaejoong trailed off as the cold lips of Changmin continues to touch his neck.

Jaejoong sighs in thought as there was never kindness nor compassion in Changmin's voice or words it was just sex between them. Changmin kisses then trailed down to the junction of Jae's neck and shoulder, leaving behind heated desires. "Changmin…" Jaejoong says

Changmin groans in annoyance. "Stop talking." Says Changmin as he undoes the tied knot of Jaejoong's white bathrobe and he takes it off and he tosses it to the floor. He then does the same with the towel that is wrapped around Jaejoong's waist.

Jaejoong just stands there naked as Changmin's eyes racked him over and Changmin then pushes Jaejoong onto the huge Queen size bed. Changmin then spreads Jaejoong's legs wide open as he pulls his pants along with his boxers down as his dick springs free of its containments. He then slams into Jaejoong's hole, his thrusting becoming a fast tempo.

Jaejoong just stared at the ceiling looking past Changmin as he looked at him with a lustful look and Jaejoong was used to this type of sex that it hardly hurt.

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Next Day 10 PM

"Hmmm…. mmmhm." Yunho hums quietly inside his private elevator with his eyes closed on his way to this listing party.

Yunho opens his eyes a little bit as he continues to hum a song he is still working on and he then puts his hands inside his tight fitted black leather pants. "That voice…" Yunho says quietly as he stares at the elevator floor.

"I'm not mistaken…It's the same voice from 2 years ago when I got in that accident." Yunho says to himself as he closes his eyes again and the elevator comes to a stop at the designated floor.

The elevator doors then open and Yunho steps out to see a few people going inside the apartment where the listening party is being held. He then gets off the elevator and walks down the long hallway to the front door that is now closed. He now stands in front of the closed-door hearing music blast loudly and people talking from the inside.

"This is not my scene at all," Yunho says under his breath.

He then lifts his right hand from his pocket and rings the doorbell. He then leans against the door frame with his left arm resting above him on the frame waiting for someone to open the door.

"Jaejoong gets the door," Someone says inside over the loud Noise.

The door opens and it's like time stops as the door slowly creaks opens dramatically and Yunho smirks as his blonde hair falls a little bit in front of his face. The door opens wide to reveal Jaejoong wearing a long-sleeve white shirt and tight black pants with metal spiked bracelets. Jae's long black hair pulled back over his shoulders revealing his black small star-shaped earrings. Yunho takes in the kid's appearance as he looks him up and down.

Yunho's eyes then land on Jaejoong. "long hair huh." Yunho thinks to himself and he smirks.

"Hi," Yunho says with an alluring voice.