Skinny Never Fat

January 10, 2012 or 13

5:45 am

Lawrenceville, GA

Dear Mom,

You know I did this for you right?

I did it so you could show me love

I wanted to make you happy

Because I hated the shape of me

Me being the chubby kid I hate

Because you would always berate

Saying things I wish you wouldn't

But you said them so it's too late

I barely let myself eat for you

You complimented me for once

Made me happy and love you

Because I don't know my value

I kept going to the point of bones

You never knew since I didn't show

From 16 to 10 to 12 never above

Living off of your form of love

I love it I want it just give to me

I will do what you want

I will keep you loving me

As long as you love me skinny and never fat

I love you,

You baby girl