my early 20 years

As a teenager, i was a very jolly and lively girl. A girl who enjoys her life to the fullest. A very naughty , active kinda girl. But some family memebers of mine started judging my character.They did my character assassination. I felt broken sometimes. i cried all night but no one knows what i'm going through. From the age 15-20 i 've learned that nobody remains with you forever ..All of them left us one day. When you're looking good , well-dressed or in a high status they all likes you and wanna have a bond with you . But when are feeling low, dying or mentally disturbed, stressed out or depressed they all leaves you be'cause you're no more source of entertainment for'em ...As a kiddo i was a bery open-minded person but my family has so many restrictions and they're conservative..They don't allow me to go to my friends house or on friend's birthday or somewhere. i was not good in my studies means i was an average student. I neber did hardwork in my life.I just enjoyed my life a lot.And never takes studies as a burden .My parents gives examples of my other cousins that look at her she's becoming doctor/ professor etc. You only know how to do fashion.