Kaizen

Once I reach her door I can't help but take in her scent as it washes over me. I need to calm myself and my beast down before I walk in the room. 

'Bronx, please calm yourself.' 

'Mate, I want mate!' 

'I know but we don't want to scare her okay.' 

'Mate will love me. You need to be scared of her.' 

'Why?' 

'You man whore!' 

'I will never take another woman other than our mate. I can promise that now. Now let us go to our mate.' 

'Please.' 

I ease the door open to not wake her if she is still sleeping. Gently stepping into the room, I slowly close the door behind me as quietly as possible. I stand in awe at the woman laying before me. I gently move a strand of hair from her face. My finger lightly grazes her cheek allowing me to feel all the electrical shocks run through my body. I have never felt such pleasure before. Nothing could have prepared me for the feeling of the touch of my mate for the first time. I sit on the bed next to her and just watch her breath steadily. She is so beautiful laying there in her bed, the Luna's bed that was made for our mate. The colors we chose are perfect for her skin tone. We did good, we created this room special and it is perfect just like her. 

'Our mate is beautiful.' 

'Mate is sexy' 

'And you call me the man whore.' 

'She is mate. She's MINE.' 

'We must be careful, she is human, we do not want her to run away because we scared her off.' 

I decided right then I would do anything for our mate. She will be our queen and will be treated as such by me. After tonight there is no way I could ever look at another woman and want her the way I want our mate. She was it for me, five minutes with her and I already lover her, she is now my world and she doesn't even know it yet. 

I feel her shift just a little and she let's out a small whimper, he face scrunches up like she is in pain. I place my hand on her back and slowly rub small circles on the small of her back, I can feel her start to physically relax with my touch and that makes my beast happy.  She stretches her arms up and yawns quickly covering her mouth, her eyes darted to me and smiled. 

"Your still here? I did not think you would sit here while I slept. You didn't have to." 

"I do not ever want to leave your side. You are my mate, darling." Her lips curve upward to show me a beautiful smile. I could look at the face all day long. While I am taking her face in her phone rings which bring a frown to my face. 

"Sorry I forgot I am still on call, I need to take it just in case." I nod and just carefully listen to the conversation. 

"This is Dr. Blue" How could I forget that our mate is a doctor. "Yes, bring him to the clinic right away, I will met you there." At the mention of the clinic I bring my attend back to her and stand to prepare to walk with her, if she is a doctor, her priority will always be helping the pack. She ends the call and steps to me. 

"I need to go to the clinic. Will you walk me there please?" 

"Of course darling, let's go." 

'Bryson, Taila needs to go to the clinic so I am walking her there.' 

'Take special care of our mate brother.' 

'I will.' 

I open her door and follow behind her putting my hand on the small of her back slightly guiding her allowing the the electrical shocks to run through my body. I notice Bronx is purring happily in the back of my mind simply enjoying being in close proximity of our mate. 

"Bryson," she did not notice my eye. 

"Yes Darling" 

"Bryson, will you be patient with me. I know you as a shifter and your beast have already attached himself to me, but I need time, is that possible? It's just a lot to process and I really want to be the mate you want and need. I'm just scared right now." 

"Darling, I understand. We will do our best to be patient, but please don't push us away. That would kill us to be apart from you." 

"No, I am not trying to push you away at all. I just, well, I guess I need to the time to fall in love with you. I'm sorry." She dips her head down to hide the tear drop that is forming. I take my hand and gently grab her by the chin and pull her head up to look at me. Her eyes are bright with hope and I smile at her. 

"Then I guess we will have to make you fall in love with us then." She looks at me with admiration and then wraps her arms around my neck and gives me a kiss on the cheek. Knox is doing back flips in my head full of excitement that our mate wants to fall in love with us. 

We reach the clinic, I open the door for her and Gemma waves at me, I nod, give Taila a kiss on the cheek and let Gemma know to call me when she is ready for me to come back and walk her to her room.  I will do everything in my power to make her fall in love with us. 

'Bryson' 

'Yes brother' 

'We need to plan.' 

'Meet me the office.' 

'I'm on my way.' 

I close the link thinking of the different ways to make her love us. The problem is the fact that I am not a romantic person at all. I can't help but wonder what type of date she would prefer. Moonlight or Candle? Fancy restaurant or picnic by the lake. Does she like roses or lilies? Oh Goddess, this is going to be stressful.