Silhouette
She looked at him her eyes filled with fury. He couldn't deny the fire burning in her eyes. But in-between the anger in them, was pain, frustration and desperation. And he was the one who caused that. The shining light that was always seen on her face was no longer there. She became numb of any emotions.
''How could you do this to me?!! You ruined everything. My reputation, my career , my life everything I had you took away from me!!! Why?!!" It was the very first time he heard her raise her voice. She was the kind of person who will always keep her voice low and had a sweet soft voice even when she was mad. But now, she didn't care what was going on anymore.
All she wanted was to release any emotion swirling within her. She have had enough. She wanted to put all this to an end. Her life to an end everything.
''Have you thought about me once before doing that? Did you ask me if I really was the person on the nudes?" She let out a heartbreaking chuckle.
''Why am I even asking you that? hmm? You never cared about what I thought. You always decide things for me. What I should do, eat, drink and even how I should dress.'' She said her voice cracking up tears falling from her eyes, trailing her jaw and her trembling lips to the floor.
''And you pretend to love me?!! That's what you call love?!! Is that the definition of love to you huh?!!! Answer me!!"
''You started it remember? You cheated on me and now you are pretending to not have done anything how unfair of you.'' He said with clenched teeth trying to bury is pain and pretending to angry again. He just hated the fact that he couldn't be honest admit the fact that he was wrong.
After his statement, she stared at him with clenched hands.
''Why did you this to me Marcus.'' She asked with a pained voice and he lost it.
''Because I love Roxane!! Yes I do I am madly in love with you. And seeing that... I just couldn't... I just couldn't help but being jealous. Seeing you with another man just made me mad.''
''But I am not the one... You never cared to ask me.''
''Because I knew from the begging it wasn't you. But after seeing you rejecting me that night we were so intimate it made my blood boil.''
''But... but you know I had a reason. I don't want to do that if I am not committed to by law.'' She took a deep breath to calm her self.
''Marcus when we love, we support each other. We communicate and try to understand what our partner is feeling... but with you I never got that... I only got to stick to your decisions about my life. But now... I am done. We are done. You'll never get to see me again because it is too much for me to handle.'' Saying that, she removed the engagement ring he gave her two months before her tour.
Before she went on tour, they got engaged and it led to their heated moment. She remembered that night. The kisses he gave her, the way he made her entire being burn with every single touch. It was unbelievable. But here they were parting ways with each other.
''I love you.'' Was all she said her voice barely a whisper and turned around, ran to car and drove away leaving Marcus standing there all alone.
His entire frame tremble and he fell on his knees his hands gripping his hair hard. He never expected this from her. He never knew that was what she was feeling. But now he knew. But it was too late to make a move now.
While on the road, Roxy was driving at full speed with tears blurring her vision she took a turn and entered in a bush. She was about to commit suicide but something sudden happened.
She felt like there was a force who pushed her car to the side. She was about to crash in a tree but a silver glow appeared when her car was just an inch away from the tree. It acted like a pillow preventing her from getting hurt.
She took a moment to breath and calm herself down. But then silvery glitters from the pillow started floating and they formed a silhouette. She scratched her jaw to be sure she wasn't dreaming and the pain really realize that she was awake and that this was real.
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