Faze: Slow-paced and Gothic.
Around her thirty-five years old.
And loves shiny objects.
I met her in a night club with Ann. She had a crush on me and I was staright at the time.
"Hey beauty! I can see your boring face from a mile and you look like you could use a HELPING HAND."
"Sure. I wanted to take a little stroll anyway.."
Straight and open. And we matched up pretty well. After that, Faze came home a few times. We browsed a bit. We talked about our secrets.
"Hey beauty! If Damien was not your thing, could I have a chance?"
Without forgetting her desperate begging to be my thing. But I kept telling her that I was straight and that I had a boyfriend. So, our relationship never escalated to something bigger.
"Your thing called 'Damien'; I saw him flirt with boys. Do--"
And when she tried to warn me once, I reacted horribly. I did not believe her. And that broke our thing. And that was two months before my break up. And the last night we spent with each other, we had a last drink as a last farewell.
To make it more special, we took both a pill Faze brought from her family. She told me that it was a pill to KILL EMOTIONS. Laughing at the stupidity, we took it as a joke and drank it, heart content. And now, I am starting to realise what really happened.
Each time I strongly felt an emotion, it simply died.