Letting you go

Yk this is strange, how I laugh at memories...

It hurts but I still laugh at those memories, where I was happy because of you. I want to cry but I can't bc i have to become strong. I have to forget you at the same time, I have to forgive you too. I have to forgive you for how you broke my heart, how you tore my soul, how you took my peace. I have to let you go and I will. It's hard but I will. I have always ran from things I love bc I was too afraid to let go but this time, I will let you go. I will let go of everything that reminds me of you and even though I laugh at the memories that hurt me, I WON'T CRY.