Some days

I don't know how to look at myself

I'm tired 

Tired of everything

It's a job i no longer want

I want to die 

I want to die laying in the rain

Choking on my blood

As the moonlight holds me 

But it's just one of those days

It has been for the last 10 years 

But I can't do anything

I'll rather sit in my bed and rot

And think 

Think of nothing really

Or how many people hate me

I am nothing when you finally realize

And maybe you'll come for me

Maybe not

Doesn't matter 

I won't be there

Just one of those days