Broken Promises

Lied many times 

Promised I'll get better but I don't know how 

Promised to love me 

knowing I can't 

Caring for others is easier 

I don't know them 

I know me 

I wish I didn't 

I wish they knew me too 

So they could hate me as much as I do 

They say I'm too nice 

But I know who I am 

And when they found out 

Don't try to understand me 

Just tell me you hate me 

Don't tell it gets better 

I remember you before me 

I ruined something 

Even if you don't think 

I did 

I think you'll be better without me 

Why don't you hate me?