building the tombstone

I look in the window to  see my reflection, looking upon my reflection though seeing that there is slightly more scaring on my eyes and nose. Becoming  more aware of my surroundings there is a type of dossier on the face it says some type of name I can not pronounce properly, opening the dossier there  papers that have some of the sentence's completely blacklisted, then some that have none, and phrases that purely no value due to portion of the sentence are highlighted in black having no hesitation to read the parts that are eligible. My reading is stopped by the limo as it stops suddenly, the doors opens, a woman steps in the limousine with two other individuals, as soon as they get settled the limo starts up again a couple minutes pass by and I am able to get a clearer look at group of people in front of me, two of them seem to be males, wearing black clothing, the third stands out more than the rest, right off I'm able to tell that she is a female who isn't really shy about her body. She is the first one to talk, she tells me about the scum she has had to deal with, but me being the worst one she has to deal with, as she says these things such as contracts, jobs, or orders I have carried out or  have done, with a smile on her face, as she softly postures her voluptuous body to an angle to where she can smoke. Any other individual would be frightened by what is happening, they'd question or panic in this scenario, except for someone like myself, a certain calm as if I've been in this situation a thousand times over. Are limousine stops, one of the men in black opens the door and says "get out" with a violent tone, suddenly my muscles move on their own and reaching for an item in his jacket with my left and choke with my right arm, my left hand feels a firearm, then pulls the pistol out of the holster and point it at the man in black, having no idea what came over me. At the moment, there is a feeling which is an increasing amount of anger precipitating more and more, though it feel like air, as I'm caught in the act I feel a calming warmth touched my shoulder, it reminded me of something when I was younger, although being something that my  mind can't fully grasp yet, turning to see what grabbed my shoulder, and it was the blonde woman's hand, looking at her and she says to me "calm yourself and exit please". After hearing that I'm entrances to undo what i've done onto the man and black, and step out the door. Then from there my gaze was placed onto a large two story building the blonde stands in stride next to me "welcome to your new home," she says, afterwards the man that had my hands wrapped around his neck gets out, heads towards the back of the limousine and brings out a large ton of bags. The blonde women opens the doors as she guides me through the house she pointed out random areas of the house, and made it clear that I have to keep it clean, if not she will break my legs. The house has two floors, three bedrooms, two baths. We end are tour in one of the bedrooms, though it seems more like and office, it has already been furnished with a very ornate metal desk. As I walk closer and examine the desk, it seems to have a button underneath "don't touch that" shouts the women, pulling my hand back she walked towards me with hostile intent. She says "one last time" and then presses her lips against mine, minutes pass as I forgets what's happening, she finally releases her lips and says "alright now that that is over with, from now on you will call me over watch… like the old days… this house will be your forward operating base, all your ops will be conducted by illegal activities level, and your covert ops will always be handled by me"  acknowledging her with a nod, (thank you) she then leaves with a smile on her face. I wait to hear her leave before checking my bedroom. On my bed I see a Walkman that says play me, as I play said Walkman I hear my own voice. I unpack as I hear "my name is Huntley, i'm a wolf, who always finds its prey, since I was born my job has been to take live to those unworthy, life was given to me through the triage, violence, pain, and suffering. It is an endless cycle, as it recycles again and again. That's the way my life is, and that's how it'll stay" [end recording] as the recording ends I get a grasp on what im supposed to be, taking into consideration that I am not from this world I woke up into. Though being an idiot in my past life, I accept my new life as Huntley, and become who he deems himself to be, though with the ambitious thoughts to be better. 

Its has been about a couple of days now and I've built up a daily routine consisting of running in the morning then lifting, going to random places throughout the city so I can getter a better layout of my new workplace, then at night I test my gear on the local street thugs. I try to keep social interaction at a minimum if possible. Yet there seems to be this girl who always seems to try to catch me on my run. Today as I get ready for my run I take a quick glance out the window and I see women with pink hair coming in my gate, next I hear the doorbell ring. I grab my pistol from under my pillow and stuff it in the back of my joggers as I walk to answer the door. As I open the door wide open I see this very pretty girl with short pink hair and a type of preparatory school uniform, she looks at me then looks straight down for some reason, she introduces herself as the student council president of CD academy, and she has come to personally give me my new uniform, her name is Saya Kato from how her name is pronounced it sounds as if it's Japanese, more towards the saga area, she ask "can I come in". unsure of why she asked that I reply with "…oh yes… come right in" and she has peaked my interest, as I let her in she mumbles a bit to herself, so I touch her shoulder to see if she was alright, but doing so I realized that this might be her first time  in a boys house, she asks "where's your parents". (don't have any) was my reply that just completely stopped her in her tracks (tea or coffee) she says "tea!". I seat her in my living room, and head to the kitchen, as i'm in the kitchen I hear her chair move as my hand grab the kettle, listening to her pace herself around my house until she notices me. She delightfully walks through every door of the first floor, she notices me as she hits the door my basement, I ask her "do you want to see what's down there". She nods at me, I go first and show her where I do my bodybuilding exercises, boxing and such, she states you really like lifting weights don't you" she stops at the stairs and tries apologizing to me for taking up all my time, I don't really acknowledge her instead I dode it of and I walk her back to my living room, as we sit down her attitude changes to that of a teacher telling me all about her school morales "we are carpe diem academy, where every student succeeds at seizing the day. we are one of the most highly educated schools in the world, but we mostly go unrecognized because before a couple days ago we were an all girls school, though we welcome all student same gender or otherwise. We stand up against all the hate and suffering in this world and are seniors become leaders after graduating to prevent wars, heal epidemics, and push are planets into the future… any questions" I look at her with some disdain because I know i'm the one those people pay to stop such political wars. So with that I still acknowledge her by saying "can't wait" with a laugh lustered smile, saying that Says blushes realizing the way she spoke to me was somewhat strong. She apologizes once more to me, so I blow it off knowing she didn't do anything, she then gathered her things, knowing such I prepare to walk her to the door, though she asks me "have we met before?" I glance at her, as im scanning her from her feet up, I realize when I look at her face that she has a small scar on the corner of her eye much like on my own body before I ended up in this body. As I stare at her though i realize she is shaking, and I ask "Why are you so scared" she replies instantly while looking away "no I'm not scared, I'm just nervous, you see this is my first time being in a house like you". I pause for quick second then ask "someone like me ?" her replies shocks me she said "well you came in highly recommended from one of the schools largest benefactors, and I was curious? I mean there were so many rumors about you, all the girls knew it was going to be a boy and I just wanted to see for myself if you live up to what people say…." I stop her mind explaining, and I just open the front door for her she walks towards me with her head down and her things in toe, but she stops before she heads out the door, and states "I'm right next door if you need anything" and then walks quickly out the door and heads right up the hill. As I shut the door I ponder what just happened for a slight second. I was interrupted the message on my phone, it states [meat eater the hunt has begun going to the closed network end message] I head to the computer in my office to check in. and over watch has sent me a kill order on a yakuza boss dealing near the docs, up to this point i've been practicing on thugs to get a better handle on my gear, the kill order tell me he's going to be on a yacht having party, though I need to be up close and personal to send a message to all the local gangs. As that said I get all my gear ready and head for a spot near the docs, packing my devtac ballistic mask, once I first got to this house there was the walls in the office would move open and show a collection of mask helmets and books, all the helmets are unique in their own way,  as i'm heading to the docs, and as i'm walking along a walkway 2 miles away from the docs, as I track my surrounding to see that I'm not being followed, and I feel a presence, though when I look to my right I see only a girl sitting on the grass gazing into a quarry, as I gaze at her I see her as if time is slowing down as the wind blows her hair back, "that's beautiful" is was I said aloud before i went back to walking on my path to the docs, I arrive at the docs a little bit earlier then the designated time, I use that time to get my gear ready i'm only going to use a tomahawk and silenced usp 45. I'll be wearing my norse detvac mask with a molle harness, I'm going to approach the boat from underwater, and kill anyone I see civilian or not, if they're partying on that boat I should just blow it up, but I need to confirm the kill and send a message. While I'm waiting I listen to music the only true luxury that I have at the moment, I'm also going to do something completely unprofessional by listening to music while I work. It's not the best idea, hours pass as I calm myself for the night, I see the yacht leave the docs, minutes pass before the yachts arrives about 700 feet in front of me, as I make my approach the only thought process that goes through my mind is that Saya girl who showed up at my door today, as I contemplate that thought I make my we my way on the boat, clearing the lower levels of the yacht were pretty easy it had light security, a couple engineers, the second floor is the private rooms going through the floor room by room all I saw was guest's proliferating each other also on this floor is the guards room, I take my headphones out to listen in, i hear multiple voices, sounds like there is a scuffle, I shoot the door handle and breach the room fast and hard as I stab the guard in front of me I use him as a shield and see three more behind him gathered around something, I caught them all off guard so killing the four of them was like child's play, as clean my knife and check the security cameras, just to my surprise all I have is the five guards surrounding my target. Though the bodies of one of the guards is moving, I stab the guard in the shoulder and lift him up. Underneath him to my surprise was Saya, she is in absolute tears. Those guards were trying to harass her, I couldn't bring myself to end her life, because I can see her suffering in her eyes, and I want it to go away, so I pulled her close and embraced her, as I stroked her hair the words "it's okay" slipped out of my mouth. I give her one of the guards guns and I tell her to stay here until I come back, I re exit the door and head to the main floor of the yacht. I see guest so I start firing upon them giving away my position so I can separate the security from my HVT, as doing such the security fires into the crowd hitting random people as I pick them of one by one until none were standing, making my approach to the target was pretty easy, all I had to do was disarm him by dislocating both his arms, to kill him was petty quick to think about. All what needed to be done was make his death an example my thumbs went straight into his eyeballs until I heard them pop, then I ripped his skull in half, the blood from his skull engrossed his entire face until it was no longer visible, both of my , are drenched in his blood. I take the jacket off one of the nearby bodies and wipe the arms the best I can, I look at the reminder of the crowd and all I see is them jumping off the yacht and running around. I take my leave as I grab one of the life preservers and head back to the guards room, shots pop through the door, I shout "hold your fire" as I go through the door I see saya, her face drenched in tears, I grab her arm and take her to one of the balconies facing the water, throw the life preserver on her then throw her off the boat. As soon as she hit the water I jump in after her, we head to shore, when we arrive at the shore, we're about 200 feet to the left of where I was from when I swam to the yacht, i take off all my gear and turn it inside out and wrap it in my shirts, with my helmet still on so saya doesn't see me face. Though suddenly I feel her body pressed against mine, I feel her body shivering, as her tears drip down my back, I feel the wet tears hit my scars, I reach to grab her hands that cling to my chest so tight. Instead I hear someone coming so I vanish from her stead, and watch her from a distance, after a few moments I saw an old couple take her away. As I see her get whisked away by the old couple I double time it to my place, I sneak in through the back, then  I head to my office room and throw my gear in a tub of bleach and citrus, after I do that I clean up the blood trail I made through the house, it takes about thirty minutes. I realized that I start school tomorrow, I burst a short chuckle then continue to clean, I go to my room and get my new uniform together before I brush down my detvac mask with a toothbrush. As I'm cleaning my mind can't seem to understand why Saya was there, I came to the assumption that her parents were one of the many people attending this outing, but then why was she in the camera station with all those guards. I better watch out though she knows what my body looks like with my shirt off. It's about one forty five in the morning before I head to sleep. I dream, I dream of something better than this, I dream of a home far from my own, it is my own, but to have and to hold something so precious, you must be able to give, and give until there is nothing left.