22. My heart ache for not for him , for him.

I am crying but i only know this reason of my tear. I came here because i want to divorce my mind from that truth that whom i love unconditionally , he hate me most in world. I don"t is my fault & what is his problem, what ever it is but now its makes me sad, weak & broken hearted.

But now i can defend myself from jungmin but i have no strength to defend . jungmin sorry ... i never belongs to u , that's why i can't say u anything . Now only want focous the man i love and is sungyeol. i will not give up even for friendship.....

I went to work from there. i really need alone time. 😭😭😭😭😭

but suddenly i ended up with a idea , go to there dorm to see them & be there friends. i thought it will also can convince my mind very well... i go there & slowly press the Doorbell. .......ting ting