Lucile

I am freaking out. 

If I recall this week's events, first. Azriel grabbed my waist and kissed my neck. Then he kissed my cheek while I was reading and now me and my friends are at the beach with him and my brother.

He keeps staring at me as if he wants to devour me. 

I keep reminding myself it's just an act to distract me from my plans to overthrow audrey, I didn't even make a move yet i'm distracted by a narcissist duke 

I sat on one of the chairs, beside Duke azriel. He looked really attractive shirtless, it reminds me of that morning….

I snap out of it as my friend, klaire call out to me..

"Lucy, come here!" I got up and went to her, my other friends were talking to each other 

I went to her and she pulled me into the water, we both chuckled.

"Seriously?" I chuckled as I threw some water on her. 

"Why does the duke keep looking at you?" Klaire asked as she looked at me. 

"Well, he works as my bodyguard too I guess." I said jokingly.

"He seems like he is here to kidnap kids" I couldn't help but laugh at that, as we both giggled I didn't realise duke azriel came up behind me.

"What's so funny princess?" he said as he grabbed my waist, making me flinch. Klaire went quiet. "I uh….prince adrian seems to be looking for me, bye~" I eye her. Traitor. She looked back at me with an apologetic look. 

"What do you want, Duke azriel?" I looked at him, he was wearing his sunglasses. 

He leaned closer "you know…you look really hot, today.." he murmured as his hand gently caressed my waist.

I feel the heat crawling up my cheek.. "Oh, um…thank you, but let me go. And stop staring." 

"Today you make it kinda hard not to stare, princess." 

I tried to get out of his grasp but his arms wrapped tightly around me. 

I look at him. "Not really professional duke azriel." I rolled my eyes and he smiled. A genuine smile? I feel like I am hallucinating. 

"Indeed, our connection had always been far from professional, Princess Lucile," he murmured softly, his fingers tracing the contours of my body, causing an intoxicating shiver to run down my spine. 

"I was under the impression that you held affection for Audrey?"As I said this, He leaned in closer, lifting my chin with a gentle touch.

 "However, it seems there has been a change of plans." With those words, he tenderly pressed his lips against my cheek, then moved down to my chin before finally capturing my lips in a passionate kiss.

I blush, what does he mean by that? 

I couldn't resist responding to his kiss; it made me feel as though I was stranded in a desert and he was my only source of salvation. His strong hands found my waist, effortlessly lifting me up. Clinging onto his neck, I felt a rush of affection as he carried me out of the water... My heartbeat quickened, a mixture of excitement and guilt flooding my veins. The allure of the forbidden was intoxicating, tempting me to cross boundaries I never thought I would. 

He lifted me and gently placed me in the car, our gazes locked. In that moment, it was as if I was swallowed by the depths of his captivating grey eyes. Their beauty matched his own: from his eyes, to his lips, to his strong jawline, and his muscular physique. It bewildered me how I could find myself falling in love with someone I once despised..

"Princess…" he finally spoke, his voice laced with both urgency and concern, causing my heart to skip a beat. I turned my gaze towards him, meeting his intense eyes, as he tightened his grip on my waist. "Yes?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper, filled with curiosity and anticipation. His actions had piqued my interest, leaving me on the edge of my seat, longing for an explanation. As he opened the car's door, a rush of cool evening air brushed against my face, heightening my senses and adding to the growing tension in the air. I could sense that something significant was about to unfold, causing a flurry of emotions to swirl within me.

"Tell me you don't want this," he said, gazing at me. My cheeks flushed even deeper. The air between us crackled with tension. Though a part of me longed to resist, I found myself unable to look away, completely spellbound by his presence. Succumbing to my overwhelming emotions, I blushed once again and impulsively kissed him.

I look at him as his mouth goes down my neck leaving a soft feeling of his lips. He traces a delicate line along my collarbone, his touch sending shivers down my spine. I close my eyes, savouring the sensation as his lips move lightly over my skin. Each gentle caress ignites a fire within me, a blend of desire and anticipation. His tender lips continue their trail, eliciting a moan from me. 

"My,my princess, you seem to enjoy this." I blushed at his remark, feeling my cheeks grow warmer by the second. His deep chuckle reverberated against my skin, heightening my nervous excitement. The way his warm breath tickled my neck sent shivers down my spine, intensifying the magnitude of my flustered state. It was undeniable, he had this bewitching ability to unravel me with his teasing words and seductive laughter.

He then loosened the strings of my bikini…I can't believe I am doing this, in my favourite car…

I looked at him as my hands went to his abs and then lower….I could feel the tension building up between us as our bodies moved closer, fueled by a daring desire.

 With every touch, the temperature rose, and my heart raced with anticipation. I surrendered to the intoxicating moment, letting go of all inhibitions. Our eyes locked, like two magnets drawn together. Swiftly he grabbed my wrists, and held them tightly. "Don't do something you're not allowed to do, princess." I could feel the intensity of his grip as he held my wrists firmly, his touch sending a shiver down my spine. His words carried a mixture of warning and desire, stirring up a whirlwind of emotions within me. As he leaned in, his hand left my wrists and glided across my cheek, leaving a trail of gentle warmth. The soft caress of his fingertips against my skin ignited a playful sensation, making every inch of my body come alive with anticipation.

"What will happen if I don't listen?" I ask with a mischievous glint in my eyes. He smirks in response and lightly places his hand around my neck, not applying enough pressure to choke me. As he does so, I notice the tattoos on his arm which he always chooses to hide.

"Then I'll have to do it the hard way,"he said with a smirk. He bit my earlobe, causing me to squirm and attempt to free my hands from his grip. However, he only tightened his hold on me. "I…I don't even wanna know what you mean by that.." 

 Caught off guard, my heart fluttered as his lips met mine. A rush of warmth engulfed me, rendering me momentarily speechless. Our connection felt electric, a sweet tension swirling between us. My breath hitched, an involuntary gasp escaping my lips, as the soft kiss deepened ever so slightly..

How can something like this feel so good? This was something which is not supposed to happen…I am getting married to someone in a few months and the duke is obsessed with my cousin. We are not meant for eachother, right? 

His fingers trailed down from my cheek to my chest to my breasts…He roughly grabbed my breast and then kissed my neck as I moaned. His other hand went to my legs as he parted them. And got in between my legs. As he kept looking between my legs, he smirked..

"You're so ready, princess" he put his fingers on my clit leaving me breathless…As I gasped, he kissed my neck. 

This felt so good..as he let my hands go, I lay there breathless…his fingers went down to the point I felt myself shaking..

"Don't be scared princess, It's me…no one else~" He whispered in my ear as he unbuttoned his pants

I gasped when I saw what sight stood before me

"I–" I stuttered, his huge erection sprung out, how is that thing gonna fit? 

He sat down on the seat and ripped a condom foil, then he slowly rolled it on..after that, he made me sit on his lap. I blush, wrapping my arms around his neck, he gently tucked my hair behind my ear….

He slowly parted my legs to wrap them around his waist as he kissed behind my ear. His kisses were hot, and desperate. I sigh and close my eyes letting the feeling of his lips consume me..

As I kiss him, I find myself unexpectedly drawn to the softness of his hair between my fingers. 

It's a sensation I had never truly appreciated until now. I slowly leaned back as he grasped my thighs and positioned himself…he kissed my neck as he slowly entered me, I couldn't help but moan. This felt like heaven. My own heaven…

He started slowly at first before picking up the pace…I moaned as his thrusts grew stronger and aggressive. I felt my legs going numb. I looked at him, his eyes showed excitement and a hint of…lust? 

I moaned louder as he lifted my legs on his shoulders and let the pleasure carry me away. 

The car was filled with his heavy breathing and my moans, It is so hot in here..

My body shuddered slightly, as he bit my neck, his teeth graze my skin. 

I don't know the kind of attraction I feel towards him, I don't even know if it's lust or…love? 

It definitely can't be love. I…

Before I could go further deep in my thoughts, He slammed inside of me making me breathless. 

He continued thrusting as his eyes bored into mine.

He leaned in and whispered "Your cheeks are red, princess" His voice was hoarse and he kissed my ear. I needed to feel him, every inch of him…

Every thrust gave me immense pleasure that I never felt before.

No one felt like him…

As I wrapped my arms around his neck, he kissed my breasts and tugged at each nipple, then slowly trailed kissed from my throat to my jaw..His kisses embodied his essence—rough, aggressive, and utterly addictive. With each one, my body ignited, burning with irresistible desire.

I felt him mumbling against my neck then biting there…His lips were driving me crazy. 

Everything about him drove me crazy….

My body shuddered with a second orgasm as he slowed down, torturing me.

He went slow…I could feel every inch of his erection bury inside me.He grasped my hair and tilted my head back ... .His tongue swiped down my throat. 

As I moaned, his breath grew shallow. He continued thrusting as he trailed kisses on my shoulder, neck, cheek.

He buried his face in the crook of my neck as he found his release…

As we lay there,I kept my face pressed against his shoulder as he stroked my hair…

I.can't.believe.this. 

I spent a whole damn night with Duke azriel and he still held me close to him.

I didn't look at him but I felt my cheeks getting heated. I looked at him and he was already looking at me ... .I felt heat rushing to my cheeks..

"Princess…"He said as he snuggled closer to my neck. 

"Please tell me we did not do that…" I say as I felt his hard chest pressed against my cheek.

"That is not the right question darling…" darling…he called me darling. I felt butterflies rising in my stomach as I blush. Why do I suddenly feel so happy over such a small word…especially if it is from him…

He kissed my forehead and then my cheek…I sigh and sit up, blushing hard..he is giving me hope again ....which I wish he didn't….I look at him blushing, to which he gave me a lazy smile….

God, he was so sexy. How come I thought he was the worst person….

"Should we sleep in the car instead of going back to your brother and friends, princess?" He sat up next to me, I looked so short next to him…

"I don't mind the idea…i guess.." Azriel kept looking at me, as I slipped on his shirt which he brought so he could wear it when we head back to the palace…

"Are you sure you're safe being in the same car with me? Are you sure that I won't lose control again, princess?" He said as he caressed my cheek with his thumb.

My gaze jerked up to him. "God you are so fucking adorable, Lucile." A deep rumble followed from his chest, It made my heart race..

He leaned forward, pinning me to the car's door, his hands on either side of my body. 

His lips brush against mine again as I softly parted my lips…

His tongue slowly entered my mouth…gently he grabbed my wrists and rubbed circles over with his thumb..I moaned, He felt so nice…he felt so good that I almost forgot I'll be getting married in 6 months…Nothing around him mattered, and nothing should..as he finally breaks the kiss I look at him and realise…He doesn't regrets it…but what if he still loves Audrey? That thought made me bitter…he slowly unbuttoned the shirt and threw it on the floor…This time he pulled me on his lap,my back against his chest…

"princess….my princess…" he said as he buried his nose in my hair and then he wrapped my hair around his fist and tilted my head back..I can't help but chuckle…

"What's so funny princess?" he said as he kissed my neck..

"You…you sound so cute.." I look at him, he had an amused look in his eyes. 

"oh? How so, princess?" he nuzzled my neck. 

"the way you sound….it's cute…" I look at him and he kissed me.

"yeah? I guess I can show how cute I can be right now." before I could reply he parted my legs. 

"Azriel…" I breathed heavily as his fingers travelled down my clitoris….

As the night passed, We were heading back home, no one questioned where me or Duke Azriel was….

Adrian kept glaring at me, I was scared that he might have been suspicious

I looked outside the window as my friends chatted…

God, they were too loud.

I sigh and close my eyes as I remember everything from last night. The thought goes straight to my core. My cheeks heat up as I bite my lower lip. 

What happened last night would change things between us right?

I look at Duke Azriel and found him looking at me already, I looked away quickly..

I could feel his gaze travelling down my body then he looked back ahead at the road. 

His gaze does so much to me that I can't even imagine. Does he loves me? Maybe he does. 

"where were you two last night?" My head jerked to the direction of the voice, Adrian spoke as he kept looking at Azriel. 

I knew he would notice. 

I swallowed hard and looked at Duke Azriel who didn't respond.

"I asked you a question, duke." my brother repeated the question losing his patience. 

"I heard it and I'm Afraid I won't respond." Duke Azriel glared back at my brother.

"I—I was sick okay?.." Both of their gazes went towards me.

Duke Azriel was surprised and Adrian well, he didn't seem to believe. "you seem completely fine to me, lucile." He narrowed his eyes at me. 

"well, I had stomach ache…and–and Duke Azriel just went to buy medicine, he took care of me, really…" I never lied to my brother..But here I was..lying because of a silly crush I didn't I knew had.

Duke Azriel's mouth opened to say something, but he kept his mouth shut and look ahead, he sighed…

I look at his facial features..Black eyes and hair that reached to the place where his shoulder join the neck. lips so sweet that I can still remember the taste. 

Before I realised Duke Azriel noticed me looking at him, I blushed as he smirked and bit his lower lip and looked in front. 

Damn it…I feel so restless just by a smirk. He felt like everything I need…

As the car enter the palace, I rest my head back on the seat. I smiled at the memory of last night. 

After a while, the car came to a stop. Everyone got off, as I opened the door of my side, Duke Azriel stood infront of me, he sighed and opened the door more as I got off, then he closed the door and looked at me. Our gazes locked as he stood there…

"you are making me crazy princess.." he whispered in my ear before kissing my temple and walking inside…I follow him silently as my heart did a weird cartwheel.

The only sound I could hear was my heart thumping. I wanted to kiss him again, badly. I wanted him..no, I needed him.

I walked to my room, my shoulder brushing his as I walked to my room. 

Every little contact raises a spark within me..

I look at him walk away to the office, then I look down at myself..He gave me his shirt..

It smelled like him..sandalwood and spice. I smile to myself and go into my room. 

This wasn't right, I was in love with Duke Azriel only in one night..