chptr 7 my worst nightmare

I  turned my back and walked away as I heard my manager and ceo whispering 'I'll convince him'.

I was now having dinner with my girlfriend and my members...I couldn't help but worry about the situation and was lost in my thoughts which made the whole situation awkward and worst I bet she could sense that something was wrong. I smiled at her as I got a call from my ceo,I excused myself and answered the call all I heard from him is 'can't you even do such a small thing for your group','everyone has sacrificed soo much and u can't even do this and this fake relationship is not even going last that long' I had no other way and accepted it and now I have to explain everything to her .

I walked up to them and finished up the dinner after everything was done, 'I have something to discuss with you if it's fine let's talk at your place' I said she agreed to it .

I sat her down at the sofa and held her soft hands as I proceeded with a knot in my stomach  'ummm soo I don't know how to say this but umm I have to pretend that i'm in a relationship with marie for publicity......I understand if your not comortable with it' I hung my head low, she held my hand tightly which made me lift my head  to face her ,she gave me a little peck which caught me off guard it was our first kiss...'it's all part of your profession and I was prepared for these when I agreed to date you' I jumped onto her giving her a tight hug which made us both fall back on the sofa, she was a little flustered but eventually gave me the same affection back.. 

after that conversation we both went on talking about our day and she eventually jumped with excitement started rumbling words 'sl-slow down I can't understand'  I giggled at her cuteness she then calmed down and continued 'I got an opportunity to work as a stylist for a web series and it's rumoured that the actors are very famous....I can't believe it...it finally feels like i've achieved something...and they are introducing the whole crew tommorow !!!!!' I was very happy and proud of her as she always worked hard on her own from opening a company on her own to now...I congratulated her 'we have to celebrate for such a great news..now shouldn't we' I said cuddling her as she just giggled, I went out and bought her a cake and wine and we both enjoyed the night.

I went back to my dorm and just stayed up as I was still stressed about the situation with marie and I saw the news articles which confirmed my dating scandal with her and saw my phone go off as it had my schedule for the next week.. I left out a huge sigh and continued to make music the rest of the night and before I knew it I had to start my day.... all my bandmates ran out of their rooms as they saw the articles 'soo your really going to do it????' leo asked 'I had no other choice' I felt anger building up inside.

I walked away as I have a hectic day in front of me and I couldn't get any sleep as my insomnia had gotten worst these past days.

I arrived at the location and I'm going to be shooting a series?? no one even informed me this..oh well I felt someone cling onto my arm and as I turned it was none other than my ~girlfriend~ Marie....I rolled my eyes annoyed at her and I had to put on a smile as everyone's attention was on us....she pecked on my cheek which left me speechless 'goodmorning babe...did u sleep well ~' she asked as I just gave a smile.

we walked to where everyone was....and all started introducing themselves 'yoo stylist hurry up!' our director screamed ....I saw someone placing and arranging all the makeup and run towards us..

my eyes widened and my soul popped out of my body

It- it was my love standing I could see that she was also very confused 

'aren't you going to introduce yourself everyone's waiting' the director said raising his eyebrows

she came back to her senses and continued 'umm hello everyone I'm Darcie and i'll be the stylist for the main protagonists'

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WHAT SIN HAVE I COMMITTED TO HAVE THESE KINDS OF SITUATION AND HOW AM I GOING TO HANDLE IT!!!!