Chapter 6

Emillio pov.

It's was time for her to come I'm not really sure if I can do this. I love her yes but I can't commit completely to her it's like something is holding me back. Yet she's the only one I've ever felt like this.when I called yes I was drunk I wanted her so bad. We never slept together at all. I'm such a pathetic jerk for leaving a goddess like that. She's the complete definition of wife and sexyness combined. Yet I don't know why I ended things the way I did.

I looked out of the window and saw her brothers car she's here oh lord have mercy on me. Please don't let me screw up. I slowly made my way down to the lobby. In my mind I was wondering if she changed or if she sill feels for me like the way she always did. Yet I knew the answer all to well.

Of course she dose I knew that for sure .

Lisa Emma the girl who changed a player like me. She's the first girl I haven't slept with and dated longer than any of my exes. I'll admit she had this affect on me. She was a challenge to me. I never felt the way I did before with any girl what I felt when I walked out on us. I was used to begin cold heartless it was just for the pleasure that's all i never loved any girl. Until emms came along.she was different she made me love. Yet I'm a fool in love I guess I let things break. It must have took a heavy toil on her. I know I shattered her completely I'm a big moron for doing so. I just want to do her rigth. She derseve someone better than me I guess. I admired her she was so traumatized about our break up. Yet she was strong she coverd it up when I used to call. Me begin the heartless ass I am I sill asked if we could be just friends. Dang I need to make things rigth. My bby girl and look a player like me feeling guilty. Her emotions was all over the place thanks to me but yet she was strong.

She's here for a job interview as well I was a little disappointed it won't be entirely for begin with me but I was happy for her. She said she'll find her own apartment. Yet I didn't mind I can be alot of things but one thing I was certain of is I loved her and I literally died with out her. Hence I insisted she stay with me. I knew in the back of my mind she won't tell her brother cause hell never let her be alone then after all I did break his sister heart. His sister is his life. I most probably never get a beating as yet from him cause of ems. She must have said something and he begin the loving brother never do so as it. That Dosent mean I'm completely safe I guess.

I walked up and saw a guy look at this fine sassy girl. In my mind if emms wasn't coming ill take this girl right her and now. Her figure begged to be devoured oh man what I'm I thinking I promised ill change for her give us anther try and here I am trying to get laid again. Oh if only my ems looked like that.

I approached closer and then my heart stoped when she turned she was non other than my ems. My JAW dropped I looked at her from head to toe and I can see that she blushed as I did so.

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Oh my word Hi I said bby and some other words that came out of my mouth with out even thinking. I kissed her softly my bby turning me on. She was a goddess I told her.

Oh crap bby and all I wondered if she sill. Yet she never protest so I knew she cared sill

I cooked her favorite pasta by the looks I knew she was pleased and happy. We ate and talked for some time her words sounding like music to my ears. It felt like the 1st time I'm seeing her.

I took her plate and washed it although she protested. I turned and there she was sitting right here by me she was griping her hair when I told her not to I loved the way it seted.

I told how sorry I was and that I'm here now words poured out of my mouth like water.

She stood there looking in my eyes like she always do Dame I wanted to take her rigth now she was doing this thing to me on the inside. My bbys sill a virgin yes she is I might be an ass with other girls but not ems. I waited no matter how long

She traced my lips and jaw line with her fingers. Then I couldn't take it the heat that took over was intense I kissed her passionately. Holding and griping her we stoped to take a breather.

Then I was such an ass I told her stuff and left. Need to set things right Anastasia I thought about how can I think about another fling when my bby was back. I need time I just want this right this time I'm a jerk I don't deserve her. Oh crap so much for all that earlier.

Oh wat I've I done lord I need u. Help me fix this mess having thought that I left the apartment and went down to Anastasia yes her I need to end it.

Then my mind drifted I rather go get drunk. I can't take this anymore. I need to be good for my emms. She's here now I'll change. I know I will cause she's no more far away she's right her to remind me oh and how did she get so sassy. She turned me on.

I'm gona take things slow. Speak to Anastasia and ems. I need to do this for her I owe her happiness. I love her just to selfish to admit it much.