Chapter 30

I woke up feeling exhausted, which was not supposed to be so because sleep made you well rested. Maybe it wasn't just physical exhaustion, it was mental. Honestly I was tired of being exhausted and torn in-between decision making.

So I decided to block everything out. I decided to live the whole of the day without getting to think.

I was sick of overthinking and damn me, if made any stupid decisions.

Clara hadn't brought my breakfast yet so I decided have a quick bath, put on some shorts and a sports bra that left my big stomach exposed.

I stroted down the stairs, scratch that, I walked like a duck down the stairs, because damn my whole body felt heavy as hell. I had totally forgotten how hot I used to look.

"Morning Clara" I greeted once I entered the kitchen

"Good morning Eva, I'm sorry I haven't brought breakfast, I was just... "

"Relax Clara" I cut her off "its fine" I smiled at her just before I opened the fridge, took an apple, and had a huge bite.