How cruel is this?

First of all I want too say that this is my first novel so don't expect much but I hope you will like it.

I looked at the knife that was stuck in my stomach And the blood that was slowly leaving my body.

before I became unconscious I looked at her face with an smile and then I closed my eyes

but to my surprise I coud hear an powerful voice that was saying ..do you want to try your luck in an another world..

I laughed and said - of course

and suddenly I was standing on an cloud completely unharmed

And after a few minutes I coud hear the powerful voice again ( to which world do you want to go? zehng )

zheng::how do you know my name ?

I am God I know everything

zehng:did you see my entire life till now?

god hesitated a bit but said yes in the end

zheng::hahahahahahahahah are you kidding me you saw that my own mother abused me over 15 year

god: yes are you angry becose I haven't stopped her

zheng: no I can only blame myself I was to weak I was always watting for someone who will help me. but this was pathetic. In my next life I will never submit to ANYONE

God was astonished he thought ( what is wrong with him he had gone trough the hell is he some kind of madman he shoud at least be sad but he looks rather happy)

after some time god asked again ( to which world do you want to go)

zheng: I want to go to the world of one piece two years before luffy will go to sea. and I also want some kind of cheat like anime system .

God said : so let it be farewell my friend .

And then I disappeared

And my last thought in my old world was (LOL THIS IDOT AGREED thank you stupid god)