Chapter 3

I know that it is such a sin what i'm committing right now...My body won't just listen!...I need to free from his grasp right away! But....i don't want to! As the night goes on... we became one.

Time passed by...it's already day before we realize it. I still can't believe that a lot would happen in a day. I am still in Len's arm feeling warm but the warm feeling disappeared as soon as i remember that i shouldn't be doing this! Sharing a bed with the man who killed everyone! The man who killed my family!

(BROTHERS!,MOTHER!FATHER!JUST YOU WAIT BECAUSE I SHALL JUSTIFY YOU ALL AND HAVE MY REVENGE!)

As i think of this thoughts...the tears just suddenly started to flow. I can't stop it! Why do i need to feel like thisl!??? This is the worst!!!

*Len wakes up*

"Good morning...(Yawn)"

!!!!!!!!!!

"Why are you crying?!..."

"The thing we did last night...did it really hurt that bad???"

Ohhh....just....please...(cry)....why are you acting like this??? You should be wicked! You are making me lose reasons to fight don't you...

*Len wipes my tears and cherished my cheeks*

"Thank You ___________...once in a long time...i don't have to be afraid and it is all thanks to you"

Suddenly giving me a smile of a boy who looks so honest and kind. I won't fall for it!

"Why are you being nice to me?...."

Len looked at me and was in a deep thought. Then answers....

"Maybe because i feel that i can be my self who doesn't have to be always on fear when i'm around you..."

Please don't say anything anymore!...i won't be able to forgive myself!...

(Outside the door of the room)

Little did we know that Rin was outside...

"Sorry Len...I couldn't be the one who you could rely to..."