It’s happening; it’s finally going to happen. That’s all I kept thinking about for the rest of the day and into the night, so I was a little preoccupied throughout dinner and when the newcomers arrived until I saw him! I froze; all the blood drained from my face as I stood rooted to the spot. There was a ringing in my ears, and my sight grew dim.
I felt Jason’s hand in mine and saw the questioning look on his face while at my other side, Catalina was staring up at me. Poor thing, she’d been holding my hand with one of her little ones, which I was now strangling the life out of.
“Jason, get me out of here.” My words were desperate, but I didn’t care how weak they made me sound; I just needed to be gone before he saw me and recognized me. Did they do it on purpose? Somehow I don’t think so, it doesn’t feel that way. I was almost in tears by the time we cleared the room and then the anger came.
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Mancini