The Princesses Wish

I possess a white horse.

Last rainy season when I had gone across the Matla river to the other side, I found him there helplessly lying in a ditch in the field. I then brought him home. He was not even six months old at that time.

He will be two years old this autumn. His dazzling white complexion and the brown streak right in the middle of his forehead makes him look more beautiful. He may not be able to talk but understands all my words. When I brush my hand over his forehead, he keeps his head low, without moving a bit. When he looks at me with those wide eyes, I understand what he wants to say. I call him Snow, the white sail.

I am Vijay. I was born on the Vijaya Dasami, the final day of Durga Puja. There is an areca tree in our courtyard, which was born in the same year as I was. They counted my age according to the number of rings of the tree. I learnt all these from my mother.

The year when my mother went to sleep and did not wake up and my neighbours took her away where I do not know, the tree had five rings. The year when my father returned from fields after a snake bit him and went to sleep and did not wake up and neighbours took him away, the tree had seven rings.

That year I began tending the cattle of Mallikbabus. In the morning I take cows out of the sheds, take them to the field, feed them on the grass the whole day and take them back to the sheds. Besides, I go once a year to the other side of Matla to buy cows for my masters.

When I come back after the day's work on the field, I cut grasses every day. Coming home I give them to Snow to eat. As it is, Snow looks beautiful and words cannot describe the beauty when Snow beats his hooves on the ground in delight, at the sight of fresh grass.

One day, when it was not quite evening, and after I had seen through the cows in the master's sheds, was coming home with the bundle of grass for Snow, Viswambhar, the servant at the master's house, blocked my way. "Rajababu has summoned you," he said.

It was time to feed Snow but I had to obey my masters- I followed Viswambhar, walking past buildings after buildings and stood right in front of Rajababu's room. He was reclining on his easy-chair and smoking his pipe. Yashi, his daughter, was standing near him.

I bent down and greeted him with folded hands. Rajababu continued smoking, saying absolutely nothing. I was restless, thinking of Snow's feed. It must have begun neighing at my absence. After some time, Rajababu took the pipe off his mouth and said, "I hear, you have a horse. Is it true?"

I felt my heart was thumping. I had no idea why he was asking that. I nodded my head with great difficulty and said, yes.

"How much do you want for that horse?" I heard the question, stood in silence for a long time and finally murmured, "I won't sell it, Rajababu."

"You won't sell it! Listen, my daughter Yashi has fancied that horse. She wants to ride it every day. She likes it immensely."

There is none in our village who can deny Rajababu's wishes. I do not know from where I drew courage but I said gently, "It is not even two years old. How can it bear the weight of the young mistress. It is too young."

Rajababu had brought the pipe to his mouth. He said with the pipe in his mouth, "You don't have to worry for that. If it is a horse, it is bound to grow up."

He removed the pipe once again and said, "It is dark now. When you come to work tomorrow morning, bring the horse here. My cash manager will give you fifty rupees. And that's a generous price," saying this, Rajababu stood up.

I crossed the threshold and threw myself at his feet, "Please don't take the horse away from me. I won't be able to part with it."

"What? Does your horse lay golden eggs? Leave my feet," saying this, Rajababu walked away, crunching his shoes.

At that moment, Ranima entered the room with a cup of milk. Noticing me, she said, "What has happened, Viju?"

I looked at Ranima and burst into sobs. Crying I said, "Rajababu will take away my horse tomorrow morning."

With her goddess-like eyes wide open, she said, "If you don't wish to give it away, why would you? I'll speak to him.

"But if Rajababu doesn't listen to you?" "It is your horse. He can't force it out of you. If you are not willing to sell, why should he insist?"

The young mistress was drinking her milk. She removed the cup from her mouth and said, "Yes mother, I want that horse. I will take a ride every day on that horse. How white, how beautiful!"

I now told Yashi straight at her face, "You have so many big horses, you have so many other beautiful things, you have so many big houses, so many big gardens, you have so many beautiful clothes, ornaments, toys have I ever asked for any of these? Why do you then want my horse?" Taking a long breath, I said again, "If you forego my horse, I will pluck you lotuses as white as my horse, I will catch you blue birds from the forest, I will fetch you many more things."

She pondered on my offerings. I was thinking all the time of my Snow and feeling an unbearable pain. I was yet to give him this evening water and grass. It had never before stayed so long without seeing me. It seemed as if I was hearing his neighing.

While I was thinking of Snow, Yashi said, "Well, if you marry me, I will not take away your horse. You have to only let me ride it once every day."

The tears in my eyes had not yet dried up. As I heard her, my heart seemed to be bubbling with joy. If this young beautiful lass chose to be my wife, there would no end of delight for my Snow too. My rosy pretty wife was riding my Snow through the green fields - those green fields which had widened out to the blue sky - I could visualise the scene. But could that be? Yashi was the adored princess in the royal household, the precious apple of its eyes and I was merely a cowboy, tending their cattle the whole day.

Ranima burst into a laugh seeing me, my head sunk in deep thoughts, "I say, Viju, you are lost in marriage thoughts! Grow up my boy, try to be a man worth the name. Then you'll get a bride of your choice."

She then looked up at her daughter, "You too, young lady, grow up first and then think whom to marry. Now, go to your studies. It is quite late in the evening."

Saying this, Ranima rose.

As I took my steps to the door after I touched her feet in reverence.

Later that evening Rajababu entered my room. Seeing me, he said, "I have thought up a name for your horse. Bring it right in the morning." He left saying that and I came to a firm decision.

Before it dawned, in the dark of the night, when even the birds were asleep and none was awake except the stars in the sky, I left the village along with Snow. I walked and walked, beyond village after village and reached a pond with a flight of cemented steps going towards it. As I took Snow to the water, the sky took on the morning hue, the water was reflecting a pale light and stray birds were chirping here and there.