As I knew that their birthday will be next month when they turn one I mentally made a note to make sure I do something great for my kids . I was alone with twins so I tried to focus on them and not think about their mom . I tried to find any visible differences in the boys.
We pulled up to the house, and I steeled myself to see her again. My body remembers hers, nothing I can do about that though I could wish it were otherwise. The woman I'd met and fallen in love with didn't know the first thing about playing to a man's ego or trying to entice me; then again, that could've all been an act as well.
I was working up to be a real mad when I saw the woman standing in my doorway, all but vibrating as she moved from leg to leg in her excitement. Mom, I shouldn't have told her to come here so soon now that I think about it. What was I thinking? I have no doubt that because of her beliefs where my ex-wife is concerned that she'd undermine everything I have planned. We'll just see about that.
I'm pretty sure she'll want access to her grandsons more than anything else in the world. I have no qualms about using that to my advantage. If she wants access to my sons, she'd learn to toe the line and not give this… ahh my ex any ideas about forgiveness or being accepted back into the family in any capacity.
I can already predict what mom's angle is going to be, and I have no plans on giving in to any of her damn suggestions. I wish her husband ( dad) was here to keep her in line and out of my business. But I know my mom if my speaking tone is even a bit disrespectful , she might kill me or have dad to teach me some respect.