I was walking on a dark room with a
flashlight on my hand and as I continue
to walk the room, I found out that even I
wanted to go further and find the exit.
This will never end just like your walking
on the same cycle or path and then
leads you to the same destiny.
It sounds unbreakable but what can I do
to escape or break this, if I'm not ready
to move forward yet.
Even I'm tired of walking on the dark
room, I decided that I'll never give up...
because I believe that whenever
struggle you've been through there will
a time that you'll be free and all your
sacrifice is worth it.
I don't know where or when this will end
but as I was walking more, I saw
something that I never expect to see in
this dream. A tall gray gate with big
doors and the door has large chains and
lock.
I scanned my eyes on it and it really
looks like this gates has something on it
, like their protecting someone that is
more precious than gold or power. I
want to know what's really inside this
walls or barrier in front of me.
But not for now there's a time for
everything....
I put my left hand on the door and move
closer to the door and whispered " I
promised I'll come back and see you
soon. " then after that I turned around to
leave the place when suddenly someone
shouted " Keep your promise and don't
forget !! '',that made me stop for a while
and look at the back again where the
voice came from.
So, I was right.. there is someone in that
door..
That made me smile for a bit and
shouted back " pangako babalik ako
para tuparin yong ipinangako ko sayo!!".
After that I felt relief and a bit happy.
Ringggg!!!
I opened my eyes as I starting to hear
my alarm clock ringing non-stop and by
that the joy I felt suddenly faded,
because I realized in a second that
dreams can only give you a temporary
happiness and reality can give you
permanent nightmares on your life and it
won't stop unless you're still stepping
your foot on the earth.
Especially, when your the one of the
people that doesn't have freedom and
own will at the every young age because
of your strict parents who always said
that they already decided what your
future gonna be and no need for
declining or cancelling it.
It's not that I don't really like to continue
living in this world but it just that or all
this this years I've been treated
differently not because I'm their own
child but as a new CEO of my dad's
company, they sees me as their client
this whole time and I'm not dumb
enough and just forget about this.
I must take an action on this because
it's my life after all and theirs.
After I do my morning routine ay
lumabas agad ako sa aking kwarto at
bumaba sa hangdan kong saan
naghihintay aming butler, " good
morning young master, meron ba kayong
gustong ipaluto? " he ask and I just
nodded as a response " yeah same as
always but where are they? "
The butler sigh for a while and said
" pumunta na sila sa Hong Kong and
reminded me that you need to be
enrolled in a music school this year and
this is a request from your mother." as I
heard it my appetite vanished very
quickly. And our butler noticed it " are
you ok, sir? "
I didn't spoke back or answer his
questions and immediately run outside
to the parking lot and drove away, the
guards tried to close the gates but
because I'm driving with full speed they
failed to do it. I suddenly have a habit of
putting my car keys along with my room
keys on my pocket when my parents
tried to lock me up in the basement
when I was a kid.
It would be terrible to experience it as a
kid some might have phobias but for me
lucky I don't have that kind of trauma
because my grandparents save me from
that nightmare saying that ' it would be
good for a kid to experience it ' and from
that they stop doing it and only scolded
me if I do wrong.
While I was continue driving on the road
and avoiding to answer the calls on my
phone, as the time goes by I was carried
away from thinking to much and didn't
even managed sometimes to look the
traffic lights.
And then...
*Bump!!*
I immediately stepped the brakes as my
hearts continue to beat rapidly and the
nervous I felt thinking I just killed or
injured someone but I pray it didn't
happened because what happens if my
parents heard this about this it would be
a great trouble. But even I'm having
some mixed emotions right now I didn't
run away to avoid this instead I got out
of my car.
And when I found it, i immediately pick
her up and put on the back seat so I can
bring her to the hospital because she
already unconscious when I found her
I guess I hit her to hard. After that I
turned my car on the other side and
drove to the nearest hospital.
I hope you'll be alright...