Regrets

and before Serena could answer she saw Brian with his back turned towards them hiding, it seems he was listening to their conversation 

"yes! yes I am. I love him so much and I don't know if he loves me too even if he doesn't I am going to make him love me and even if he doesn't I will love him till I breathe no more that's how far he has me wrapped in his love" she said 

"it such a shame and I feel bad for your father " Mira said and left angry 

Brian happened to pass by when they were talking although it was not right to be ease dropping on them he couldn't help it and he was glad he did, now he felt better a huge burden was lifted he stood there happy 

serena didn't approach him and left him, she didn't want him thinking she said that because she saw him hiding 

........

just when one's burden was lifted the other person's burden multiplied 

brian Acted like he heard nothing and Serena also pretended they were still dating and having fun 

one day Aileen asked Rìan to come to the house because she couldn't meet him on weekends, he came around and that day Aileen saw the last O'Sullivan heir,

serena saw Aileen in the garden with someone and she approached them with Brian 

serena realized it was Rìan and she introduced Rìan to him, Brian was a little shock and confused but still greeted him just then a young guy in the same age as Aileen and Rìan came there. There was excitement on the guy's face and it seems he came there for one of them.

before he could speak 

"Mr. O'Sullivan here is your juice " a maid out of nowhere said 

So this is him" Aileen said in her mind she started shaking and anyone around could sense her fear and trembling, Rìan held her hand and she calmed down 

the guy was about to talk and Rìan himself became nervous but he wasn't going to show it, his eyes came into contact with Brian and Brian took the guy away

"sorry I need to have a word with my brother " Brian said and dragged him with him, Rìan breathe out it seemed he was holding his breath 

serena Went inside living them all alone

"you really don't like the last O'Sullivan right?" Rìan asked and she didn't answer 

........

"what were you doing there?" Brian asked his brother 

"I wanted to see her" he said 

"she hates you and you're putting the little place you have in her heart, a chance for her to forgive you at risk" Brian said 

" I know that but I love her "

"you should have earned her forgiveness rather than complicating things, little brother earn her forgiveness, you should have healed all the wounds you gave her first before approaching her with love"

"that's what I am trying to do"

"I am sorry to tell you, this isn't the right way and how long can you keep this up?" Brian asked 

"until I can't no more "

"then lose your future chances?" Brian asked and he became quiet 

"I really want the best for you " Brian said and left 

..........

"How's your relationship with your brother ?" Serena asked 

"not good, he doesn't confide in me and I literally failed to see what's going on in my brother's life, looking back at the past I realized it was somehow my fault when he needed someone to talk to and seek advice on some things he found no one. Not once did I ask him how he was, when he was abroad. I was angry at my father for not paying attention to us when our mother died but even I failed to realize it was left with just us two, I should have been there for him " he said as he drowned in regrets for not being the brother his little brother should have