Terry

To be honest I don't understand what is going on right now. who is this guy yes I know his name is Jason Miller. to think I'm engaged to this man Billy and today he wants to lose his mind. I mean yeah he could get a little aggressive but it wasn't domestic violence levels. I know how it's sounds crazy but I always had to fight nobody cared about the youngest. Today things went left I don't understand why me saying wait a minute upsets him so. Yes I get that some people wish their mates would come home wanted to give them some affection. See Im working full time and tying to chase my dream. Today when he came back in the kitchen and saw me rushing pass him. Billy was calling me by this time I use his government name Willam give me sometime. I keep working I hear his game so I think he chilling now. So I actually decided to just keep working. it's always work to be done around the house. Rather than ask him to put load in the washer or load the dishwasher. I call myself avoiding the argument so I do it myself.

I'm done now just taking out the trash I can hear him talking to his game. Come back in the house now it's my turn to get cleaned. Just to clarify I'm not funky you know how it is just want get the day off you. I close my eyes and let the water run down my back Listening to some Aretha Franklin.