Chapter 61
Sorry If this chapter is short
"Okay I'm coming with you"As soon as he said that I felt so happy!
"Is it okay?"I asked but he didn't answered me But I was feeling worried did something really happened to them?Or Tamara is just pregnant with other guy and she is using it against Jungkook?
Why am I thinking this?I should be positive!
While we are on plane Jungkook keep glancing on me So I look at him and asked if there is something wrong but he just Shook his head and said no I sigh and nodded,To be honest If you are in my situation right now Its really hard
My mind was full of questions that are not answered I tried to take a nap to forget it even just a minute but I can't Its hunting me I keep saying that Its part of our Journey But...Its no work because I feel so anxious everyday,My mom suggest that I should try drinking pills or anti depression but I Insist
I can handle myself,Im not going to be Depressed also Im okay I can handle my over thinking attitude
In the first place I feel like giving up but when I see the Faces of my childI feel that my heart said "Man you gotta fight for your Family"Which gives me strength.Im gonna get my Husband back even if I hurt people just for my Family because WE NEED HIM.
while we are on plane,I was shocked because Its my first time to throw up on a Plane And also I can't understand why am I so picky in Foods these days Usually I eat on what is only replaced on the Table but now I ordered something What I am craving
It was kinda weird but I just Ignored it.I look at Jungkook right by my side My eyes were tearing up Because I keep asking myself Why do we have to experience this?I mean why can't we be like other Families?
I just realize we must not seek for perfect love,family or so on.Perfection doesn't exist down here.It is useless to take a light and go looking for it and to be sorry not to find it We just need to wait for the bright side of everything on this earth
When We landed I slowly shake his shoulder to wake him upLuckily he woke up fast I saw knights on the left side so we went there and they greeted us
"Welcome back Prince Taehyung and Prince Jungkook" as soon as knights said that I look at Jungkook and he is looking at me confusedly but I just smiled at him
We Immediately went to the Hospital but before we entered I said something again to Jungkook
"Im sorry but Please let my son feel love...He is really close to his Father"I said tearing up again Why am I so sensitive??!!!!
I first entered the room and I only saw My mom and Kookoo My Mom was eating some bread with strawberry jam while Kookoo is sleeping
"Hey Mom!"I said and kissed her cheeks then he was shocked to see Jungkook at the back of me While Jungkook is staring at Kookoo
I hold his hand as we went beside Kookoo
"Kookoo Wake up Your Dad is here"I said and smiled He Immediately sit up and Look at Jungkook
"Dadd!!!!"He Immediately stood up and went to hug his daddy Jungkook hugged back and smiled
"Kookoo Don't be too excited,I thought your body was hurting?"I asked kissing him while Jungkook is carrying him
"Well yeah but dad is already here so Im fine!"He said and hugged Jungkook again
"I'll just go to your Grandma Seokjin okay?"I said then I look at Jungkook and asked him if he want some food but he just said no
I walk back to my Mom and He gave me bread knife
"What is this for?"I asked
"Go kill him!"My mom whispered then I glared at her
"Mom!"
"Of course for the bread!Yah How did you get him here?!" He asked while he ate a whole bread While Me Im still putting jam on my bread
"I plead?and kneeled in front of him?"I said but I was shocked when he pinched my shoulders
"You shoudn't kneel!You are Kim they are the one who should kneel!"
"Well I have no choice...Besides its for My Family"I said while I taste the bread that I was eating
"You were right we are the one who should kneel because we are both bottom"I glared at my Mom who is laughing
Then I focus my stare on Jungkook and Kookoo It was so fun to see the smile of your son It was everything to me
I admired the cute art in front of me,Kookoo is telling something making his dad laugh They are so cute to watch
After that Kookoo fell asleep again and Jungkook went to me and told me if we could talk outside I just said yes because It looks Important
We went at the side of the Hospital It was a small garden and some bench for people to sit and we are one of thatIt was calm and I love how the Birds are singing while the trees are dancing
"You know I tried to fake it..."He started making me look at him
"I really tried but I couldn't....I feel like he is my own son..."He said then we both stared at each other
"Tae...Tell me the truth,Do you know about my past?"He asked then he held my hand I can see through his eyes that he really wants to know it I badly want to say yes! but this is not the right time
"You know what?Let's Go back inside"I was about to leave when he pulled me into a hug which made my heartbeat goes wild
"Please Baby Tell me about my past..." a tear fell from my left eye.I love hearing him say 'baby' It feels so calm and sweet when it comes out from his mouth It touches my heart every time he will say that
"D-do you really want to know?"I asked making him sure
"Yes"
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I woke up,I tried to contact Jungkook but he is not answering.I look to his room and he is not there I also asked the Receptionist and they said that they saw Jungkook with other guy
And I know Its Taehyung!
I have to do something!