Chapter 59
Im now fixing my shirt,Me and Taehyung are going to meet where we did our photoshoot
And a while ago that Jihoon,I kinda hate him! I don't like it how he is so close to Tae
But Tbh last night I have some kind of strange dream?I can't explain I just saw Im at the wedding and Im the Groom and the Bride in front of me is I really can't explain who he is but-- argh nevermind that is just a dream
"Hey!"I was startled when Tamara entered
"Oh hello"I said then she came close to me
I stared at her eyes,I really feel nothing with her I mean She is pretty and Kind but I don't feel the sparks or connection between us
"Where are you going?"She ask
"Im just meeting my Friend" I said as I continue to fix my hair
"Can you just stay here?"She ask then I look to her
"Why?"
"I have to tell you something and Its Important"
"What is it?"
"Im Pregnant and you're the Father"
My whole world stopped
She is pregnant?What How?!
"What How?I can't remember?Did something happens between both of us?"I tried to recall all our memories together but...I don't know
"Don't you remember?After our wedding day we did that?"
Oh no!This can't be did that really happened? I can't remember
"Why?Are you not happy with it?"
"I- uhmm..." I don't know
If Im the Father then...What about my feeling for Tae?
"Ah Of course Im happy"I said and fake a smile
Am I really happy with it?
I checked the time Its already past 7 and Taehyung is probably waiting for me
I will just say sorry Tomorrow
.........
I started to packed my things,I decided to leave the pageant I don't care I just want my Kids to be alright
Im too focus on Bringing the memories of Jungkook and forgetting that I have kids at home
I feel like I failed as their mother....
"Where are you going?"He asked But I ignored him
Tears are overflowing in my eyes,I can't even see what I'm putting on my bag I just want to go home right now
Im worried about Kookoo..I hope he is okay!
"I said where are you going?!"Jungkook shouted as he hold my hand
"IM GOING HOME BECAUSE MY SON IS IN THE HOSPITAL AND ITS NON OF YOUR BUSINESS SO LET GO OF MY HAND BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO NOW"I said but I was shocked when he held my chin up So I look into his eyes
"Please..."Then he let go of me,I went directly to the door and made my way to the Reception
"Im leaving now,Don't ask me because This is Important!"I said and left
While Im on the plane I keep praying about my son because Its no use if I continue to cryI need to be strong even tho Im really not strong
Because If Jungkookie is weak then Im more weak....And He is not here that's why I need to be strong
Once We land to the place,Knights welcomed me I told them to get me to the Hospital
Im shaking when I reached to the room of my son I slowly went in seeing Kookoo laying on the bed with his eyes closed
"Oh my god"I went to him and hold his cheeks
"Tae?"My mom asked and she Immediately hug me
"Mom what happened to him?"
"We went out so we can play at the beach and things happened so fast and he was shot by an unknown person but we already hired Investigator to look for the Person"
I feel like My whole world shattered,My knees felt weak gladly my mother catches me
It is so bad to hear that my son was shot by an unknown person
"Hey!Everything will be fine!Look your son is still alive and he is fighting even tho he lost some bloods.."
"Mom why do we have to experience this? My problem is only Jungkook now my son?Why is the world so cruel?"I asked I hugged my mother while still staring at my son
"Honey The problems that you are facing right now is part of your journey,Remember This will be replaced with good ones too"
"Mom..Im already done with Jungkook"I said then I went closer again to my son Tears are starting to form again
"What?Honey why did you gave up so fast?"
"I don't know mom...but I will focus more right now on my son because he needs me."