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I start the engine of the car.

I look back one last time at the hospital.

Is this the fourth time I stop at this place?

I need to see Joon.

I need to check him.

He works as a gasoline boy near his place.

One car is having its tank filled in front of me.

Joon is assisting him.

I can see him saying something. I rolled out the window of my car.

I can hear the driver shouting and swearing at joon. Money thrown out the cars window.

The car drove away I proceed to get my tank filled.

"Jin.." he uttered.

"What happened" I said

"Rude customers, as usual, nothing new"

he ask me about how much will I get.

I waited for him to finish.

"What time are you free?"

He handed me my change.

"When the next shift come. maybe 30 minutes from now." He look at his , watch and showed it to me.

" I'll wait then."

I move to park my car near the mini grocery.

watching him work hard, there are lots of rude customers. I saw someone throw some trash out of its window. I stand up. I can't take this anymore.

I went out of the grocery.

I picked up the trash on the floor and throw it back at the car.

"Dude, stop being rude! dont you know how to dispose your own trash?."

The guy inside the car looked shocked.

"Wh-what the? who are you to do this?!"

I look at joon. He is muttering stop.

" I am a customer here too! And as a human you should act humane. You are paying here but you don't buy the employees here."

"You! you... your wasting my time!"

the guy left.

I look at Joon.

He shrugged his shoulder "Well, I'm used to it bro but. Thanks a lot. I really dont want to see that guy again. I want to make his face as my punching bag badly."

"Just tell me if he came here again. we'll make your dreams come true." I said joking.

"But.. bye the way, why did you come?"

My face become serious.

"JM, he's on the hospital."

He's face looks worried.

"What happened?"

"He's okay now dont worry. Maybe we should talk to him. Not just him actually. We should all talk. Help me get them all. please. I'm begging you."

The next shift replaced Namjoon.

Namjoon is like a leader to us. He is smart and everyone trust him. he is the only person that can gather us all in just one call.

We decided to go to the hospital to visit JM but his parents are there. They are talking with the doctor.

"Mr. and Mrs. Park, your son needs to be confined. He is suffering of severe depression and his troumatic experience is comming back again, we would like to observe him first to make sure that he wont hurt himself again."

JM parents looks worried.

"Okay, Doc, let me and my wife talk about this first."

The doctor left them.

"We cant left him alone here but we cant both stay here, honey." Said Mr. Park.

"This is my fault, if only I never left him on that place he will never have this trouma."

JM father hugged her, I feel like the puzzle is getting harder and a lot of its pieces is still missing. I never Knew that JM has a trouma.

I slowly walk near them and greated them politely.

"Mr. Mrs Park. I'm Jin, this is Joon. We are JM's friend."

They nooded back.

"We are really worried about him."

I said hoping they will share more things about whats happenning.

Joon move close to me too.

" Ma'am, if its okay can you tell us whats JM condition?" Joon is really forward most of the time.

"We hope we can help you too at taking care of him."

They smile warmly.

"Maybe, we should get dinner first, and get food for JM and your friend inside."

He is talking about Jay who's with JM now.

We are walking down the hall when I saw an ambulance came. Nurses came running toward the entrance. I suddenly feel afraid. I look at the flower on my pocket. Its still okay.

"Hey, they are waiting."

We left and went out of the hospital.

JK is with Yoo now, Jay is with JM, Hyun is with her sister, Joon is with me. I need to keep calm.

the flower is still okay.