Why don't you just die !

I should run back home, if they inform Petric about me running away, he is going to kill me.

God this way is too bushy !

All of these are reducing my speed.

I know Cathy would have known till now that, I am not in my room.

What would happen now ?

Ah !

Finally the home !

Why are this much cars parked around the villa ?

What happened here...

Fuck !

Petric is standing in the doorway looking furious.

" Ah, look who's here ! "

Petric said sarcastically.

What is he doing here ?

Didn't he left for his work ?

He said he was going for a day or so then...

He approached glaring at me.

He wrapped his arms around my shoulder and almost crushed me in his arms.

Ahh...

Don't kill me like this please !

God, I can't breathe...

Ah, finally he let go of me.

" Where have you been, dear ? "

He said faking concern.

" I was worried sick when, Cathy told me that you are missing !

Where did you went ?

And what happened ?

Why are covered with dirt and leaves and twigs in your hair ?

Were you there where you shouldn't have been, again ?

What happened ?

Are you alright ? "

Petric said removing the dirt off my hair.

Like you care !

God, do I really have that much dirt on me ?

Even if I don't have that much, his over clean ass finds it way dirty !

Actually this is a Dèjá vu ! It would have been a very romantic one; if he loved me for real !

" Um... I actually... "

I tried to explain myself. But why in the hell would he let me do that ?

" Cathy denied you to leave alone for anywhere.

If you wanted to go somewhere, why didn't you took anyone with you ?

We have a lot of butlers, now don't we ? Shane too would have took you anywhere you wanted ! He was home anyway and wasn't coming with me."

Petric said not in the mood for my bullshit.

" Yes. I just went to... "

I tried to tell him where and why did I went but...

" Let's get you cleaned up first !

Cathy, bring some warm milk for her after an hour or so.

I'll get her all cleaned up and then give her the milk.

Come, dear. "

Petric said looking meaningfully at me.

He grabbed me by my arm and almost dug his fingers inside my skin.

God, it hurts !

I tried to yank my hand, but he grabbed it much tighter.

He almost dragged me in the room and pushed me inside.

I went on my knees and lowered my head as he wants me to be.

He closed the door and stormed to me.

He grabbed my hair and yanked on them,

" What the hell do you think of yourself ?

When I already told you not the leave the place without me, how dared you step out ?

And that too form the hidden way ?

Cathy too told you to not go, you still went ?

Where the hell have you been ?

And why are you all covered up in this much dirt ? Did you went to the forest again ? "

Petric spat the words.

He is pulling my hair so hard, my scalp is hurting.

I think if he didn't loosen his grip, he is gonna uproot my hair !

He slapped me hard in face.

" Fucking answer me ! "

Petric yelled.

" Mas... Master I was...

I needed to get some fresh air and... "

I tried to answer as he asked, but again why would he let me ?

" Get fucked ?

You filthy bitch, you always try to find something or someone who would give you the pleasure, don't you ?... "

Petric said furiously.

What the hell ?

Why does he keeps on confronting me for being with some guy and get pleasure ?

" No mast...

Ahh... "

He kicked in my stomach.

God, it hurts.

Ahh... Oh god.

" I am not done yet !

How many times do I need to remind you to keep your dirty mouth shut when I speak ?

Haven't I told you already it like thousands of times now ? "

Petric yelled.

I noded and clutched my stomach hard in my hands to make the pain go away.

" If you wanted the fresh air, you could have went for a round in my garden or at the terrace !

You didn't had to go to some dirty place and get covered in it.

Now tell me, who was the guy ? "

Petric said accusing me.

" No master, nothing's like what you are thinking... "

He pulled my hair again,

" Are you calling me a fool, huh ? "

He pulled my hair hard.

" No master. "

I wispered.

" Then, how dare you try to prove me wrong ?

You weren't with a man ?

You didn't had sex with him ? "

Petric asked accusing me again.

" No master.

There was no guy and I didn't had sex with anyone ! "

I said trying hard not to let the irritation make it's way in my voice.

" Then where have you been ? "

Petric asked.

" I...

I went to the forest...

Ahh... "

He twisted my arm and held it behind my back.

" Forest ?

Why for ?

Did you wanted to become the lunch of the wild animals ?

I am not gonna let you die just like that and not so soon, you better remember that ! "

Petric said.

" No, master.

I always went to the forest to collect the wood and it felt fresh there, so I went there today. "

I said quietly.

" Do you want me to believe on that, huh ?

I was to attend a very important meeting at next town and because you went missing, I had to return !

Who is going to pay me back the loss I have to face because of you, now ?

You are a fucking brat !

You don't obey master, you need to be punished.

You want some fresh air, huh ?

I'll make sure you don't get it for a while now !

You my dear are getting on my nerves, aren't you, little brat ? "

Petric said menacingly.

God, what is he going to go ?

What does he mean by he'll make sure I won't get fresh air ?

Ahh...

God, what is his obsession with my hair ?

Where is he taking me ?

" You want fresh air ?

I'll give you something else ! "

Petric said clenching his teeth.

He tied my hands and legs to the bed and grabbed a pillow...

Is he...

God, is he going to kill me by suffocating ?

" You don't want to obey master ?

But, master knows just how to tame his spoiled brat !

You want fresh air ?

I'll fucking won't let you breathe anymore ! "

Petric said coldly.

Fuck !

He placed the pillow on my face and pressed it.

I can't breathe !

" Pet !

Get off her !

What the hell are you doing ?

Let her go ! "

Jeremy pulled him off me and I gasped hard to get in some air.

" Leave me, Jeremy !

I am gonna show her what happens when she disobeys master.

She wants fresh air, I'll give it to her ! "

Petric again came to cover my face, but Jeremy grabbed him tigh and didn't let him come to me.

" Shut up !

You hear what you say, right ?

You are gonna kill her this way.

I know you don't want to.

Just, calm down. "

Jeremy said trying to calm him down.

" Calm down ?

I couldn't go to the meeting because of her stupidity !

I lost... "

Petric was speaking angrily.

" Nothing ! You've lost nothing !

They just called, today's meeting have been postponed until next week.

If you had reached there, they would have sent you back anyway !

So, calm down and let her go ! "

Jeremy pulled him back.

" But she ran to forest.

She disobeyed me ! I won't... "

Petric was getting furious.

" Calm down, darling.

She must have got bored.

You haven't took her anywhere.

Just relax, she is back now.

Just let it go.

Come here, I know how to calm you down. "

Jeremy said seductively pulling Petric with him.

He took Petric to the couch and they made love just like they do every night !

Sometimes I wonder, what does it feels like to be touched the way Jeremy touches him and he touches him back !

They seem to enjoy the touch and the whole process.

I really want to feel all those things.

After they were finished, Petric came to me and poured hot wax on my back ! Jeremy tried to stop him but he didn't listened to him.

fucking bastard !

He then left the room.

Jeremy came and undid the ropes and freed me.

" Thank you so much, for saving my life.

You've done that before and you did it again ! "

I said thanking him.

" And I'll do it tomorrow as well; if needed ! "

He said with a smile.

" You are not my enemy !

I don't want him to hurt you.

We love eachothers, but he had to marry you because of his father and that's why...

Let it be.

He isn't this bad, it's just that the situation is out of control for him.

He love to dominate and when you challenged his dominance, it hurted his ego and he...

I am so sorry for that. "

Jeremy said feeling sorry.

" Why are you apologising ?

You didn't hurt me, you saved me ! "

I said.

" I don't have any sister.

So, you are like my elder sister.

I know, we have the weirdest relation in the world; or I am not sure if do we have even any relation, but there's nothing personal between us, so I don't want him to hurt !

You are such a sweetheart, Jenifer. "

Jeremy said smiling.

Ok, I am thankful he saved my life; but aren't you getting very touchy ?

Well he might have saved me and doesn't hate me; but I hate him.

With all my gut !

My husband treats me like trash because of him.

I don't know what does it feels to have a husband.

I don't have anyone who loves me and he ?

He is getting all of this, which was supposed to be for me !

It's been a week and today he is leaving for his meeting which got postponed and he thought he missed, because I was missing !

Whenever he is out of home, I can breathe peacefully for that much time and I really feel relieved that he goes out.

Because, when he is out, nobody bosses me around; except for stopping me from going out alone !

" I'll be back soon, dear. "

Petric said patting my head in the living room.

Oh please don't !

Take your time and I'll be more happy if you didn't return at all !

" I'll wait for you.

Happy and safe journey... "

I said as formality, but be doesn't want anything from me.

" Silly girl, I am going to the town right beside the forest, not to some other country !

Anyways, thanks for your wishes. "

Petric said.

" Sir, can I come with you ? "

Shane said.

" No need, Shane. It's ok.

I am going for a few hours not for few days ! "

Petric said.

" I don't know sir, but I am feeling weird.

Let me come with you.

You might need me.

Last time you didn't took me with you and the meeting got canceled !

And nobody else... "

Shane tried to convince him.

" It's ok, don't worry.

I'll be alright.

And I need you to be with her.

After last week, I can't trust her.

What if she gets in any trouble ?

When I am not here, take care of her.

I trust nobody with her, other than you ! "

Petric said meaningfully.

" Ok, sir. But still I... "

Shane said.

" Stop worrying about me Shane, I am not a kid.

Just relax, ok ?

I'll be back by evening itself.

Now, I am getting late.

Bye. "

Petric said and left.

Shane is such a sweetheart.

He takes care of everyone in the house.

He doesn't let anyone feel like an outsider here. He is the only one butler working for Petric from his childhood.

They are more like friends than a butler and master.

I am going to enjoy my day...

Spending in my room and thinking about my angel !

I've nothing to do other than that !

Petric gifted me a phone and got many subscriptions for me to have something to do.

So, I am gonna watch whatever is in it.

Well, I want to do it while enjoying chocolate muffins, chocolate cake, chocolate sauce and loads of chocolate !

But my master have denied me any chocolate, because it contains loads of calories and I'll gain weight if I consumed that much calories.

And he doesn't want his showpiece to get any fluffy !

He wants it to be in shape.

He have ordered each and every butler in the villa, to not let me have any chocolate.

So, I guess, I'll have to do it with a cup of green tea...

I hate it !