What have I gotten myself into ?

What the hell just happened ?

He...

He is...

He isn't the Petric who claimed to love me, who took care of me.

He wants me to call him master ? He doesn't even loves me, he loves someone else !

If he loved someone else, why did he...

What is my fault in my father taking loan from his and wasn't able to repay ?

He could have made him repay in some other way, why did he had to spoil my life like this ?

He hurted me with the hunter.

He whipped it 20 times and asked shamelessly, did he hurt me too much and if I want him to continue or stop ?

Was that even a question ?

I am used to the pain, my father and brother have hurted me many times but...

I didn't expected this form the man claiming to love me and that too on my wedding day !

He says I have to act as his slave in private and his arm decoration in public !

I was wrong to think that my life was gonna change in a good way.

If I had known in this way my life was gonna change, I'd never have married this man !

And if my father had forced me to, I'd had ran in the forest.

My savior would have saved me just like the other times and if not, some wild animal would have feasted on me; actually that would have been better than this !

He wants me to help him making love to the love of his life and denying me any pleasure ?

What the hell is he talking about ?

I've never been to school, whatever I can read is the mercy of Petric's father to teach me when, I used to work at his place as helper.

He wanted me to able to at least read and write if not being able to go to school.

So, I don't know anything else than reading and writing.

I mean, my friends have told me something about the pleasure, but I never felt like doing what they told me to.

I hated the idea of touching ourselves and that too on the privates !

And none of my friends is married, so I have no idea what kind of relationship a husband and wife share.

I only have a blunt idea of they touching eachother's private parts.

It's disgusting !

I have no idea, how touching someone's private gains any pleasure ?

I was thinking about all of this and...

Knock knock.

There was a knock on the door.

I was lost in my thoughts and trying to recover from the stings and pain my beloved husband gave me as a wedding gift !

But the knock broke my chain of thoughts

" Ah, there is the person, I've been dying to see and touch ! "

Petric said moaning with pleasure at mere the door knock !

Petric almost ran to the door to open.

He opened the door but he is covering the way and I am unable to see her face.

I guess she is more beautiful than me, that's why he isn't letting her go even though he is married to me now.

" Come on in my, love !

I can't wait to get my hands all over you. "

Petric said and kissed the gir... Man !

MAN...

Wait. What ?

A man ?

He just kissed a man ?

What the...

Am I dreaming ?

" Even I can't wait to touch you either my love !

I thought, you'll leave me as your are married now ! "

No, definitely I am not dreaming ! He IS a man !

A man with such a heavy and manly voice.

" Ofcourse not ! I love you and only you, Jeremy, and you know that ! "

Petric said hugging him.

So, he have a name as well ? Jeremy !

" I know baby, but your father... "

Jeremy was trying to say something but Petric didn't let him.

" Fuck him !

I already married her for his sake !

He can't make me accept her and leave you.

Because he knows, if he forced me to do so, I am gonna declare that I am gay !

And I know he doesn't want that; at any cost. "

Petric told him the actual reason he married me !

They didn't let go eachothers !

Oh my god, is he really gonna make me stay here with them ?

Oh please let me go.

I'll sleep with my Silvester even in the store room but please not here !

" Master ? "

I called for him.

He have his mouth in Jeremy's...

Or Jeremy has his in Petric's ?

I don't know but they have something of that sort.

And as I called for him, he glared at me like he is gonna kill me for that.

" What ? "

He almost spat that with so much poison in his voice, I can feel the chill and shiveres running down my spine !

" Um... I... "

I tried to tell him to let me sleep with my Silvester, but I couldn't gather the words after looking at his face.

" I already told you your quota for today is finished, no more questions !

Shut up and don't disturb us now ! "

Petric almost growled with his teeth clenched.

" Um... No master, I don't have any questions.

I want to... "

I tried to tell what I wanted but, it seems to anger him more.

" Did I said that you can ask for anything from me ? "

Petric said.

" Please master, listen to me... "

I tried to get him listen to me.

" Fucking bitch ! Just give up irritating me already ! "

Petric said and waited a moment and then turned towards me.

Uh-oh.

What did I do.

I should have shut up my mouth when he asked me to. He is storming towards me and I have no idea what is he gonna do to me.

He reached his hand towards me and I closed my eyes tightly...

" Ahh... "

He grabbed me by my hair and pulled me up on my legs.

" Ahh...

Master it hurts. I am sorry master, I won't... "

I apologized him.

" Huh ?

It hurts ?

Well very good.

I intend to hurt you, because you aren't fucking shutting your mouth up ! "

Petric said menacingly.

" I won't bother you anymore master, please let me go... Please. "

I begged him to let me go.

" Huh ?

Let you go ?

And why would I do that ?

I already told you, I'll punish you if you are being a bad girl, which you are right now !

So, master have to punish you... "

Petric said coldly and raised his hand...

" Baby, let her go !

Don't waste OUR time on her.

It's your wedding night, let me make you feel good.

I can't wait anymore.

We already haven't seen eachothers for more than a week because of your fucking wedding !

I don't wanna wait anymore.

Please don't make me wait anymore ! "

Jeremy asked him to let me go.

" But Jer she... "

Petric didn't wanted to let me go.

" You decide baby !

Who is your priority, me or her ? "

Jeremy said.

" Than isn't even a question, baby.

Ofcourse it's you... "

Petric told him.

" Then let her go and come to me....

Daddy ! "

Jeremy called him... Daddy !

Why would he call him that ?

Is Jeremy his son ?

That can't be possible for more than one reasons....

Before I could think of anything else Petric pushed me on the ground and I am lucky I didn't hit my head on ground or something else.

" You better stay quiet and watch us fuck.

Don't you dare take your eyes off us or worse touch yourself !

Is that understood ? "

Petric said coldly.

" Yes, master. "

I replied and he left me there.

What kind of life is this ?

I never asked for anything like this ever.

What have I done wrong to deserve such kind of miserable life ?

I can't think of anything. I've never hurt anyone, I've never desired bad for anyone.

Then why this ? Why god, why ?

" Come on, kiss me baby.

Kiss me like you missed me ! "

Jeremy moaned.

They aren't even let me think peacefully !

" Oh love, you have no idea how bad I have missed you in my arms ! "

Petric replied.

What ?

Is there going to be a conversation as well ?

Wasn't the torcher for my eyes enough that he have to torcher my ears too ?

Petric is kissing him like there isn't going to be tomorrow.

I can't watch this !

I closed my eyes...

" Open your fucking eyes, Jenifer ! "

Petric ordered me.

"Watch us.

We are only making out now, the main course is yet to come !

Don't you fucking dare close them !

Open your eyes and look at us. "

Petric told me not to close them.

Why god, why ?

Do whatever you want, why do you want me to watch it ?

And he have promised to make me watch it every single night...

" Mmmm... "

Jeremy started moaning.

What the...

Ohhh... God

How sexy are they looking together.

Surely they are enjoying that way too much.

The sounds they are making are doing something to me.

It's all strange !

I don't know what exactly I am feeling, but I definitely can't take my eyes off them !

What is wrong with me ?

Firstly, two MEN are kissing and doing what not to eachothers and secondly, it's an obviously their private thing they're showing me and I ?

I am enjoying watching them !

What a sick fellow am I !

They are so into eachothers !

They haven't stopped kissing and taking other's cloths off and it's damn sexy.

And the sounds they are making...

My god !

I've never heard them !

Actually no, I've heard them !

They are the sounds you make when you are hurt.

When you are sick and can't get up.

But the same voice is appearing different here. Much sexy.

Much appealing.

It's like the thing happening to the person who is moaning, is experiencing the most devine feeling in the world !

Petric is kissing and licking Jeremy all over his body.

And oh... God !

They are completely naked infront of me !

Hell, I can't look at them now.

It's...

It's weird and disgusting and wrong in so many ways !

I closed my eyes shut.

" Jenifer, open your eyes and watch me ! "

Petric said.

He again asked me to open my eyes. But this time, he isn't angry or aggressive. He is sounding calm or even like he is in a sheer bliss !

" Watch me make him mine and claim him; which is, I am sorry but, never gonna happen with you !Open your eyes and watch me eating him out ! "

Petric said.

What ???

Eat him out ?

Petric is a...

Man-eater ?

Oh my god !

What else I am about to witness ?

But he is...

He isn't eating him !

He is kissing him. Licking him and more kissing him.

Kissing his lips, his neck, his chest, his stomach, his thighs, his...

Ass !

What ?

Yuck !

I am about to puke.

How could he...

God he is enjoying himself and worse, Jeremy is enjoying more than Petric is !

They are moaning and groaning and cursing. Their manhoods are erect as a rod and they are grabbing it and moving their hands up and down over it.

Petric made Jeremy lay back on the bed...

The wedding bed...

Fucking MY wedding bed !

They are in a position where, Jeremy is laying on his back on bed and his head is towards me. Petric is above him and straddling his hips and is facing me.

Petric gave me a smirk.

He is kissing Jeremy all over and having his hands all over him but, looking at me !

Straight in my eyes, not letting me close my eyes.

Petric then shifted both of them in such a way that, it was clearly visible to me what exactly they were doing.

Petric started playing with Jeremy's ass with his fingers and then pushed them inside of him !

God, what is he doing ?

Isn't it disgusting to put your fingers inside someone's private parts ?

I thought Jeremy will slap his fingers away, but he moaned in pleasure !

" Ohh...

Mmm...

Wow, baby.

Your fingers are the best you know. "

Jeremy was moaning in pleasure and encouraging him to do more.

" Only my fingers, huh ? "

Petric asked him for more compliments.

" No baby, you as a whole are incredible and you...

Ohh...

Drive me crazy with...

Fuck...

Mmmm...

With all of you...

Ahh... "

Jeremy was continuously moaning while talking.

" Enjoying my fingers, darling ? "

Petric asked.

" Um-hm !

So much...

Fuck...

Ohhhh...

Don't stop, darling... Please don't...

Ohh... "

Jeremy was asking him not to stop pushing his fingers in and out of him.

" You don't have to beg me for anything lover boy, it's someone else who have to... "

Petric said it eyeing me !

He took out his fingers and Jeremy groaned almost in fury.

" Mmmm.

Someone is being greedy, huh ?

Wait darling, we've got something more big and hard ready for you.

But the question is, are you ready to take it ? "

Petric said teasingly looking into his eyes.

" More than ready, Daddy !

Please don't make me wait anymore... "

Jeremy said eagerly.

What the hell are they talking about ?

What big thing...

Oh...

Oh my god !

" Ahhh...

Mmmm....

God baby, you feel incredible inside me...

Fuck... "

Jeremy moaned and groaned in pleasure !

Did he just...

Yes...

Sure as hell, he put his manhood inside Jeremy's ass...

And oh, now he is moving it in and out of him just the way he did it with his fingers !

" Oh yes baby, I know !

You are making me feel good as well...

More than good.

Ohh...

Fuck Jer, you are as new as you were for the very first time...

I love you, Jer. I love you... "

Petric said moaning into his ear.

What is happening to me ?

A simple action; not any usual ofcourse, but a simple action of moving in and out of him, but it is doing some things to me !

Something weird...

" Are you feeling it too, wifie ? "

Petric eyed me and asked with a smirk.

Ho... How in the hell does he knows ?

Is it written on my face ?

" Are you feeling the urge to touch me ?

Touch Jer...

Yourself ? "

Petric asked moving in and out of him.

I didn't earlier, but now as he said it, I do want to touch myself !

Something is happening in my panties !

Itching.

Ache.

Need to be touched.

Oh...

Something is...

Something is slipping out from my privates !

What is happening ?

I haven't felt anything like this ever.

I am feeling like pressing my thighs together tightly and press it with all of my strength to ease the ache out.

I brought my thighs close to press them together. But before I could,

" Don't you dare, press your thighs together and get any relief.

I have denied the pleasure and release to you !

Open your thighs and put them away from eachothers. "

Petric said.

He said a simple thing, which shouldn't be hard to do.

But I don't want to keep them away.

I want to press them and even rub them together.

" Jenifer ! Do as I say...

Ahh...

Don't ruine my orgasm...

Mmm...

If you did that, I'll make everything a hell lot of worse for you... "

Petric said with difficulty.

And what he said, that's the last thing I want... But...

Fuck...

I moved my legs apart and he indulged himself again in what he was enjoying more than anything.

Fucking bastard !

...

Am I allowed to curse him ?

Hell not !

Can I do it in my thoughts ?

Hell yes !

Anytime, everytime, whatever it is !

And yes, I will, sure as hell will curse him for ruining my life like this.

" Oh...

Oh...

Oh...

I am close...

I am so close Daddy... "

Jeremy moaned excitedly.

What ?

What is he close to ?

" Me too, I am right behind you baby...

Wait for me...

Oh I am...

So... "

Petric was moaning too.

What the hell are they talking about ?

What are they close to ?

I am not getting a single thing.

But oh...

Petric stopped moving in and out of him and collapsed on Jeremy.

Both of their breathing is high as hell.

Both of them in a pool of sweat.

Panting and groaning.

After a few moments they were getting back to normal and Petric kissed Jeremy on his forehead...

Awww !

What a sweet gesture that is !

I don't know why, but I liked it so much.

They got the other dressed up and Petric went to drop Jeremy upto the door and kissed him on his lips and forehead again and again before letting him go.

" I love you, so much Jer. "

Petric said on his lips.

" And I love you, Pet. "

Jeremy said kissing him back.

" Hey, don't call me that ! "

Petric with a fake anger.

" Ok. Good night...

Pet... "

Jeremy said and ran away after showing Petric his tongue playfully.

After he left, Petric turned towards me.

" So wifie ?

Enjoyed the first night...

Your wedding night ?

I have satisfied you, right ?

I haven't disappointed you, now have I ? "

Petric asked sarcastically.

I lowered my eyes, to hide the rage in them.

" I asked, have I ? "

Petric asked.

God, he wants me to answer that ?

How am I supposed to...

" Fucking answer me ! "

Petric yelled at me.

" No master... "

I said.

Oh god, he scared the hell out of me with his loud voice.

" Good girl.

It's getting late, I should get some sleep now. I need to get up early tomorrow.

I have to visit London. I'll be back in few days. And... "

Petric was talking and what is he talking about ?

And why is he telling me all this ?

" What ? What are you confused about ?

You have to know where your husband is going to be !

If anyone asks you and you don't know the answer, what kind of husband it'll make me ?

So my dear wife, keep that in mind.

And come with me... "

Petric said.

Now where is he talking me ?

He opened the bathroom's door and asked me to get in.

He took the confused look on my face...

" What ? Ladies first !

I may be cruel to you, but I am a gentleman ! "

Petric said.

When I didn't moved from my place, he pushed me in.

Oh god, is gonna do to me what he did to Jeremy ?

Sure I enjoyed watching it but I don't want that...

" Relax Jenifer, I told you I am not gonna touch you !

You would have figured by now but if still not, I am gay ! "

Petric said.

What ? What does that means ?

" What ?

Don't tell me you don't know what gay is ? "

Petric said.

I lowered my eyes in response.

" Ugh god !

Gay is a man who loves another man and not a woman like other men do.

Lesbians are the women who love other women and not men like other women do.

And bisexuals are, who are also called bi, they love both men and women the same.

Now, I am too tired to be your sex-ed teacher, get here and let me dress your wounds. "

Petric said.

What ? He is really gonna ?

Does that means he...

" Don't get any hopes high little girl.

I am dressing those, because I'll need your body to be ready for another punishment.

And you'll need to attend parties with me, where you'll need to wear backless dresses and the marks mustn't be visible there on your back, right ?

You must look beautiful.

And one more thing, don't let your dirty curls free, always have them tied in a bun ! "

Petric said harshly

Ouch !

That hurted me more than it should have.

He doesn't likes me !

No problem.

But he shouldn't insult me like this.

I am a human as well, I get hurt.

Seriously, I don't want this life. I was more happy in my earlier one.

Though, I didn't got proper food to eat and I had to do so many things but, I was satisfied.

Though my family didn't loved me at all, but I had my savior...

My savior !

How can I forget him ?

I promised to meet him whenever I'll get the chance.

And Petric is going to be out of town for few days, I can go meet him !

" Aahh... "

I moaned in pain as he pressed the ointment soaked cotton ball on my wounds hard.

" Shut up !

It isn't that bad, don't overreact.

And listen to me very carefully. You aren't used to this life; our private one, so don't you dare step outside the villa for any reason at all.

If you need anything, ask Cathy or any butler but you won't step out.

I don't want anyone spotting you like you are in pain.

So, while I am out, you don't get to get out.

Once I am back, I'll take you out, don't worry. "

Petric said as if he have listened to my thoughts.

And there died my last hope !

Can he read minds ?

How is he saying things like he is responding to my thoughts ?

So, I guess I am stuck in here forever now !