My brain is gonna burst !

I ran out of the room and dashed towards the main door when Shane stopped me,

" Mam, where are you going ?

Sir will not appreciate it ! "

Shane said standing infront of me and blocking my way.

" Let me go Shane, I need to get out of here.

I can't breathe... "

I said getting irritated with Petric's butlers always getting in my way !

" Shall I call the doctor ? "

Shane asked concerned as he confused my inability to breathe as a medical condition !

" Shane please... "

I said helplessly.

" Don't taste my patience just let me go ! "

I said coldly.

He is looking shocked at my words, for he never saw me like this.

Even I am shocked at the coldness in my words and tone !

" But mam, sir... "

Shane repeated how his ' Non-existing ' master would get mad at me !

I know he loves me as his sister and wants to save me from his master's rage, but now's not the time brother !

" Let her go. "

Cedric said calmly from behind me.

" What ? "

Shane was shocked at his master's changed behavior.

He have seen him dragging me along him to our room when I went out and now he is telling him to let me go !

" Did I spoke alien ?

Can't you understand what I just said ?

Let her go. "

Cedric repeated.

" Ok, sir.

I am sorry mam. "

Shane said and moved aside.

As soon as he moved out of my way, I started running to get away from this place !

I don't know where to go ?

I don't know to whom I should go to ?

Whenever such situation happened earlier, I used to go my angel !

But now I am running away from him only, where should I go ?

I guess my hut is by far the best place to go for now.

When I reached there, the home was empty !

He was right, no one's here.

They left !

Or...

He killed them !

According to him, they left on my wedding day the moment I left and he killed them the same night after he saw Petric hurt me.

I sat alone in the empty hut on the floor.

When I fold my legs,

" Ahhh...

Oh god...

My knee...

I almost forgot about this !

Ahhh.

It hurts ! "

I slowly stretch it on the floor and it hurted as hell.

Oh my god, what happened ?

I ran with a bloody and aching knee this far without wincing or feeling any pain; at this dark hour of night !

My brain was so distracted that...

Wow !

So distracted that my legs didn't even felt the rocks and thorns that cut my feets; I ran without any footwear !

Superb, wasn't my knee bleeding enough that now my feets had to bleed ?

Well, this is all secondary, the main thing to think about is, is he really the angle I met in the forest ?

No he can't be !

He killed my family !

He killed his own brother !

My angel can't hurt anyone !

And whatever he told me about my family...

How am I supposed to believe that ?

But...

He does have a point though.

They never made me feel loved.

Neither did they talked to me without any reason or needing anything done.

But how could my father...

Who he says he wasn't; sell me ?

And why would Petric buy me just to torcher me ?

He told me that he married me because his father made him, otherwise he was gonna marry Jeremy !

Whom should I trust now ?

I mean I can't trust Petric a bit; but now I am not sure to trust Cedric as well !

I mean how can I ?

He just confessed that he...

He confessed !

I mean he could have hide it from me if he wanted, but he told me everything !

Why would he have done that if he had any evil intesions ?

I am not sure about anything, but one thing I can't doubt is, he can never hurt me !

But he killed his own brother...

His brother kept him from his family for so long !

I have no idea what to do ?

Shall I trust him ?

.

.

.

.

But trust him for exactly what ?

For him not ever hurting me ?

For him telling me the truth about everything ?

For him taking his brother's place ?

For him thinking he did the right thing to kill them who hurted me ?

To think about it, it actually feels good that someone loving me or caring for me that much, that he can't see me in pain !

He can't stand anyone hurting me.

What do I do ?

I didn't even know if my angel existed back then and yet I did loved him for being him !

So, now why should I back off from what I felt ?

And didn't he told me that I might change my mind and think differently ?

He did told me that, something which is right for some can definitely be wrong for some.

And I told him that angles do what is needed to be done, then some might feel it wrong and some right !

Now after arguing with him and repeating that he was wrong and I was right, how could I turn away from what I said ?

Just because it happened with me, I feel it is wrong ?

And if it had happened with someone else it would have been right for me ?

What kind of person it'll make me like that ?

Wasn't 'I' the one telling him that, whatever he did was had to be done ?

May be he was right doing it...

But he killed my family !

He said they weren't...

Ugh god !

My brain would burst now !

I am going crazy here.

And ohhhh god, my legs are aching as hell.

I want to go back home and the bad news ?

I can't even move my leg a bit and I asked him not to follow me !

How in the hell now I'd get back to him ?

" Oh...

Who are you ?

And oh my god, you are badly hurt ! "

Who is that ?