There is pain in my art

Having lost who I so adore.

Having lost the golden spoon,

Which I was never fed with.

There is pain in my art.

Having loved many and;

Plausibly, loved by few.

Failing to acquire what I so desire.

There is pain in my art.

Being in position without a position.

Having relatives with the abilities;

And possibly less or no willingness.

There is pain in my art.

There is no pain in my act.

There is pain in my art.