Chapter:4

I can't hide anything from Ivan. He always gets careful when it comes to me. He got in the habit of pampering me. Noah is seriously jealous of me. I am lucky to have him by my side. But Ivan was right. Today I was seriously laughed at a lot. I also missed my smiling face. I should smile more.Today I was so tired so I went to bed as soon as I got home. But I woke up at midnight because my phone has been ringing for a long time. I pick up the phone. It was from Ivan. "Come to M.D hospital, Ella is in serious condition ", he said. My body just moved by itself. I just have to go there as soon as possible. I got there and saw Ivan and Noah talking with the doctor. I rushed to them. After the doctor left, I asked how she was.Ivan said, She got his senses back, doctor said, it is a panic attack  due to anxiety.She is in the room, but she does not want to meet anyone now, Ivan said. So how did this happen,I asked. After you left Noah and Ella were watching the photo album of our wedding till then she was fine. Then Noah asked her, when did she get married? Then she just started crying out of nowhere. After that she fainted. So we brought her here. I tried to contact you, but you are not picking up."Umm, did you contact her parents, I asked. Noah said, I don't have any of her parent's phone numbers. I said, never ask her any questions about this, just pretend as if it never happened, I am going to meet her, both of you, stay here and wait for me. I knocked on the door and said, I am coming.There is no response. I know she is just pretending to be in sleep. I opened the door and went into the room. And sat on a tool beside her bed and asked how are you feeling now, I told you not to eat that much, see you got sick because of this. Are you really not going to ask me, she said with her eyes closed. Then tell me what happened, I replied. I got scared and jealous, and I just can't hold this emotion anymore.I am tired of this .it is so painful. Why can't I forget  him? Why do I have to remember him always? Why the one beside him, is not me.Because the place does not belong to you in the first place,I said. You have to wait for your Mr. Right. And don't cry too much, it makes your eyes invisible and when your Mr. Right would come, you can't even see him. You know, people can live even if no one loves them,but they can't live if they does not love themself. You have your parents,friends.They all love you. For now, can't you just live with the love you have and wait for your own Mr. Right,I said to her. She nodded her head. I smiled and said, and promised me, whenever you felt it is too painful to bear just call me. She again nodded her head. I told them not to ask anything from you. So for now just meet them, they are worried to death.I got up and went outside and told them to meet her.Ivan went inside to meet Ella. But Noah came to me and said, It's my fault. Though I knew she was suffering from heartbreak, I still asked her about marriage. I am sorry . I said to her, I know you did not do it intentionally, but don't tell her anything, just pretend nothing happened. Don't mention anything about the incident. She nodded her head and went to the room to meet him. She got discharged the next day. We went to Ivan's house for now.