Prologue

  It was the [               ]. The legendary item that was sought by those people. Famous across the stories and legends and of a certain Messiah. But it was never really that item. It's purpose has been different from that.

It has cost deaths and battles among those people. It also involved certain unknowledgeable people in that war. It's purpose was to grant a wish. But it was never really was it's true function.

A long time ago, there was a 3 families that has dreamed of Utopia and Paradise. Those 3 families were never a good and kind family from that start. But they have those dreams that was quite unusual for people like them.

They wanted to reach the [      ]. They wanted one of the true magics. The third magic— Heaven's Feel. And just like those certain group of people, they wanted to go against her and reach the [     ].

To have that plan to succeed, that person sacrifice herself. She knows what is she doing and what is her task from the start. She have willingly do it– there was no ounce of hesitation on those lifeless and cold eyes.

After that, the rest were history. But each of those histories varies because there would be different circumstances and possibilities across that world.

It just happened that it was from those events that was deemed threat by her. Using the counter force, its world were erased and ended.

After that world were eradicated, it didn't expect itself to gained sentience. It can still feel its own presence despite being destroyed by the counter guardians.

It was still present. But it was barely hanging. It was thanks to what it is that it was still here.

It doesn't know what it needs to do after it's own world was erased. It tried to enter the other world possibilities but it was rejected by her and the other sentience of that world. It was deemed unnecessary.

It doesn't try to enter those world again. It knows that it was futile. Those two consciousness of that world were forgiving enough that they let it still exist after it tried to enter on those world many times.

It decided that since it wasn't welcome on that world anymore, it would find a world that would welcome and suitable for itself.

It wasn't angry for being rejected by them. It will never understand what it is in the first place. It have witness one of those possibilities where those other itself were corrupted. Fortunately for him, it wasn't like those possibilities. Still, it decided to copy some things on the versions of those worlds.

If its other self have some of those legendary spirits, it must also have them.

After copying the other informations of itself, it has decided to leave that world since it wasn't welcome anymore. It traveled on the endless dark and void. Wandering in search for a world that would welcome and suitable for itself.

For it, time is meaningless, it doesn't feel anything when it travel on the endless void and darkness. It was only focus on its goal to find a suitable world.

On its wanderings, it came across on many type of worlds. There was world that was similar to its own because it was called "Earth".

There was those strange planets that wasn't part of the solar system or the milky way galaxy.

There was also those worlds that wasn't part of a universe. Each of them is unique and special.

But it wasn't interested on those worlds. There was a world that came close to his previous world, but that world feels too troublesome for itself. It would be destroyed sooner or later so it wasn't interested on living on it.

It travel, travel and wanders. Drifting to world of different types of variety.

A world of Science– Rejected. It wouldn't work properly on that world.

A world with no humans– Too primitive and barbaric for it to be qualified. It doesn't want to live in a world that was full of unintelligent beings.

Each travel, it soon understand or learn how to feel frustrated and impatient. None of those worlds were qualified to be a proper world for it.

It was starting to understand what it was like to lose hope. And it has also discovered that its own presence was in danger. It would cease to exist sooner or later. It understand the reason on why those two consciousness decided to be lenient with itself.

It was broken. It wasn't complete.

On its next travels, it proceeded to not last long on observing the worlds. If it saw that it wasn't suitable, it would instantly travel to the next world.

Those instances were repeated over and over. It lose more and more of its existence.

It doesn't want to don't exist.

Later, it was just travelling on the void as it lost itself more and more. It wondered why it can barely see any presence of those new worlds.

It soon understand what is despair feels like.

Just continuous void and darkness.

There is no planets and worlds to see anymore...

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When it can barely feel its own presence, it arrived on a new world.

Its hope ceased when it feel that it was a world that was similar to its own world but it doesn't have any presence of magic.

So, it would disappear....

Just like those people that was dying on this world.

Useless souls are floating and would soon dispersed just like itself. This is probably be the last world that it would visit.

While it thought of that matter, it was surprpise when one of those slowly dispersing souls are rushing towards itself.

It wondered why.

" I don't want to die. "

The soul look desperate as it said those words. It can understand why it look desperate. It doesn't want to cease existing either.

It look carefully at the soul that has still molded like it's mortal body. The soul was a male. A forgettable face that would deem unacceptable if the criteria for the throne of heroes would be how good looking or how beautiful are they.  Fortunately, for those legendary spirits that doesn't qualify on that category, it wasn't based on the looks but their accomplishment.

" I don't want to die. "

It repeated those words again.

" It was my wish. "

If it was capable of being surprise or shock, then it must be this moment.

" I don't know if it must be an illusion or not. Whether you are just a fictional item.. I must be going crazy. I can't remember my name, my parents name, and everything that was necessary for my identity... I hope that this is just a dream... But my subconscious is telling that it isn't.. I am really dead. I died. "

If the soul was still capable of crying, it would certainly cry. It can understand that the soul looks pitiful. But its mind was occupied with more important information.

Why this soul said that it was fictional? It knows what it is and capable of what it does. This soul seems familiar with it.

" I want to live, Holy Grail. Please, don't fucking screw with my wish Angra Mainyu! "

The soul shouted desperately to it, the one of the many versions of holy grail of that world.

The soul was really familiar with what its own identity. It also discovered how it can prolong its own existence.

It was supposed to only grant the wish of the winner of the holy grail war. But now, there wasn't any war happening. And it wasn't also in that world anymore...

It wasn't bound by that world's rules.

{ I'm sorry.. }

It was capable of only limited things.

" You can't grant my wish? "

And now that it was nearly ceasing to exist..

{ I can.. }

" Then do it! "

It was the only way to prolong its life.

" What are you doing?! "

A soul is also a form of energy.

" I would be screwing with your wish like Angra Mainyu. "

The soul would have its wish granted. But itself wouldn't cease to exist after granting the wish.

So the holy grail decided....

Fragmented memories rush towards itself for an unknown amount of time. It started to understand why the soul was familiar with itself.

Despite its lack of magic, it was a very unique and special world. A world that knows the event of the other worlds through their literature and entertainments...

Nonetheless, it was wasn't a suitable world for itself.

He or it must continue with its journey. This time, it wasn't alone on its drifting from world to world. It has a slumbering companion as its fellow traveler.

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Eventually, it came across a suitable world.

It has what it needs. But it was a dangerous and chaotic world. Too dangerous for its taste and its companion.

There was a never ending war. There are two sides warring with each other. Strong and powerful beings who just keep fighting and fighting each other.

They took no notice of him. Maybe, because it was too small. It was so weak compared to what it was been before. And even with its own full strength– it wasn't designed to fight. Its purpose was to summon and call those spirits to fight and granting a wish for the winner of a holy grail war.

It also helped that his fellow companion doesn't have any feel of mana or any special on him other than his memories.

It was also doing its best to being unnoticeable.

They wouldn't really notice it since they are really occupied with the war. There are a lot of minions and strong beings. It was tempted to record them. But it understand that it doesn't have energy to do that. It need to recover from all of the traveling. And it would just bring trouble if it has done that. It would be best to hide and be unnoticeable.

Shall it stay in this world? If it wasn't just chaotic... Where it would come across a near proper world for itself like this one?

It doesn't want to experience that again. There was a possibility that it wouldn't be able to find a world like this one again.

Amidst the war, it was just a silent observer who was contemplating its own future. The irony is strong on this one. It was designed to have the third magic. A magic that described to show the future. But here it was, thinking of its own future while feeling uncertainty.

In an unexpected turn of events, one of the sides– The light side has decided a rebellion to that powerful being. It was killed. Yet it was still smiling when it ceased to exist. After the unexpected rebellion, One of them has decided to join the other side because it was angered that they have betrayed their Creator.

Then later, that being was also betrayed by some beings of that faction– the dark side. And it managed to kill one of those betrayers.

The being begged to be killed by it's former comrades, one of them refuse his wish. Itself wasn't also certain if it was capable of granting that being's wish.

While it was observing the events and the future, it was starting to feel a strange feeling. The war tipped to those rebellious beings. Their former comrade also decided to left. It doesn't know if it went to the plane of this world that was called chaos world or the other dimensions of this world.

After that, the faction that lost the war decided to hide within the dimensions. And the event that happened after has helped on making its own decision to whether to stay or travel again to find a proper and perfect world for itself. It has replenished some of it's energy while it was watching the events for a very long time.

Those losers have decided to target another planet. It just happened to be their version of the Earth.

Earth was destroyed 7 times...

Its decision was made. This world is no good.

Moving— then came the unexpected error.

It was forced to stay in Earth. It was bound against its decisions.

If it can feel anger. Then it was supposed to be this moment.

When the gates started appearing on this Earth, it was accompanied by rainbow colored light in the sky.