awake

she woke up with a throbbing pain in her head,her chest felt heavy as if someone had scrubbed it, and her eyes were sore. as her mind started to get clear of the previous nights events,her heart grew heavier and tears welled up again. lately this had become her morning routine. she would wake-up then force herself to get up and prepare for the day ahead of her. the thought of it tortured her. she checked her phone in anticipation of a text from a certain someone. nothing. broke her heart a little more . she threw it away on the bed with frustration. was she that easily replaceable. was it so easy to let go of. yes. the only answer her mind gave her. more tears followed. this is how she began her day.