Atheist

While the guardian ran and was overwhelmed by his confusing thoughts.

In my previous life which I am forgetting for reasons I don't know, my family, their faces, their names, everything I went through in my before Life was forgetting my family their faces their names everything I went through in my previous life is disappearing in my memories but the only thing I remember clearly are two things, God and me.

{Although I really don't want to remember him I love my family my memories of them, every time I think of them I forget them more and more they were my comfort in the little time I spent in this place, and now they are being taken away from me?} I closed my hand tightly, I didn't understand why this was happening.

"Because God, although I didn't believe in you in my previous life I always respected you and your servants, why do you give me this destiny?" I wanted to scream, but in the situation I was in it was not possible, so I just whispered.

Was the guardian running to release his frustrations and emotions, crying as quietly as he could even though that effort was not necessary?

{Crying is not for men} thought the guardian.

With the little I had cried I felt satisfied or so I think I did not give more thought to the matter, I needed a way or something to get me out of this situation with nothing to lose I prayed to the God I did not believe in.

"God if you are really here make this baby come out safe, give me the strength to save the only person I can save from this filthy place" I prayed softly.

I stopped running and rested on the cold and dirty ground, the baby had stopped crying I don't know how much time has passed Jax is still waiting for me, or he hasn't come out yet or is he gone?

I hope it's the first or second option.

I think I broke some bones, my body was much heavier than usual, I looked at my shield and thought to myself. {Why didn't I use my shield?} I laughed to make sure that such a mistake would not happen again. In the place I was sitting it didn't feel so bad I was very tired I just wanted to sleep the baby was also sleeping in my hands covered by my armor this baby is weird how could I sleep in a place like this I didn't think much about it.

When I was about to sleep I heard footsteps, footsteps that were heading in my direction I put on my guard, maybe it was one of those who were chanting strange things or a guard or someone? 

I put myself on guard, I had one hand occupied, I had to choose between a shield or a sword, I decided for the shield. I advanced little by little the footsteps were getting closer and closer, and I was getting more nervous and the baby was crying again.

[Lord help me]

The steps were closer and closer to me until we were face to face the darkness of the alley didn't help my body in its maximum tension ready for any movement the heart racing and the sweat with all the adrenaline didn't help me.

When I heard the footsteps close enough, I made a charge with my shield but stopped instantly when I recognized a voice.

"Camus, is that you?!"