3- Coming home

When I woke up today I had a shock because I was not in my usual place, I was in my mother's lap walking next door was my father in his shinobi clothes and several other people, and a glow that hurt my eyes, but finally came out of that hospital room, I will finally be able to see the leaf village even if it was blurry, it was amazing just as the naruto anime showed people walking around talking to each other in modest clothes with no technology in sight and with ninjas transiting from time to time proudly showing off her bandanas, as it was the first time I was on the streets of konoha I took a deep breath and felt the clean, pure air I had never felt before on earth even in the middle of nature when I went to camp, that air was full of life and energy is amazing I even feel that my body has improved in some way just by breathing, of course I could not miss the opportunity to try to find out what time I am, first I try to look at the konoha postcard the hokage monument to see how many faces it has on the mountain, i force my blurry vision to the max and even though i can't see any details i can only distinguish 3 faces which means it was before minato turned hokage that is most likely the third great shinobi war.

I'm excited to meet serious kakashi who has a lot more morals than when he teaches Naruto and Sasuke, but I can't lie to myself either I'm scared to death of war, here in this world children kill and die all the time and are taught to do this for the villages of course i'm not going to be hypocritical and say i never wanted to kill anyone like any normal student ever wanted to kill half of my teachers in exam time, my cousin once because of a joke he made with me at christmas and of course i can't forget the taxi driver who gave me a mud bath on the walk to my birthday party must have had a few more people i wanted to kill but that was basically it, just thought the thing is real and kill or die, i don't have a damn illusion that i'll be like naruto always believing in the best of people and that they can change i'm from new york i learned the true human nature early on in the subway during the new year going to see the ball coming down, and I can say with certainty that it was not the most beautiful side of humanity, especially in this time of war and without rules, things are even uglier here in the shinobi world, I will not give breach to weakness I have to be calculating while I'm out of the village on mission or I'm going to die, I already decide to stop being normal and my soul and mind are no longer my body still fails me, I'm a baby that can't even move properly, as I can't do basically nothing with my body got the habit of fantasizing and talking to myself in my head and because of that I end up ignoring the things that happen around me until I saw a spiky white-haired ninja that I couldn't ignore, he quickly gave a slight I nod at my father and look at me from the corner of my eye, which wash me into the belief that I didn't know my father, damn he was kakashi the full potential kakashi that broke almost all konoha records and I saw he was at least 9-12 years old, I finally found myself at the time of history now nobody holds me, except my mother of course just because I'm a baby, not because it's warm and safe and I like how she rocks me , damn baby body makes me think weird things.

Quietly we stopped after thirty minutes of walking and entering 2 dark alleys seems like we got home when we entered my father went ahead to open the door and tidy up my room and the house that was dirty with dust but the first thing that went into my view was a balcony several wooden tables and chairs, and what looked like a big stove, I think we entered a restaurant, walked to the back of the kitchen to a door leading to the backyard and finally could see my house, honestly it was disappointing it was tiny and old had some broken parts, i realized that my family was poor, well considering it was wartime and we had a little restaurant it wasn't so bad when my mom carried me to the door she looked at me and said with a lot of love dear son is in this house that you will live and grow i was scared of not knowing how to create you anymore the moment you opened your eyes i knew that the things s would be wonderful and that's why your name is Akira Ao.

I finally understood my own name and it's cool, from now on I'm Akira At the future Konoha Sage, I'm going to follow a slightly different path than the ones I read on fan-fic on Earth instead of being super powerful alone after turning hokage and change things and strengthen the main characters i'm going to work on improving the general creating new jutsus and technologies and spreading over konoha i won't be called wise just for mastering senjutsu and being a kage level shinobi i will be wise because i will improve the everyone's life and evolving konoha to the next level without drawing attention, my future will be amazing, but this and for the future, in my present I am poor and I have no power, I cannot change the fact of being poor now as I am just a baby but power is another story, though not just feeling the chakra and trying to shape it will make me stronger and one step ahead of everyone else.

In the meantime my mother put me in my crib and went to cook for her and my father, I noticed that the sun got stronger so it's already in the afternoon, ok come on Akira this time of training, we have to feel the chakra first I close my eye and try to seal the ram to concentrate to feel the chakra inside me, but my little arms just made me feel free, I tried to move my right arm and all it did was give it a slight shake and then out of nowhere my left leg has a spasm, it wasn't one and of course more it looked like I was speechless like trying to move my right arm makes me kick my left leg? How does linking my members work? I kept trying to move my right arm but it was as if it was tingling and numb and out of nowhere that cramp, I could not consciously use my arms, for a second I felt what Orochimaru felt after the fight against Sandaime, I put aside the thought of use my arms and just focus my mind inside my body to try to feel the chakra, I started to remember the pressure points where the chakra goes through and the main point that lies in the belly, I tried to visualize a little blue flame building up in the pressure point, I stayed like this for two hours until I finally had a result, unfortunately it was one I knew and didn't like, damn I'll have to keep trying tomorrow, at this moment I felt everything light and darkness attacked me again the curse beat me and follow undefeated, damn it.