Chapter 15 - Kai's feelings
The bright morning light shone into the bedroom from the open window. Right on top of the bed, Kai was lying down while moving his hands to the sky. Then clenched then opened it again.
The hard texture of the pendant in his hand, made Kai's hand slightly redden from the forced pressure.
Her purple eyes were now staring scornfully at the Pendant.
"That woman is too brave. She clearly wants me to be on her side. Not as an ordinary member, but more like a member who is prepared to become a real member."
The sun's rays reflected from the window, then reflected off the small circular lettering on the back of the Pendant. In the addition of a very clear silver color, it dazzles Kai's right eye.
At that moment, Kai realized the secret message that Lieutenant Colonel Rose meant to convey.
Just giving is enough for Kai to understand the hidden meaning behind it. The pendant was not just a token of membership, but also other things—
"He even gave me the Pendant in order to gain my trust. How cunning. He knows, I couldn't turn down the offer to join in the first place, but he also gave me a sign that he can't beat me but can beat my enemy."
More or less, that's the message from the engraving of the Pendant in Kai's hand. A message where the giver is like saying "I can't beat you, but I can help you."
A two-way partnership, where the first party, Kai, doesn't have to worry about ridiculous worries about potential betrayal from the Pendant giver. But also clearly, the woman realized that Kai would never dare to betray, because Kai definitely needed him.
"It's very clear that that woman named Rose is trying to put me in a position where I can't betray and would never betray. Such a clever way, it makes me want to throw up."
Looked and looked at the pendant, then turned it and gripped it tightly and put it in his pocket. Kai then got out of bed and then looked at something outside the window. As he did that, the mind tried to analyze anyone who knew about the organization from two different sources.
Vague information about how the organization works, enters the neural cavities in the head.
Kai was silent for a while, but then he came to a conclusion.
"The skill to manipulate someone using their perception as a driving force. I think, I am the most proficient in the academy when it comes to that skill. However, that woman is definitely much more skilled— no, the founders of the organization themselves are probably very skilled."
The sweet words about justice that Sonia spoke, were clearly a lie. Not that Sonia was lying, more like she was the victim of a lie. Very likely, the organization made a scheme to attract sympathetic people to want to join to become pawns that could be discarded at any time.
I don't know what the goal is, what is clear is that the organization plays a narrative of fighting for justice to make innocent people without education want to be involved in the movement.
Or what the books at the Fire Dragon Lord Academy say, as propaganda. And what's worse, the propaganda carried out by the organization is the most ideal propaganda.
It is not difficult enough to direct the perceptions of people without education, so that they reach a conclusion where they believe that it is purely the product of their thinking. Without realizing, the situation and what they can see, just so that they reach that conclusion.
Everything is set up, that's the point.
Next, Kai stood up and walked to the window and then looked out.
A black uniform with a white shirt suit along with a black tie and some carvings on the shoulders of the uniform, making it quite striking to look at.
The white hair and purple eyes of a man wearing a strange hat engraved with an eagle, had allowed Kai to feel what the beauty of high-art clothing was that the Organization was trying to achieve.
From there he felt a feeling he didn't understand at all. To the point where Kai began to suspect, was the black uniform he was currently wearing, designed for someone to do what the organization wanted? Propaganda of a uniform, or that's the main purpose of the uniform is made very fashionable.
Then Kai took a glove from his pocket, then put it on his little fingers slowly up to the wrist. The plain black color and soft texture of it, made Kai's hands feel warmth as soon as the sunlight reached the gloves he was wearing.
Then, Kai put his hand to the window and mumbled something.
"The experience gap, it is very difficult to cover. Losing, I feel defeated by the organization."
His purple eyes began to sharpen, as he looked up at the sky as he thought about what he should do.
"Organization, huh? I wonder what an organization really is, and what they do. Are they going to provide me with the entertainment I deserve? I'm looking forward to it," Kai said with a big smile on his mouth.
His eyes began to narrow and then revealed a sinister expression, as if his purple eyes were now shining with a smile that formed a crescent moon.
He then covered his smile while saying something.
"Liona, I'm sorry. Your older brother might take a while to take revenge against those idiots who dared to kill you. However, I'll show them what hell really is."
The final destination has been established.
The memories of the pleasant feeling of slaughtering people and turning them into sacrificial pawns, had affected Kai's consciousness.
The desire that he had forgotten long ago, could not be held back anymore.
Manipulating a bunch of idiots to put thin threads from the ankles to the wrists. No entertainment is more exciting than that.
Moving them as they wished would only make Kai laugh.
This was the pent-up desire of a Fire Dragon Lord follower that fell too deep. True followers and not fakes, it is people like Kai.
And organization, seems like a great place to play.
Kai's crescent moon smile, now stopped. Then he took the Pendant from his pocket and then put the Pendant around his neck.
After doing that he smiled a little again. Then the next time, Kai couldn't hold back a chuckle full of joy.
"Fufufuf... Fuahahah. I'm looking forward to how you organization can fulfill what I need. Damn, being soft in the past and fawning over people with sweet smiles without the slightest plan. It's disgusting me to the deepest point."
A sense of relief filled Kai's chest. An instinct that was restrained for so long, would make anyone suffer.
"I'd rather, smile with a consolation plan than not do it."
Falsehood without purpose, meaningless at all.
Even though it is capable of changing one's thinking, but it will never forever curb the mind that has been formed since childhood.
"Human life is not long. Only pitiful people adorn their lives with misery without any happiness. And the most perfect entertainment for me, is to see a group of fools who move like chess pawns on a game board. Very entertaining and triggers my curiosity. "
Kai then bent down, the veins around his face and hands now throbbing. Adrenaline in the body can not be stopped anymore.
The faster the heart beats, the blood pumps throughout the body to reach the crevices of the nerves in the skin.
From there, Kai put on a happy face that he hadn't felt in almost years. Then, in a low tone of voice, he said words full of happiness.
"Oohh. Kind people, I will join the justice organization you worship, then participate in the game designed by the founders of the organization. Fuahahaha…"
Kai's chuckle filled the room. before his departure for the mission to be carried out, it would be very comfortable to have expectations first.