Six

(Crixia's POV)

G-girlfriend?

I froze in my place. My mind can't seem to process what he just said? Wait, did I heard him right?

We stared at each other, hope is gleaming on his eyes. I don't want to erased but I don't want i-it... I mean if I will have a relationship I don't want it to be like this.

However the thought of my task rushed in. It looks like I don't have a choice but to agree because it's a win win for the both of us... is it though?

I hope.

I exhaled a deep breath and pouted.

I felt like a cold water splashed through me when he spoke.

"You look cute," I blinked. And can't help but to feel flushed.

He cleared his throat and felt awkward.

"Ehem, hmm C-crixia what do you think?"

I was about to open my mouth but can't seem to utter words.

"I mean, it is just an act nothing seriously and consider this as your punishmen-..." My hope shattered. I cut him.

"Why, " I whispered.

"I mean why me, there is someone out there who can..." I looked at him in the eyes. "I don't know and why do you need to do this? Do you mind enlighting me, please?" My brows furrowed.

He looked at me seriously.

"Why you?" He sighed. "I don't know too because maybe there is something in you that I can't see in others, something special. That I think what is," he hesitantly answered.

My eyes widened in surprised. I looked away. I felt butterflies in my stomach. My heart is beating wildly right now! I act like I wasn't affected though. And reality hit me hard. Maybe it's fake too.

"Then, why do you need this?" I asked. His expression change in instant. His jaw clenched and his face darkened.

He stood up and suddenly looked at me in rage, "It is not your fucking business!" I was stunned. "Shit!" I heard him curses more under his breath. I was so shocked that I wasn't able to react immediately.

I watched him calm his self. When he finally did,

"F-fine," I stood up and walk towards him. He looked at me. "I-i need to go and I'll think about it, my p-punishment..." I whispered. I didn't glanced at him anymore when I turned my back. I run and silently wiping my cheeks because my traitor tears keeps on dripping from my eyes.

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(Storm's POV)

Yes, I am a bastard. My life is a mess. Who cares? I can get any boon that I wanted but....being rich won't help me for what I feeling right now. For what she did to me...

I hope that I can use my money just to get her back but no money can't, I furiously wiped my tears. She left me. All of you might be wondering why am I acting this way? Well, I am just a human. And even if you see how strong I am and capable of doing and getting all that I wanted, I get hurt too. In fact I am in an actual pain.

She was my life, I love her so much and still loving her. But she didn't did the same because me I am willing to give everything even my life to her but she already left me. I did nothing wrong at all, I became the guy who changes girls from time to time just like how I change my clothes. I gave her everything.

When we are still together, I am not a j*rk, as*hole, bastard, and whatever they call me because I am used to it and I am f*cking tired. But when she left me everything changed, my life is a mess because my mom and dad are always arguing also about our business. You know what, she used to be my best friend that comforts me when I am feeling down...

I lose both.

My phone suddenly buzz.

[My life calling]

I smile when I saw her calling so I answered her.

["Storm,"] My smile immediately vanished when I heard her voice. Something's wrong. I don't know but I felt uneasy with the tone of her voice also she didn't call me babe our endearment. She used to call me that.

["Babe, Is there something wrong. Are you okay?"] I heard her sobs. I felt alarmed. ["Wait, are you crying? Babe, hey baby what happened?" I softly asked.

When I was suppose to speak again. She cut me. And the words she said wrecked my world and torn my heart into pieces.

["Storm, let's break up."] Her voice was suddenly got cold. I lost strength so I unconsciously sat on the bench near me.

["B-babe, is this some kind of a prank?"] I laugh awkwardly but I feel my myself tearing up.

["No. I am breaking up with you..."]

["No! You are not breaking up with me."] She is crying and her sobs is killing me. She badly want me out of her life huh? ["You are kidding right? What have I've done? Let's fix this please... I promise I'll be better babe."] I plead. ["Don't give up on me, baby please.. "]My voice broke.

But without uttering a word she ended the call. Because of my anger I threw my phone away and punch the wall many times. And when I felt calmness, I saw my knuckles with blood but I don't feel hurt at all. I feel numb. It is so nothing compared from what I am feeling right now.

After weeks, I decided to go to their house but the maids said that she left weeks ago and went in states with her parents and continue studying there.

When I heard those, it's killing me slowly inside. So, from that day forward I've changed. I became a jerk that no one can imagine how wrathful I am and they must be dying knowing the reason behind it...

You must be wondering who is she, well she is,

Dezzipauline Marquez

Yes, you read it right. She is the girl who I love the most.

And when I saw her in the University bullying Crixia, when I said the name 'Crixia' I can't control my smile. She keeps making things around me light.

But going back when I saw her I felt anger. For what she have done to me but what can I do I still love her and I want her back.

So the only way I know to get her attention is, you can call me anything you want. Call me desperate beast but it is fine I don't care because I really love her and maybe when she saw me serious with someone, she'll come back to me.

Well, hmm Crixia she is the only person I know who can help me so here I am in the garden I asked her if can she do it. But I am really surprise about how she acted towards me a while ago.

She looks so fragile. She is so sensitive. And I feel sorry for shouting at her it just that I am not ready to open up with someone that's all.

I've known her for too long. I just didn't have a chance to talk to her. When someone bullies her. I prefer to go away because I can't look at her in that situation. Why didn't I save her? I don't know its like something is stopping me from doing it.

There is something special about her but I can't tell what is it. Maybe I'll find it out soon.

I like her as a friend, I think.

Wait, what I am saying is if ever I feel something. It'll be nothing compared to my love for Dez.

Crixia, I used to follow her. Yes, you are right I used to follow her and be her stalker. I just want to make sure she's ok. I may not do something when she gets bullied at school because maybe I just know she can handle it. Outside the university though, I'm just concern. I admit. The other day when I saw her happy with the guy who looks like foot. D*mmit, why am I acting this way? I am not jealous don't get me wrong. Just.. sh*t why am I so defensive. Tsk.

I choose her to act because I know she won't fall in love with me unlike the other girls. Who is somewhat dying for my attention. Tsk, I hate desperate girls. And I know she can handle it. My only problem is that is she going to agree?

I really hope she will...